produced by @yashio20k n @1wasterr
additional production by me

featuring @counterxo, @muieternal, @1akura and @valberrie.

# @counterxo:
Baby I don’t wanna waste this chance
One last time I can hold your hand
Just you and me through the stars we danced
I’ll hold on even if you can’t
I swear I won’t fuck this up now
Wanna change but the past pulls me down
Call your name but it carries no sound
Could’ve left but I let myself drown.

## @mis4ortune:
if i have a chance, i will fix up all my fault
gonna rather bring u back, rather hate me to the core
being sick of my thoughts,
me and you inside my mind
fuck imaginations, wanna end my life

darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
im depressed and fucking tired
i know it was sad to see
darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
ion think I can survive
i know it was sad to see
i know it was sad to see

### @muieternal:
i dont want to live
like this
i been up on my own like nothin real
u said,
'i don't really about the things u did. forget.'
i'm still tryina let myself forgive, again

cant understand, just tell me how you feel
drugs that matter, make me heal
'i can't tell you' what's ur deal?
in the darkness, i conceal
all the scars that time won't heal
i gave everything for real
take forever, i cant feel
risin up my heart of steel

#### @1akura
n im doin all can when it comes 2 u
when i hear ur crys for help, yea i comfort you
can we try again
all these feelings in my heart i cannot make amends
yea i try n i try js to end up in hole
it seems like every single night im alwasy thinkin bout uu
yea im thnkn bout uuu
so can we try again?

##### @valberrie
now i just rly wanna see u
cuz i just don’t know what u been thru
and i know that i don’t wanna lose u
but why don’t u ever wanna come thru

i know it’s been a while
just wanna see u smile
im sorry that i had to move outta town
don’t wanna see u frown
but now ur not around
(I can’t help but hear these sounds)

## @mis4ortune:
if i have a chance, i will fix up all my fault
gonna rather bring u back, rather hate me to the core
being sick of my thoughts,
me and you inside my mind
fuck imaginations, wanna end my life

darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
im depressed and fucking tired
i know it was sad to see
darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
ion think I can survive
i know it was sad to see
i know it was sad to see

bitterness featuring. counter, mui, akura, valberrie // yashio + wasterr

for a friend who died in august, 2023.
produced by @jolst

sincerely 
why would you do that to me?
can't believe that just happened, please just talk to me.
pressure upon my chest, I think I'm starting to sink.
I'm truly sorry, shits just started to bring me down
it's start to make a wound, can't you see?
I swear to god, it's sad as fuck to let you leave.
deep inside my soul, I just want you back to life
drowning in the blood, nobody even sees you die.
oh, why? everything's all spacing as I lie awake
hoping I can see you in the afterlife, no faith
why no one even care when you ache?
why no one even care when u said "good night"
I don't even know that was your last goodbye
hope these memories will always on my mind
till the day I die
when we come alive
can we be together again?
sincerely.
why would you do that to me?
can't believe that just happened, please just talk to me.
pressure upon my chest, I think I'm starting to sink.
I'm truly sorry, shits just started to bring me down
it's start to make a wound, can't you see?
I swear to god, it's sad as fuck to let you leave.
deep inside my soul, I just want you back to life
drowning in the blood, nobody even sees you die.

a song for my beloved friend // jolst (2023)

@ilyt4z
@prodjayysoul
@ripwarheart
@feelingsaka
[Chorus]
I know you heart's full of jealousy,
I know you hate and you envy me,
How you hatin on the mvp,
Hatin but you wanna be like me,
I know your heart's full of jealousy,
I know you hate and you envy me,
Like how you gonna hate on the mvp,
How you hatin but you wanna be like me,

How you hatin but you wanna be like me,
Got like 30 racks stuffed inside my jeans,
This is really my life this aint a dream,
Just might po me a 4 of codiene,
Rock all blue but I aint no crip,
whip that amg like a damn ship,
Car so big it look like a damn ship,
Ima fuck on that bitch and then I dip,
Ask me questions but I ain't sayin shit,
Off a xan ima take a fuckin trip,
Your heart's full of jealousy,
They hate and they envy me,
What you make I bet I bet I make it times three,
I just wanna be free,
I just wanna be me,

-jealousy-
[Chorus]
I know you heart's full of jealousy,
I know you hate and you envy me,
How you hatin on the mvp,
Hatin but you wanna be like me,
I know your heart's full of jealousy,
I know you hate and you envy me,
Like how you gonna hate on the mvp,
How you hatin but you wanna be like me,

They hate and they envy me,
What you make I bet I bet I make it times three,
I just wanna be free,
I just wanna be me,
I just wanna be free,
I just wanna be me,

T4Z - your jealousy (jayysoul x warheart x afxxlings)

cover art by @qulncy
prod. @pw4prez x @skrena
me:

girl i tried to made u mine,
but all i see is lies
our memories’ collide
i thought that i was right.

all i see is pain
like a bullet in my brain
acting like a demon
everyone think im insane

(i know there won’t be a second time)

i shouldn’t have tried to bring u back
now i know it’s just a feeling
that won’t be forever last

should just have to let you go
now i know u ruined my life
slowly you killed all my dreams
now i don’t know where to hide
———————————
@hartfxlt2k
I dont deserve this
every single day I feel like im worthless
and that wont change I still feel the same
lay me to rest take away all the pain
from my heart
growing weak
dark outside it all looks so bleak
try to run and hide get away from me
Im at the point that ill never be complete
———————————
@1_xiinq:
僕は探す君の事
まだ忘れたくないよ
but, ill be leave alone
まだ向かう夏の方
あの日に戻りたいよ
巡る体温 つけるlieも
色が落ちるheart palet
色褪せるよ君の声も僕に届かない
苦し紛れ嘘を吐いて
i want to fly the sky
傷つけていたみたい
願う星 i wish 4ever

wish4ever ++hartfxlt, xiinq // sochi x skrena

prod. elseen + naggnes :3

song order
@1sunsuu
@zippie1
@plec0

100 rounds 💥 w/ sun + zippie + plec0

0:00 w/ jayysoul + sardonyx + wintfye
0:28 w/ kuriyai + zan
0:54 w/ jayysoul
1:34 w/ rxi
2:13 w/ shxde
2:39 w/ wintfye +voiceluvv
3:30 w/ wintfye + nightiger
4:14 w/ over
4:53 w/ ilysean
5:20 w/ kashik
5:46 w/ blazedini
6:21 w/ 22aryja +dxvi
7:13 w/ kuriyai
7:53 w/ kashik


happy new years!! 

thank you to everyone for listening

23' end of year (w/ jayysoul, wintfye, sardonyx, kuriyai, zan, rxi, + more)

grow old w @zippie1
prod DA GOAT @kttflwr

lil fun song 

will update lyrics soon <3

zip
i gave u my trust
u gave it back not sayin a word
idk u i dont want to give it back
idk u shawty why u dont wanna say so i just be like :”Fck you!”

cuz i dont know what to say
and idk where to go
since u said u wanna play
i had enough
cuz i dont wanna break down
bet that u dont know
now i will stop on crushin u

idk u
but i gave u all my trust
blamin like its my fault
yeah u know its never work
why u played me like a fool
now im gonna stay back
i need a place to lay back
hes cappin on his own track
“OMGG!!!” >:o

##BBEWITCH

grow old w/ zippie [kttflwr]

prod me
mastered by @asta2002

would u care if i disappeared rn?
wish i could let u go but idk how
same street but im still looking down
i dont believe that u could forget about...

did u forget how we could talk all night long
tell me if i did smth wrong
these days i dont feel strong
so ill stay home 
and be on my own

@sebstixns-funerl

dont wanna talk no more,
i do not feel this place,
im numbing to the core,
im numbing to the core,

new year,
no resolution,
im the same,

guessing,
all the time,
i needed a break

that boy wanna be friends,
i dont even kno his name

but i dont wanna talk,
im in my own lane

i look in the mirror,
i see a monster
he think im inferior,
put him in the roster
got too much trouble,
im in the rubble,
wanna be subtle.
im in the rubble

@zippie1

loving you like a mission
idk if ur feel alright
how many songs i had to rewrite
since u switched the line
cuz i dont want any trouble
ik u wanna go
how many times i had to try
im gon make it right

now im gon run faster
we cant be good all after
(yuh) loving chaser
we falin again all after

u told me that that u gotta go
i can not hold u back
never try me like
ur better than that

i fall to your eyes
ur shiny like sunries
ma co le ta da saiii
baby tell me why
not feelin alright
vi co le do ta da saii

remember w/ sebstixns + zippie

@violetxx9

you will never know what always should have been
i know u stole my heart, for all the suddenly
you told me “no more lies”, but u just set you free
i can’t keep it to ya, now i just let it be
but i do know, i still miss you
i do know, when i kissed you
but it is time, have to move on
with this pain, i gotta carry on

the day you made me hurt
you didn’t know you made me burn
inside my soul, you take control
n throw my heart away
what chu mean?
want some love, and then betraying me all the way
it’s too hard to fall in love with someone else
and i tried, and i tried
so many times i feel the meltdown
nowhere near my safe and sounds
then why u choose to leave
why u made-believe?
blood all run on my streams
red uppon my sleeves
these memories at night
hauntin when i sleep
i miss the way u hug me
end up just a dream x.x

i do know i still miss you // violet

prod. @wisssery + @nihil2free

@mis4ortune
i tried to bring u back from the hell
i tried to bring u back from the dust
but i cannot fix the natural law
so i just watch u starting to fall
x2

@remiliaxd
so much we've been through
but i can't help it all
so easy to lose it all
and idc what you said anymore
one fleeting moment is gone
i'm scared for new ones to dawn

oh well
believe me i tried
please open your eyes again
so scared of goodbye
i promise not to let you go

starting to fall featuring. remillia // wisssery + nihil (2023)

featuring. @zippie1
prod. @prodkirian + @decago

(w/ fussy vocal)

@mis4ortune
(i gave u my heart
but u never return it
i gave you my heart
darling you made me feel alive)

i just wish that u were stay
no, I don’t wanna prey
for the day you do betrayed
you punched me in the face

oh, it’s hurt so bad, but you didn’t give a fuck
and i know you never changed, bring these memories to dust
(hold on)
one call away, but u left me all on read
everything fade, i know i have tried my best (tried my best)
to keep you stay, now our love have gone decayed (gone decayed)
it’s okay to let you go away

i gave u my heart
but u never return it
i gave you my heart
darling you made me feel alive
x2

@zippie1
u took my heart
ur not gon give me back
did u treat me right
its all lie

since i give u all my trust
all u giving me is laugh
why u take me as a joke
now i never coming back

you betrayed all my trust
now i think i had enough
even i said im all right
u dont even know thats a lie
anh chang muon thay em ben ai
these thinkings kill me eveynight
u gon leave me i know
yeah just leave me alone

give you my heart, but you never return it featuring. zippie // decago + kirian

18.
mgmt: @zippie1

@1aprilshowers
@souls0ciety
#infinitude
@extwenty

starting to fall featuring. remillia // wisssery + nihil (2023)

mis4ortune

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