@mm_double_em

zeph:

lately, open doors and close em
klonopin visions on white walls
see the gods talk, zodiacs in they fruit basket
clairvoyance, see myself black casket
just a wack cat rappin bout the loud static
harsh noise suppressed with bubble wrappings
hate the trap sense, ion got cents

mm:

yeah, yeah..
i’m invested in the rabbit hole we call rap depression 
plastic soul, i cannot find my own body buried in these fucken rap sentences
bitch i’m blessed: em and zeph’ll make a mess of any beat, you fucken pest 
i ain’t got shit left in me 
still, i pull up at my best like it was destiny 

zeph:

keep a blade, seen he wanna come and fuck with me
i don't make sense, i just keep my head above the waves luckily
trudgin but thuggin, im lovin the company
my goons and i just causing some ruckus
i spread all my love and gain pain in abundance
shit circles back, infinite circumference
im the one she making love with

mm:

yo, i just need a bitch that’ll tell me that she fucken loves me 
bonus points if she lookin up while she down on all fours tryna suck me 
i’m calling that shit how it is, she above me 
and i been left way too many times cryin ugly 
pushin up when i’m buggin out 
i rap better when i’m full up on some drugs, b
[4:04 AM]
here is lyrics if you'd like to read

nikki (feat. mm) [prod. zeph]

burnouuuuu [AOL]

die instantly
prod forlorn 
art by rockin riley

saturnultra - asperger's freestyle (forlorn)

NIPTUCK [AOL]

prod. by me*🏃‍♀️
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vocals by me*🏃‍♀️
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part of security.zip*🗯️👄🖇️🍤

[https://sadwimp.bandcamp.com/track/strictly-business]

.{[(>🗣️🗯️💬<)]}.*
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I'm talking business 💼👩‍🏭🏋️🏃‍♀️💨
Big money big cash I'm a rich bitch💰🐕
Don't take shit cuz I'm hanging with the yes-clique✅✅
on the guest list📃
Look at this new genre I invented🎸🥁🪘🍑💨
Baby I'm a legend💯💪🍅
(✖️2)

This tape gonna make u wish u had me on ur roster👦🏻👦🏻👨🏼
Always acting super fucking sussy like imposter👨🏻‍🚀🔫🆘
Trans ur gender with my impossibly massive whopper🍔⚧️
Now I know why u a pussy cuz ur daddy is a copper🐖🐷

Heard ur poems and they sound like shit💩📝
Did i🛌
Hurt ur feelings? Didn't mean to kid🤡
Dont cry😭😭🎶🎵
Why u always act so sad😢❔
Shave that fucking neckbeard cracker 🧔🏻‍♂️🤣😂🤭
Or at least match it with a maga hat🧢🅿️😂

Bandcamp

strictly business!

rolls royce ambition

art by amias

one from da vault

tell me how im sposed to sound
do they even notice when i come around
i dont even know you, know you

tell me if i should be proud
what if all the shit i say aint even loud
i dont fucking owe you

I AINT EVER HIT THE BEAT RIGHT
TALKIN BLUES CLUES WHEN THE NEET TYPES
GOT AN EGO AFTER GETTING BANNED ON YA REDDIT
I DONT KISS UP 2 MY FANS THATS PATHETIC
TOO ADJUSTED GOT MY SEAT TIGHT
YOU BE CRYIN OVER IF THE TWEET NICE
FUCK YA REP BOY KEEP YA LIFE SCAM
PLAY A SET THEN I PLAY LIFESPAN

where ya headin pussy fuck you and ya click
simpcore legend goldin every split
critics betta listen
i got pyro vision
high in my division
you aint with the shits

fuck ya follow count
fuck ya views boy
wheres ya vision
listening to new joints
whats ya mission
guess you gotta new ploy
fuck admission imma pick and choose joy

tell me how im sposed to sound
do they even notice when i come around
i dont even know you, know you

tell me if i should be proud
what if all the shit i say aint even loud
i dont fucking owe you

DUMB455...

Produced by Dj Re:Code

Lyrics by Double Em

drown (prod. DJ Re:Code)

piss on the floor type beat ʕ·ᴥ·ʔ

zeph:

you was the apple to my eyelid
i was a nihilist
parasite in my mind
i think of you when i cry
aye, 30 fuckin doves flying high, up above
just to signify, that, baby, love is no more
it needed milk and cigarettes, it went and walked out the door
me, you, and him, it couldn't be three
never mind four
im like sally's seashells
fuckin washed up on the shore
eating kiwis on my porch
reminiscing when shit was simple
gaze fixated on your dimples
he only wanna run his hands upon your nipples
but nice guys finish last
what the fuck is up with that
we was sending cat memes back and forth
and you told me that you love me and i thought it meant more
but like my childhood dreams, im fuckin falling through the floor
grease and dirty words find themselves inside my pores

ilysm:

*minor coughing fit*
aye [ur exes name here] could i get sum fuckin privacy ??
imma private eye, findin clues that both my eyes can see
nd i can see that shit aint been the same since back in november
but even back then i admit the split was always 4 the better
like look ..
our ways were different from the jump.
and  once we turned to double dutch it left us sunken in the dump
and im not afraid 2 say you held me back until the day
i went and said i think we need to spend some time away
like .. aye [ur exes name here] could u plz shut the fuck up
if i learned anything its to stop being such a suck up
used 2 think i was sayaka, im ibuki mioda
how i cycle from crowd-surfin to surfin on them sofas
like pussybooyyyyy
don't go yo! noid™ w/ ya shits
youll get curved like kickturn and toyed w/ like a bitch .
so go then ! im just out here chillin w/ my boyfriend
livin the good life until its my time like bo en .
hahaaa
*another minor coughing fit*

helvetica standard (feat. ilysm) [prod. phansyphish]

PUT THE MONEY IN THE FUCKING BAG [AOL]

PRODUCED AND MIXED BY ILYSM
ART BY AMIASARTS

Lyrics:

I’m so gone I’m Casper
wonder which bones I have shattered
right now to me it don’t matter
I’m more than a hazard
can’t show no bitch who is badder
I know that you ain’t got no answer
I know you’re a capper
you got no revolver you poser
I skate now so I can wear Thrasher
I sound like a rapper
I’m sweet like some honey, no badger
I’m mad as that hatter, wait fuck um
gone with the wind call me Vivien Leigh
I’m the prettiest, fuck what you idiots say
yall are hideous bitches so I look away 
yall are chicken shits, ain’t brown eggs in the hay
ain’t no fair play when you’re crossin’ the line
you should be afraid, you got nowhere to hide
there’s a lot to unwind when someone’s finna die 

IM SICK OF THESE BITCHES, SICK OF THESE BITCHES
GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY SIGHT
NOWHERE TO HIDE, NOWHERE TO HIDE
I’LL MAKE YOU PAY WITH YOUR LIFE
I MAKE EM RUN FOR THEIR LIVES

FUCK 

BITCH RUN BITCH RUN
GO BREAK YOUR ANKLES BITCH
BITCH RUN BITCH RUN
YOU KNOW I’M DANGEROUS

bitch i don’t pop no molly, i be poppin’ ollies
stackin’ trash you can call me Wall-E
skinny, pretty no ASAP Rocky
zero gloves still catchin’ bodies
zero fucks like I still got my virginity 
get off my mini me, get off my dick
i pull up toting a blade and they say i’m insane
i’m no pussy i don’t need a stick
motherfucker you got a oedipus complex
“real hiphop i am totally concious”
not everything has to be so symbolic 
i can spit fax i can also word vomit
get off my nuts, bitch
wake the fuck up bitch
no one likes your damn opinion it’s fuckshit

I keep talkin’ all my shit so you keep talkin’ yours
I am not some fuckin’ hypocrite, I like to settle scores, man
I keep talkin’ all my shit so you keep talkin’ yours
but if you talk down on my name bitch, I’ll rip out your vocal cords

bAnGkOk DaNgErOuS rEmIx !!! (prod. ilysm)

THE REAL RAP CARACAL. SPACE JAGUAR. LOFI GODDESS.
~almost a good rapper & non binary angel~

31 || They/Them/She/Her

@crashblossomsclique