Name: SO CAL by M:I:S:H:A:I:Z:M:I:S:H:A
Duration: 2 min 52 s
Description: SPENT ONLY A COUPLE OF HOURS ON THIS BUT I'M READY TO GO TO SO CAL NO PRANK

a simple life (demo)

morning demo

I’m standing naked, in front of a crowd 
throwing a tantrum, screaming out 
and the sun doesn’t rise like it used to 
i ignore you, because I have to

I look into everything, when i look in his eyes
it’s you staring at me, my courage dies
and I can not love like I used to
no matter how far I am it comes back to you

Joe, I hope you’re alone, I hope you are hungry 
I hope you are broke 
i hope everyone that you love leaves you
i hate the mean person you turned me into

I don’t know how to fix this
Is this who I am? 
all my kindness has rotted, I don’t like who I am
are you apart of me now? do i carry this shit?
I feel you in the night breezes and I see your face
I hear you breathing when Im awake

Pick up the pieces, crumble under the weight
and everyone asks me, why I would stay 
but I sat in the dark to appease you
you promised you’d chance and I believed you

now I’m sick to my stomach, and high off the hope
I stood there crying while you stared at the floor 
you said I’d do great things, I think I freeze up 
and now i’ll do anything to prove i’m enough

I’m afraid if he touched me, i’d make him drown
crack open my skull, and I’ll pour in your mouth 
i’m sorry I can’t get to know you
if he saw me I think I would run too

I don’t know how to fix this
Is this who I am? 
all my kindness has rotted, I don’t like who I am
are you apart of me now? do i carry this shit?
I feel you in the night breezes and I see your face
I hear you breathing when Im awake

Joe, please let me go
i have been hungry, i’ve lost all hope
i never did anything to you 
if it makes me clean then I’ll forgive you

I don’t know how to fix this
Is this who I am? 
all my kindness has rotted, I don’t like who I am
are you apart of me now? do i carry this shit?
I feel you in the night breezes and I see your face
I hear you breathing when Im awake

Joe’s Waltz DEMO

i saw the flowers i gave you
abandoned in the can near your front stoop
guess that was the sign
(chorus)
i should start leaning how to pick my fights
or that it’s better being alone sometimes

you know why 
i moved away
so i don’t have to see your face
every corner , every street
has been walked on by our feet

(chorus)
i should start leaning how to pick my fights
or that it’s better being alone sometimes

i can’t escape the memory
i j feel incomplete 
it’s like you have a part of me
inside you, slowly dying

(chorus)
i should start leaning how to pick my fights
or that it’s better being alone sometimes

Sometimes

Me siento mal 
esto es normal
este sentir es carnal
estoy muy bien, estoy muy mal
esta cabeza me va a matar

Me siento bien
esto es mental
es hora de mirar al mar
voy a beber, voy a mear
estoy a punto de explotar

mi cuerpo esta en espera
y eso me aterra
volver a ser
volver a ser
el mismo de ayer

y siento que todo caerá
y mi cabeza ya no esta

no puedo verme desde aqui
quiero volverme a sentir

Sobrio (no Tan Sobrio)

FRIEND

SPENT ONLY A COUPLE OF HOURS ON THIS BUT I'M READY TO GO TO SO CAL NO PRANK

SO CAL

A negative times a negative equals a positive
- Gandhi

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