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Lyrics:
When people bring up your name
I can’t help but laugh 
And I’m not even half healed
I play it off like a joke
They think I miss you I don’t
But why did you have to hurt me

I’ll put it simply
You’ve understood 
What I mean
And I never should have seen
What you showed me at 13
I could be happy now but
You taught me 
To cling to feelings of pain
So now my brain is a reel 
Of anything that makes me not want to feel

Have I processed our time
I guess not
Cause you cross my mind
How can I miss someone
Who crushed me with their hands
And all of our plans
You never cared at all
You’d make the jump
But it was only me who’d fall

I’ll put it simply
You’ve never understood me
And I never should have seen
What you showed me at 13
I could be happy now but
You taught me 
To cling to feelings of pain
So now my brain is a reel 
Of anything that makes me not want to feel

I talk like I’m healed but
I don’t know where I am
Is it better not to feel at all instead of walls
Suffocating me
And occasionally I wish you would.bother me
Cause if you did I could tell you everything I feel
But your ears were never tuned to my voice
It was your choice to speak a different language

I’ll put it simply
You’ve never understood 
What I mean
And I never should have seen
What you showed me at 13
I could be happy now but
You taught me 
To cling to feelings of pain
So now my brain is a reel 
Of anything that makes me not want to feel

i'll put it simply

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