from 2019 you have been my fav artist, i love you man

tell me how to breathe and tell me what i need , to be

Criminally Underrated, it's just so listenable

but now i only wish that i couldve had u beyond the bitter things we both have been through :"3

FOLLOW MY MAIN @NEVERTRUSTED

i dont fw valentine but this bangs so i reupped it
@thefthproject
@catmom4
@1glaive
@brakence
@ericdoa
@kmoethekid
@mynameisvalentine

get used to it w/ @catmom4, @1glaive, @brakence, @mynameisvalentine, @ericdoa & @kmoethekid

i tried at least.

production: me
mixing & mastering: me & windfield @findwield

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

these last few months in these thin walls
blood spilt w words, i’ve been through it all
n i grow tired day by day 
watching all my “friends” leave me 
wish they’d just stayed...
don’t know who i am anymore
i just don’t wanna b ignored
sick of it all…
cuz i’ve changed for y’all for far too long 
n all ur lies roll off ya tongue 
i’m done j being what u want 
it’s clear that i do not belong 

i could change the way i look
i could switch the way i talk 
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me 
i just try again n again
so i can feel like i fit in
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
making the same mistakes
these problems, i create
ingrained inside my brain
falling back to my old ways
i’m tired, don’t wanna let myself go any further 
cuz everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me

my memory’s faded and i’ve lost who i am
this piece i’ve painted, fragments of what was then 
let’s leave it in the past
let it decay to ash
let it just falter… away
feel like my whole life, i’ve been erased
always made me feel like i’m a waste
wishing i could never ever wake 
people switching up on me, it’s hard to say 
but i don’t really feel a thing but apathy
yeah every part of me is numb to pain 
everyday is just a cycle of my misery
and i hate it
cuz it’s always my fault and i’m always the cause of my fall

i could change the way i look
i could switch the way i talk 
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me 
i just try again n again
so i can feel like i fit in
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
making the same mistakes
these problems, i create
ingrained inside my brain
falling back to my old ways
i’m tired, don’t wanna let myself go any further 
cuz everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me

stream <3

same old me

enclosed

veins

Produced by Tanuki & Soma @prodsoma 
Mixed & Mastered by Tanuki & Nick Hyatt at Precursor Studios
Photo by: https://n00j.net/

Instagram: instagram.com/avit69
YouTube: youtube.com/c/avit69
Website: www.avit.wtf

Lyrics:

The symphony that we played
And the dissonance I heard
All our strings ready to break
And fall apart from the stress we bear
When we sang the same words out
Their meanings became doubt
Took me time to voice it out
But you didn't wait for me because

Forever is too long
I wanted to see you here and now
But the distance is too far between us
This connection is failing
So why don't we start
(Where it ended)
Forever is too long
I wanted to see you here and now
But the distance is too far between us
This connection is failing
So why don't we start
Where we left off

The notes I played out for you
They resonate these halls
And the melodies, they ache
From all the mistakes that I made
The time we have, it fades
From our hands, we lose hold
Never would the silence break
Its deafening and I’m to blame

It just all disappeared
What we grasped, into air
So much you missed of me
Yet I get why you left
Age keeps ticking away
And there’s no time to wait
There’s no time, I know

Forever is too long
I wanted to see you here and now
But the distance is too far between us
This connection is failing
So why don't we start
(Where it ended)
Forever is too long
I wanted to see you here and now
But the distance is too far between us
This connection is failing
So why don't we start
Where we left off

And listen to what we have to say
To understand this pain we hate
I hope you'll hear the words and stay
I hope I'm not too late

Stream!

Where We Left Off (Prod. Tanuki & Soma)

deer in the headlights

total fucking apathy

España No Duerme

LOST..

mixed by mankar
art by @prodxcranky
lyrics:
I was up all night just thinking bout the things you told me
I can’t deal with life right now I just want you to hold me
When nobody else cares bout me
Tell me you’ll always be there for me
I'm smoking out the pound
Everytime I come up I just come back crashing down
Hell bent shawty I won’t make it out
If you really love me there’s no backing out
I’ll just keep on waiting for the right time
I keep on pretending but I’m not fine
Baby I need you to be my lifeline
Baby I need you to be my lifeline
Oh it’s getting cold all on my own
It takes control
That’s all I know
I just need all of your emotion
Baby please tell me what you really want
My heart it bleeds but I’m still frozen
I’m feeling cursed think your the chosen one

(Lilspirit)
If your really love me you won't leave me
I've been broken and deceived 
I tried to leave but somethings keeping me
Without you couldn't rest in piece 
But you made me bleed made me believe
The things you told me all your dreams
Now my blood is clean
So I could barely breath 
Your drugs to me but i'm in need
I don't really care about another human being
When your touching up on me 
I feel like i'm off them beans
So cold without you breathing
Fighting without a reason
Bitch i'm leaving i'm sorry I told you I wasn't leaving

Lifeline

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Lifeline ft. lilspirit (Prod. Rio Leyva)

upload on matter bugged out so posting it here for ppl that wanna listen to it properly :)

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