This is the loud version of this song. It's about those conversations that you have in your head, but never out loud. Sometimes they are about other people, and sometimes they are with yourself. Sometimes they make sense, and sometimes they don't. Others make you laugh, and others make you cry. But they are all you, and it's OK to have them. Wherever they take you, please try to remember that you are loved and important to someone <3

I made two versions, depending on the mood that you are feeling. This is the loud rock version. I had fun making it. :D

Didn't

If it didn’t matter then
Why did you let go slow
Maybe you don’t mean it
And you want me to
Let you know

If it didn’t matter
Then why did you 
Burn those letters
That I wrote for you
But I would too
Because they were 
Long and boring 
To tell the truth

If it didn’t matter then 
Why did you say I’d better
Be taking good care of them
Of course I would be, I’m a jerk
Not a monster and those cats 
Are my daughter’s
And I love how they got her
And they’ll always sleep on me 

If it didn’t matter then
Why did you say she’s better
Off without me
But you never said that
but I did… to myself…

I did it again
It’s just something I do
But it’s not who I am
I’m a man, not a monster
And those cats are my daughters
And I love how they got her
And they love me to bother
And eat all of my pizza
And they’ll always sleep on me

If it didn’t matter then
Why did you
Say the weather reminded
Of you of that one day
When we stopped the car
because the rain

Didn't (loud)

https://moekim.bandcamp.com/album/ep5

11_7_25: New song out, in two different flavors :D Hope you all enjoy!

Moe Kim is middle-aged man who doesn't usually refer to himself in the third person. In another life he was a surgeon but left the field because he got really tired and needed some rest. Now he has more time to record music, which is way more fun than living at the hospital.