ughhshshs this is so lovely to listen too

*out on all platforms*

listen to "empty" on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-pt/track/79xCWonpYYeEWDBYdIaqve?si=80e35131c8f94c43

prod by me

theres things i wish i could say,
but it really wasnt worth it anyway,
i tried, but is not the same, 
i cant help but feeling empty, so ashamed,
im trapped in my ways yeah im fucked up still,
we already fade, fade,
just know that i like u still,
it happened so fast but it felt so real,
wish i could leave it at that, but its hard to heal,
why the fuck did i like u still?

but maybe it just wasnt meant to be,
i gotta stop seeking for love if cant even love me,
need to be honest with myself, cant keep begging for help,
ive tried but then i failed

empty

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@eunhae
prod/mixed/mastered by me.
additional vocals by @riptenshi

i want myself back.

lyrics:
how could i look in the mirror?
all i see is someone hiding something
couldn't be any clearer
that i lost my way a real long time ago
did you really think you'd get this far?
are you truly fine with who you are?
cut the bullshit
you've been living a great lie
killed by guilt from the inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

(eunhae)
wait a minute
it'll be fine in the end
and if it doesn't
then at least we can pretend
we're in control and
it's all going to plan
i say i'm fine
but not and i'll just do it again
it's gonna take a lot of time
to heal from everything that makes me cry
i keep on trying even though i really wanna hide
i wanna grow but i'm still spending every day inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me
on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me...

spotify

do it again w/ eunhae

*out on all platforms*

listen to "nobody" on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-pt/track/0VgE8hAZ3KOgFiJ7qn1mZ1?si=9e794bbf96004558
watch the lyric video on yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bNjz6gEOP_g

prod by me

@mmxnth
can't think of reasons
i should get out of bed
got used to live inside of my head
how can u even say that u care?
when i know there is nobody there

@xilohh
oh i'm writing about u again
how could u ask me if we could stay friends?
you hit me bout the time that we spend
that's a message im too scared to send
11 clock at night and we gon' argue through the morning
even after all this time i'm not feeling that important
we talk through the night and u speak out of spite
u dont care how i feel with the words that i write
it's a hundred thousand degrees, now my world is still freezing
u tell me to chill out, but now u're talking out of reason
yeah, we're both out of time
don't u act like you know me
you don't like what you see 
can't get back with the old me

nobody (ft. xiloh)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6E3Upv9HKLXkX4XJXOo5IW?si=b16b189b5cf4461d
THANK U @quietgrindset

oh im falling apart and i been outta luck
the over thinking baby its bit too much
u stand there thinking to urself, "maybe its lust"
but there is no worry in the end yea its just us

im sending text right through ur phone 
and u tell me u didnt read that
turn off ur location cause u tell me i dont need that
go head and stab me in the back 
i swear to u im gonna bleed black
u still gon find out where i been
yk lying is a sin

cause baby, areutiredyet?
we keep playing all these games
like its russian roulette
i still remember what u said and i wish that i left
ur words they lose their meaning when u say it again x2
 
so what a shame that u didnt wanna take no more time
whos there to blame when the trouble comes from both of the sides
im taking what i want, i gave u what u need
u taking everything for granted, baby what u please
but im worried cause it hasnt been the same
go and look into my eyes and tell me what is there to say
all ur words they have to meaning but ur still gon go complain
i been trippin too much so baby tell me im okay

im sending text right through ur phone 
and u tell me u didnt read that
turn off ur location cause u tell me i dont need that
go head and stab me in the back 
i swear to u im gonna bleed black
u still gon find out where i been
yk lying is a sin

cause baby, areutiredyet?
we keep playing all these games
like its russian roulette
i still remember what u said and i wish that i left
ur words they lose their meaning when u say it again x2

areutiredyet? (quiet)

prod by me

eyes got tired
no desire
facing quires
uninspired
i wish i could blame someone
i tried, such a shame
im really not fine at all
but then u came
and said things, made me feel special
then u burned it all with a final message
u really made me thought i had u
so why u changed ur mind?
that's really the question

i've dive in too deep
im losing my sleep
just thinking of u
u even think about me?

u even think about me?

prod. sensuku (I need to fix the link, I'm just waiting a week so it doesn't get confusing, My Bad.) :D, just a fun song  

SPOTIFY PRE-SAVE: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oafalls/letdown-feat-meanty
lyrics:
@oafalls:
you're in my head now
you opened my mind
still can't get out
I'm trying to feel
what I let out
push me in the dirt, I'm already down
I know you hear this and you hate it now
call a time out- cause it's running out
and I can't tell- what you wanted now..
all you ever did was let me down x2

@meantyyy:
yuh'
switch sides, I don't know where to go
damn right, she be taking my phone
damn right, I don't wanna go home
feel right when you doing the most
do it right 🎵 cause' I don't wanna die 🎵
when you look in my eyes, you gon' see through the light 🎵
get in my head now'
all of your boys is a fan now
yeah you cutting it close, make a band now
and I don't wanna know where you at now

letdown ft. meanty (prod. sensuku)

Produced, mixed & and mastered by me 
cover art by @haroldsboxers 

lyrics: 
they pull my strings 
tell me when to walk and how to talk
and where ive been 
its like theres a voice inside my head 
and its telling me where it stings
i cant live like that (x2) 

I keep checking the clock 
i swear to god the hands havent moved an inch
its still three on the dot im thinking all this for what?
and i can never tell when im dreaming
because my brain turns off every time i feel arlight
its like that shit doesnt matter at all
ive been living on auto pilot for to long 
but deep down i know its my fault 
(is it my fault?)

Strings

mane kids these days always putting the word hyper in front of everything smh

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oxidize1/fishing

shoutout to @niko_ix for the dope guitar solo

out on all plats now :)




lyrics:

woke up in the middle of the ocean

lungs feel sore and my chest feels tight (yea)

been feelin like i'm going thru the motions

body's waterlogged and i'm too scared to go outside (yea)

and i'm too scared to talk 

i'll just tell em that my hands are tied

and they'll let me off

tell em everything will be alright

no reason to stalk

but i'm stuck inside my bed and i can barely even walk

(wake up)

i've been staring at the ceiling just blinkin

letting every single negative emotion just sink in

always feelin like i'll throw up off whatever i'm drinkin

its got me going fucking crazy in the middle of the night i'm thinkin

	
WHY!?

DO I TERRORIZE MYSELF WITH ALL OF THESE

LIES!?

FIRING FLARES BUT THEY CAN NEVER SEE THE 

LIGHT!?

FUCK THE ODDS I'M ALWAYS DOWN TO ROLL THE DICE!?

BUT I ALWAYS SEEM TO RUN WHEN I'M HAVING TO PAY THE PRICE!?

PATHOLOGICAL SO I TELL MYSELF IM 

FINE!?

EVEN WHEN THE TRUTH IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES!?

A PAINFUL FEELING THATS LINGERING EVERYDAY I TRY TO FIGHT!?

BUT THERES NO POINT IN TRYING WHEN ITS ALL JUST WASTED LIFE!?

 
when it's all just wasted life

every single day and every night
  
it's all just wasted life 

WHEN ITS ALL JUST WASTED LIFE!? 


EVERY SINGLE DAY BLEEDS INTO THE SAME

THE ONLY WAY OUT IS TO POISON MY BRAIN

SO PULL UP EVERY SCREEN AND CLOSE EVERY ESCAPE

AND HOOK THAT FUCKING DOPAMINE STRAIGHT TO MY VEINS

Fishing

your love

COVER BY @biggart_ on twitter

ONE WEEKEND, 26 SONGS, 34 ARTISTS, ONE ALBUM

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nobody (ft. xiloh)

mxnth

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different xiloh.

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