it wasn't meant to be like this
i never really decided
the choice was made for me
you're not my enemy

break down like every other day
don't know what else there is to say
i never claimed to be perfect
but this was never gonna be worth it
never felt so comfortable
i can't be on my own

how was i supposed to know
 things were gonna end this way
i never wanted to let go
 but you didn't want to stay

i've torn myself apart at the seams
i never wanted to see it end like this
but i was never the problem
no i was gonna be gone when
you saw this for what it is

i was something for you to throw away
i was never meant to stay forever
the ground beneath me starts to cave
all i wanted was to be together

it wasn't meant to be like this (prod. shiteru)

i hope you know (on Spotify)

Cover of For You I Hold My Breath by Lalleshwari (Katie Jane Garside)

Photo by Kate Donaldson

For you I hold my breath

Deliverer? actually I Think the chrysos Heirs would Like to Keep their Livers, Please

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made this lil thing for fun did a remix a while ago thought about redoing it to see how much iv grown c: original by @jedwill1999

Jedwill - Garden (prod. Camoufly) [Sobi remix!]

garden(reimagined)

thats cool

a melody

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thank u to @dougsuh for helping me finish this one :p

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cobra starship - you make me feel (sumant & doug suh remix)

nonsense

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notes: kind lil track :)

another day i log in, i
wish i had more to this life
i wish upon a magic eye
to take me up into the sky
all i do is live a lie
i wish wasn't alive
the taste i get from you, sublime
when i look at you i feel the shine

of my heart fluttering with color
oh how i wish you were my lover
even if i fall for another
ill always hold you in my mind x2

it wasn't meant to be like this (prod. shiteru)

mae, missing