https://twitter.com/lostfrognet/status/1738152961820524734?t=P2yXvy12-lRAZ1st8HBkSA&s=19

残響、月下にて。

Second song for my album "SDD."

https://ahdderol.bandcamp.com

Consciousness exists because we are conscious. I'm a puppet. Losing my mind over the thought of nothing. The thought of nothing scares me. Making friends is nice. Making love is impossible. Chase perfection while I'm the only critique. Near infinite distractions but nothing is distracting. Impressing others is easy. Impressing myself is arduous. There is no point in anything. Is that the beauty in living? Having consciousness is onerous. Are those who lack awareness happy? It never gets better. I hate me. Detach my strings and it's all gone. Every day is the same hell. I'll miss this too. I don't want my hell to end. Being here is frightening but we find safety in what we know.

Music is my passion, this is my outlet. Be yourself.

Thank you.

Selflessly Destructive

is it really you anymore

https://moth-to-a-flame-records.bandcamp.com/album/emo-breaks

ennui

Track 2/5 for the album (doesn't have a name) my current peak with breakcore. 

(looking to have the album done in June, but don't hold me to that lol, I try to make every release better than the last and I'm trying to actually reach a reasonable goal xd)

This song took me about 2ish months to complete, I hope it was worth it lol. Other than disliking it for a while and it being 240bpm is why it took so long to complete. However I loved the sample so I pushed on.

I hope you enjoy <3 Much Love! -Ahdd

150mg Sertraline

lol i dont even know what this isss

SHOUTOUT TO @hiitsmeun Go follow them!!!! 

culmination of nonself

nasanoa & pa_l4ch - minun гроб

i will be refrigerator

Lo Presto

Emma Train

A slow, ritual groove that pulls you into the body and into the unseen. Warm sub-bass, earthy percussion, and drifting pads weave a ceremonial space for deep movement. Textured vocal swells rise like prayers through smoke, guiding the pulse toward unity. A hypnotic, grounded journey made for slow ecstatic dance, movement meditation, and the closing arc of a somatic journey.

Extended version: https://soundcloud.com/somattic/move-as-one-extended

残響、月下にて。

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