i wish i was numb

inspired by @kirxcy 

shoutout gross beat

stranger

thank you @imhiraeth

what is life, i ask myself while sitting silently & with tears in my eyes on top of my bed. reading through old texts, seeing that nothing ever changed, made me realize the misery around my isolated being. never enough to others, neglecting myself completely. i guess, this is a good ending point in life. dying seems peaceful. so unbelievably pleasing.

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isolate

Huge thank you to @shexpirwav for making this gorgeous cover art 💅

Visualiser on YouTube: 
https://youtu.be/tuIKyXmz-VU

Lyrics and vocals by yours truly 🖤

I know you want me 
But you don’t deserve me baby  
Touch me and you die 
Don’t you even try 

I don’t give a fuck
Touch me and you die 
Don’t you even try 

What makes you think that I would want you?
What makes you think that I would love you back? 

I’m whole without you, baby 
I’ll make it on my own 
You’re so pathetic, baby 
I’m better off alone

Bandcamp

IDGAF

This month we have a crazy good guest mix from SHXPE!

Like what you hear? Click the [↻ Repost and Follow] buttons! 🖤

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||DIRTYWORKS|| 00:00 - 55:11
TVMBY, Kub0 - Onism
ɌƎ1ՖƎИ - Visit The Nether
Juche & Pleum - PHANTOM
CULTTASTIC - WATCH iT BURN  (SAGE rmx)
MRJay - Manic
vyuu - blue (say you love me)
Ankou - Ghostly
jéger - right place, right time
yell. - look in my eyes _w distance
STATIC ANGEL - DEADLIGHT
Tryptamind - Let You Down
YAMA - Gradient Forest
ɌƎ1ՖƎИ - Echoes from the Abyss w_ Neo BeatZ
Fate - ASHES
stxrless - Aether
ESCPE - NITEWALK
SVARDSTAL - looped 21
OLDFLOP - REASON
Miraj X MRJay - Away From U
Hugeloud - Melancholy
VLNRKS - Levitate II (feat. Devilish Trio)
LXVIATHXN - HELLHASARISEN
REMNANT.exe - CASCADE
hvdes - Nuclear Winter (tkj flip)
Michiya Mirai - Refract

||SHXPE||   55:12
1. T.T ONE - WHEN I THINK ABOUT U
2. ÆSTRAL - grief w/enjoii
3. babytrash - balenciaga drip
4. plenka - ablepsia
5. alasen - quantum
6. shvde - molly
7. shxpe - fading lights
8. shxpe - remembrance
9. shxpe - ID
10. shxpe - mirage
11. shxpe - shadows
12. shxpe - found me
13. shxpe - loyal
14. shxpe - loveless
15. shxpe - never
16. shxpe - caught
17. shxpe - anything
18. shxpe - soul
19. ÆSTRAL - until i fall w/shxpe & STM
20. DXXDLY - Strained love w/suigetsu
21. shxpe - world
22. shxpe - stay with me
23. LONOWN x Banshee - Resurrection
24. shxpe - butterflies
25. shxpe - ID

Dirty Sound Sessions featuring SHXPE (Session 44)

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Plastician’s Terrorhythmn imprint have been breathing plenty of life into the mutated, hybrid club sounds emerging from both UK and US beat-makers over the past two years, crucially spotlighting producers like Ganz, AWE, Patrick Brian and JD Reid for the first time.

The latest name to emerge from the camp, Klasey Jones, has been bubbling under for the past year, with his tracks earning heavy rotation on Plastician’s Rinse FM show in particular — itself often a valuable resource for those seeking a link between grime, drill and instrumental, cloud-wave rap.

Jones’ debut EP — the widescreen, cinematic ‘Foreign Buyers Club’ — is a profound case in point, linking the above sub-genres with flashes of 80s synth music, anime OSTs and some genuinely one-of-a-kind sound design.

At five tracks long, Jones is also able to explore the variants to his sound fully across the EP; see the morbid dystopia of opener ‘Area 55’ for example, or conversely, the hazy, string-led romance on ‘Gang Gang’.

With over 150 instrumentals currently sat on his hardrive, Jones’ potential is limitless, but ‘Foreign Buyers Club’ serves as the perfect introduction to where he’s headed.

Tracklist

1. Area 55

2. Gang Gang

3. Yoko & Ano

4. No Mercy

5. Cement

Foreign Buyers Club

Download

Klasey Jones - Cement

MARGARI’S KID - INIT 1 EP (CBR023)
12” Vinyl & Download drops 26th May 2017 on @omunit 's @Cosmic-Bridge 
Pre-order includes immediate download of Halt --> http://sqnc.es/CBR023 

A1. Halt
A2. Pwd
B1. Lost Brightness
B2. Init 1

Pre-order is up now! 
http://sqnc.es/CBR023

CBR023 - Halt (Cosmic Bridge Records)

Spaceouters – life choice [Loneliness remix]

The first full-length album from Juche showcases his forward thinking aesthetic. “Future Love Story” covers it all, merging Neo-Trance club anthems with down-tempo, Progressive House, as well as two-step Wave ensembles throughout the LP's structure.

“Future Love Story” tells the story of a dystopian timeline through the eyes of MENTAL-E1.14'197'822 and MENTAL-E2.19'698'161; two 20-something’s in a future EU, estranged as children, brought together to fulfill the needs of the State. Their love would give them the motivation to transcend the societal hierarchy, to move about freely in a world of internment and subjugation.

Juche:
Soundcloud: @erejuche
Twitter: twitter.com/erejuche
Facebook: facebook.com/erejuche
Instagram: instagram.com/fromjuche
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/3GZ8Rfap7VxAOzABiZEXCL

Future Love Story

Mental Loop

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Juche - Mental Loop

Here is my debut ep, The Infinite Room! I put a lot into this so I hope you enjoy <3

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