when I felt my heart fall 
I thought it wouldn’t last long
I didn’t think I’d like you that much

but when you were around me
the more I felt my heart beat
and then I knew you were more than just a crush

I told myself im dreamin to push away those feelings
that I didn’t want to have since you didn’t have them back
one day I moved on and forgot all of the promises 
I made to you back then

but even if I don’t remember all of it 
I cant erase it from my heart
ive tried to brush it off
but I never could
cause every time we talk
I know I never lost
the feelings I forgot

I wonder what youre up to
wish that I could ask you
and catch up on the things I don’t know

but if I never go to see you
I swear that I don’t mean to
I’m just scared that my feelings will show 

I tell myself im dreamin to push away these feelings
that I wish I didn’t have makes it hard to message back
I wanna be your friend and forget all of the promises
I made to you back then

but even if I don’t remember all of it 
I cant erase it from my heart
ive tried to brush it off
but I never could
cause every time we talk
I know I never lost
the feelings I forgot

I know im thinking way too hard
but ill keep this deep inside my heart
im missin you a lot
but I’ll never call
cause if we ever talk
you’ll know I never lost
the feelings I forgot

feelings i forgot

mj apanay