Break The Illusion

Lyrics:

(Harmonize)

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Thoughts moving fast
Heart moving slow
Hate the light 
So I stay in the cold
Darkness
Is where my feelings never show
I can’t breathe 
So I move in code

(Harmonize)

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

Bitch I’m tryna make it right
Tryna live it up right
But I can’t sleep at night
I must be stuck in the afterlife

(Harmonize)

Afterlife

Lyrics:

Open minded like JFK
Paranoid that I’ll be killed any day
Fuck any of the racks that I might make 
Everything on this earth 
Will eventually burn away
So I can’t say 
That I’m looking forward to another day
Anyone I might know
Could turn on me for mullah
So I’m stone cold like Medusa
Heart froze like a cooler
Give a fuck about the love and hate 
These feelings I can’t articulate 
Negative vibes are ripping through my skin
I don’t think I need to demonstrate 
Hurt myself time and time again
When I’m feeling sad 
Suicidal tendencies tend to win
You turn a blind eye 
every time I’m feeling bad 
Now you act surprised 
When I turn up dead
—
My life be full of lies
Ima fill myself with lead
Bodies dropping 
But I still can’t get rid of you
Now I’m hurting 
Yeah I’m always feeling blue
Veins running cold 
But the thermometer go through the roof
Blood boiling hot 
My wrath and fury is overdue
(Woah woah woah)
(Aye malxcxous go ahead and Smxle)
(Aye malxcxous go ahead and fucking Smxle)
(Go ahead and fucking Smxle Wah!)
It’s been a long day
Let’s go ahead and wrap it up
Ahaha okay I gotchu
—
Malxcxous the head rippa
Taliban
Soul snatcher creeping out 
The shadow land
Steel slashing blood spray
Like an avalanche 
Talk tough now they praying 
With a shattered hand
They don’t want war just smoke 
For the Instagram
No heart I dissect em’
Like a diagram
Wires in my brain twitch
Programmed to withstand
Lurkin’ where the silence breathe
Welcome to the wasteland
Trophies in a duffel bag
Marked with a spray can
Malxcxous the name 
They whisper when the plague land
Final breath drawn
now they sleep in the quicksand
Malxcxous the end 
not a person, just a hitman

Smxle

Lyrics:

I’m a fucking outlaw
Bitch I always been about the cash 
Rob a motherfucker 
Turn his body into ash
Turn a hoe into a psycho 
Who be fienin’ for me  
Gave her such a good time
She was screaming for me 
Now I’m out the fuckin door 
The speed I have exceeded 
Hear the squeals 
Nah it ain’t my tires peeling 
-
Blood on the dash
got no time for the healing
Heart iced out
yeah my pain it got no ceiling
Driftin’ through the night 
I love a classic Mitsubishi 
Name in they mouth
but they scared to say my name
Malxcxous_Smxle the title 
Don’t wear it out mannnnn
—
Never leave a witness
Shedding silence through my pain
Midnight whippin’ 
steady swervin’ 
In the rain
Cold steel tucked
Got a demon in my brain
Cruisin’ past graves 
Like I’m part of the terrain
Laughing at the reaper
Cause I stole away his fame
Young psycho Killa 
I’m engulfed by my wrath
Outlawed soul
I was never on the path
(Pause)
You do the math
—
All this fucking trauma 
Got me living a lie 
Smiling for everyone 
Even though I wanna die 
Looking down at my arm 
Thinking why’d I quit
I’m still hurting 
Ain’t it obvious 
I don’t need a psychologist 
To tell me somethings wrong 
I’ve always been a psycho man
Where the fuck my meds 
I’m tryna make my body drop
Here come the Fed’s 
As soon as I take out my opps
Born a fuckin threat 
I was a lethal weapon 
Give me that injection 
I’ll make it quick 
With Smith & Wesson 
Give a fuck about the fame
People always switching lanes 
Never trust nobody 
Lone Wolf 
Solo 
Dolo
I’m an Outlaw

Outlaw

Lyrics:

Siphoning all the souls from my enemies
God got my back 
I don’t trust no serpentine
I’ve had wings on my body 
But they burnt off with the halo man
Ever since I lost my innocence 
I’ve had a life full of pain
Staying inside 
yeah I’m classified 
People ask 
who am I 
I’m just another regular guy 
Until you meet my eyes
Trauma meeting the openings 
Of my wounds on the outside
On the inside I just want to die
But I still got hope for what’s right
—
I always wanted scales 
To protect myself from harm
But I could never help 
Putting more scars on my arm
People want me to save myself 
But I can’t feel bothered 
I was raised in hell yea
Ima regain my honor
—
[Switch-Up]
—
Waiting to overcome my pain 
It’s gonna be a while
I’ve been lacing my drugs and alcohol
With denial
I feel fear
I feel shame
Bleeding through existential pain
Pray for me but I’ll never be saved
A long time ago 
My soul was taken away
Now I’m burdened by my shackles
Ain’t shit left here to tackle 
All my problems have been multiplied
Do you see hate in my eyes
Overshadowed by thoughts of death
And suicide
But who am I 
To say that it ain’t worth a try 
To dig myself out of this hole 
With hopes of a better life
I’ll tell you why 
I don’t deserve 
No redemption 
From birth I was forsaken
Forced to remember 
My past transgressions 
And erase the rest of my mind 
Oh why?

Bludgeon

Lyrics: 

Everyday tasks 
Got me feeling wrecked 
Depression climbing high
Make me wanna cut my neck 
So I slice 
Then I roll the dice
Hoping to meet with the reaper man
Go ahead and put an end 
To my misery and pain 
What a shame it is 
That I couldn’t last long 
I’m throwing everything away
From my bedroom
Hoping they won’t find out 
When I buy my spot 
At the gravesite
Wiping your tears 
Spiritually telling them that it’ll be alright
But I could no longer divide my pain 
Into slivers 
So now I’m hoping that I’m better off 
with my demons
—
(Yea)
(Yea)
(Fuck)
—
Yeah it’s so tragic I know 
Wishing just to bring a shred of hope 
But I stay locked away
Daily decaying from my mental state
She told me to get help 
But she the one who fucked my brain
Now I’m losing consciousness
My life slowly subsiding 
I don’t know who real no more 
So I can’t fucking ride 
No bitch I’m dying 
Slowly take away the things 
That give me anxiety 
Trust myself to die soon 
Even though it’s unlikely
Bottling up everything so I can’t fuck up
But when I explode 
I’ll turn the earth into a tundra
Know that I’m bipolar 
Cause my feelings are switching up 
Are you really asking me if I gave a fuck
I gave it all I had 
But you never listened
Disrespected me 
Now I’m in this position
Don’t blame me for what my feelings say
You cannot change me 
because I have walked away
I still plan to express myself 
until the day
That I can no longer 
hold the reigns

“Assisted” Suicide

Lyrics:

Darkness surrounding my life
Don’t know how long 
I can hold on the ties 
That bind me to light
Looking at me 
She got eyes full of demise 
She know if I take my life 
It won’t be a surprise 
That’s why I gotta blackout 
Before I fuckin drive 
—
Looking around at the mess I’ve made
She’s so tempting 
She know how to serenade
Got me strung out 
Like a tweaker in a cage
Nah I ain’t no mage
Nah don’t burn no sage
Hate me if you want 
This is just my DNA
Got my atoms colliding 
My problems subsided
The drugs rewinding 
My mind 
Hope is just me guessing that 
It’ll be alright 
Fuck
——
I crush the cyanide between my teeth 
Just so I can rot and die 
See my bad traits multiply 
Give a fuck that I’m high
Screaming suicide until I die
Don’t want kids in this life
Everything is so far out of reach 
It seems to be at all the times 
That I’m ready to take a step forward
Going through this life man I can’t stay sober
Need to hand a deity my controller 
Take over my body 
Before I go bipolar mode
I’m out my fucking mind 
All the time
Shredding through the ties 
That bind me to this life
And I still look to the sky
Just to ask god why 
I can’t reinvent 
My life to have a better time 
Oh no
—

BLACKOUT

Lyrics: 

I hate the way that they hover
One wrong move and they all judge ya 
Snakes moving through the grass 
Fucking up my path
I’m tryna stay strong 
But I constantly relapse 
Fucking up a sack
They lips flapping 
But I won’t talk back
Words are better left unsaid 
They just keep releasing my wrath
—
I’m tired of being a villain
You got me fucked up in the head
I always love a bloodbath
Steady creeping through the aftermath
They always calling me a psychopath
(Fuck it up) (fuck it up) (huh)
Walking around with a trench coat
Switchblade hit your fuckin throat
See the blood drippin
Laughing while the angels croak
—
Soul drifting like a phantom cloak
Souls forever missing
And I’ve lost hope
Bodies dropping 
I don’t need a mission
Hands twitching
Mind in a split decision
Voices saying “just make ’em listen”
Now they sleepin
In a mortician’s kitchen
The blade is my admission
Make a quick incision 
Now I’m ducking 
All spiritual visits
Too numb to feel the crucifix’s 
Weight on my chest
I was born Malxcxous
—
[Gate]
My mind is empty
Soul in a cage 
take me
-
My mind is empty
Soul in a cage
Take me
—

Soul Driftin’

Lyrics:

Big gash on my right arm
Speeding down the highway 
Blood on the dash
Dying my way
Circumvent the things that 
I can’t change the right way
Shadows in my rearview
Demons in both lanes
Heartbeat in Morse code
Body splitting five ways
Lights blur past like 
Regrets 
That I can’t quite name
Gas light blinking
But I’m far from fucking empty
Soul been leaking out
Ain’t no priest that’s gon’ cleanse me
—
(Woah)
(Woah Woah)
(Fuck)
—
Tires peel truth
While the lies ride gently
Cracked windshield
Like my mind 
it’s bending
Every mile marker’s
Just another death sentence
Can’t stop now
I’m the curse with a vengeance
Slaughter- 
Everything around
now that’s my fucking penance
Don’t-
Even- 
open your mouth 
Cause I’m only bout slinging rounds 
Make the town a mess 
Scatter the blood around
Bodies in the floor while
I’m laughing to the sound
Of sirens getting closer
But I never turn around
Grinning through the carnage
Like the devil’s been unbound (Hoe)
Unlock your fucking mind 
And understand my sound 
This is murder rap
Don’t glorify this clown
Smiling in the face of death
Wished and hoped now that’s a bet
Stay ready, for the bigger threat
No ones even noticed yet
The world is burning slowly
I ain’t even light a cigarette 
Flames dance on the edge of town
And I ain’t break a sweat
Calm in the storm, I’m post-regret
No fear left, just silhouette
Of a man, who’s lost his final fucking step
Now I walk
Like death 
Ain’t a fucking threat
-
Take my soul and run with my heart away
Break my spirit and hope for a better day 
But hope don’t bloom in these lands 
that I roam
Just ashes and echoes, Bitch I walk alone
Tried to be enough, but I’m always too late
Now love’s just a whisper that I suffocate
Begging the reaper to take me away
Far away to a better place 
Or at least that’s what they saying 
-
But heaven don’t answer 
when I start prayin’
-
Demons inside
They just keep on playin’
-
These games with my mind
I’m stuck in decay
Wounds on my soul 
that won’t fade away

The Ashes Of Regret

Lyrics:

I got three faces
So I’m lookin like a Cerberus 
I paint it red
Leave the scene I’m feeling murderous 
blood in my steps
Shadow longer than a serpent is
Whispers in my head
Saying, show ‘em what the verdict is
Knife in my coat
heart colder than the underworld
Soul been broke
now I’m hunting through another world
Smoke in my lungs
I been walkin through the punishment
Angels turn back
Like they scared of what I’m coming with
—
I got blacked out wings, I’m an arbiter of only death. 
Red dot pings on the map, so you know where I’m going next. 
Sting like a bee, I’ve already killed you just ain’t notice yet. 
Funny how I’m a threat, but they worship me like an idol. 
Cut into my skin, because I’m feeling suicidal. Loading up the rounds, into my fucking rifle. Fuck you’re champions, cause ima steal their eternal title. 
—
Fuck around and find out
You gon see me lash out
When I’m like this 
Feel like my souls been blacked out 
Do you expect to run?
When I got my guns 
Locked and loaded 
Bitch I’m ready 
let the war cry sound out 
—
Shots 
Rapid steps they breathing heavy
Pump fake a pussy 
while I’m grippin’ my machetes
Split ‘em down the middle
paint the walls like it’s confetti
Voices say “kill” 
(HaHaHa)
they always ready
Eyes bloodshot
Flames burn hot
Soul been gone 
Lost in limbo
Where the screaming make me feel at home
Like the Nine tailed fox
I was born to be alone 
Madara’s rage
bringing the wars straight to your home
Rinnegan visions
see your fate unfold
Paths of Pain
I control the cold
Edo Tensei rise
from the grave they roam
Death is my kingdom 
Welcome to my home
Whispers of madness
I’m flesh and I’m chrome
Every scream’s a prayer
but God’s overthrown
I feast on the pain
on the marrow and groan
No light in this pit
just darkness full-blown
I’m the nightmare’s seed
and this hell’s my throne
I’m the nightmare’s seed
and this hell’s my home
I’m the nightmare’s seed
and this hell’s my-

Kingdom Of Death

Lyrics:


Fuck it all 
Thinking it might end tonight
Drinking & smoking 
Until my soul is out of sight
Thoughts moving faster 
I think I overdid it 
Now I’m losing my mind 
This ain’t a fucking figment 
Of my imagination 
I got the rooms spinning violent 
Walls closing in
You could say that I’m Dramatic
Tears they dry up
But my pain stay on automatic
Voices in my head
Telling me I’m all I got
Shadow in the mirror
Smirking like he want my spot
I been dead inside
But my body never dropped
Numb to all the pain 
Can’t tell if I’ve been stopped
No
—
Blank stare, cold veins 
Every answer I’ve given 
Has been mocked 
Can’t tell who I am now
-
Blank stare, cold veins 
Every answer I’ve given 
Has been mocked 
Can’t tell who I am now
—
Somebody just stop the clock 
My shift is done 
I’m clocking out
Brain is fried 
I’m too far now
Shadows they follow me 
Demons surrounding me 
Just waiting to watch me drop 
Stick the barrel in they mouth 
Hoping they can guess the round 
Is it 45 or 9? Time to find out.
I’ve been killing away 
Every second of time I’ve got
If life’s a loaded gun 
Then I’m stuck in the chamber (Ha)
Ain’t this gods greatest joke 
The fact that I cannot die 
I’ve fantasized about many ways 
of taking my life

Disillusion

Lyrics:

Making money moves 
But I’m never outta cash
Bitch say she love me
Now her skull is on my dash
Wish to better myself 
But it always turns to ash
Plan on killing myself 
But maybe I’ll hold back
—
Bitch I’m big steppin’
Family reppin’
I don’t need no gang 
Seen a friend turn to an opp
So I left a stain
Hoping all these dollars 
Will help cope with my pain
But I seen the ending for most
Will mine be the same 
Woah!
—
Bipolar switchin’ moods 
Constant
Heart made of ice every word feelin’
Toxic
Out here making money moves for my
Profit
Snakes in the grass always watching where I 
Walk (yuh)
Mind on the bag, can’t stop gotta,
Lock in
Steel in my hand every step I got em’
Droppin’
Yeah bitch I’m a Steppa
Every move leave the
Block thin (yuh)
—
Me and my cousin 
We Big Steppin’
Me and my brothas 
We Big Steppin’
(Yea hoe)
Me and the fam 
We Big Steppin’
(Yea hoe)
M-A-L-X-C-X-O-U-S
Forever Death I’m reppin’
—
Turn your nice neighborhood 
Into a warzone 
Cops yelling freeze 
But I’m thirsty like frozone
I don’t give a fuck 
About none of these hoes (no)
Ima catch a bag 
Then disappear into the ozone
Smuggle in the drugs 
You can call me Han solo
It’s redrum for the opps 
If they still want that 
Motherfuckin Smoke
Motherfuckin Smoke
Motherfuckin Smoke
Bitch!

(Bitch we dumb wit it)
(Bitch we dumb wit it)
(Yeah the gang)
(Real Steppa)
(Bitch we dumb wit it)
(Yeah we dumb wit it)
(Yeah we dumb wit it)
(Bitch the gang)
(Yea mothafuckin’ dumb wit it)
(Yuh)

Real Steppas

Lyrics:

Shotgun to my dome
Turn my brain into confetti
Yeah my soul is gone 
Everything fucking left me 
I’m still out here stressing
Wonder if anything will work in my life
Now that’s the question
Will suicide be the only option
If I can’t be bothered to change my ways
Stuck in my mind 
I’ll never be sane 
Fuck therapy 
I swear it’s a game 
I’ve been conned, lied to, stolen from
But I’m still out here never judging 
I know it’s so hard 
So I’m never fronting 
When it all goes sideways 
I’m on the hunt yeah
—
Mask on tight, don’t ask if I’m okay
Dark thoughts loop like a tape that won’t play
I smile but it’s all for display
Mind in a cage
I chew through the pain
Hope’s a drug
and I threw it away 
again..
Friends fade out
but the ghosts still remain
Screaming in the silence
lost in the rain
I don’t want pity
just stay in your lane
Easy way out 
Take a bullet to the brain
—
My best trait is Self loathing 
Depression is still loading up
Thought that you could change me 
But you just closed me up 
Now no one can get close
Never close enough
—
Stay the fuck away from me 
I’m going insane 
Locked up in my mind 
With all the things I’ll never change 
The time on my life 
Slowly ticking away
Every straw that broke a back 
Has multiplied for days
Simple action 
Complex consequence 
Murders not a fuckin threat 
Life = Damnation
Identity is subtle fractures 
in a flaw
Tear it all down 
Burn it all 
Burn it all
What 
are 
you 
now?

Identity Crisis

Lyrics:

Social parasite
Im the opposite
Talk no Jutsu
Yeah bitch
I offer it
It never works
No more acknowledgment 
She hurt me 
Then expect 
Apologies 
I’m suffering 
Nothing ever changes 
I’m so confident 
That I’m dead inside 
Bitches twisting stories 
Just to tell their truth when it’s a lie 
Just to tell their truth when it’s a lie
Crimes of love 
But they erase the time
I called her out 
She dropped me on a dime woah
So I’m carving my way out
Just so I can high roll
(Yuh) (Yuh)
—
If she want me back then tough luck
Fuck you bitch I don’t trust 
Looking at you now 
Inside is ugly 
So I can’t lust
Fuck
Here we go again
Back up on the drugs 
The trauma a prerequisite 
For my mental downslide 
For my brothers 
always down to ride
Now that’s it’s do or die
I’m fucking dead inside
So I can’t cry
Barely shed a fucking tear 
When I’m hurting 
Now I’m near
The hearse and-
I wanna skip the ride 
Fast travel to the dirt
(Yea yea yea)
I’m letting my soul disperse
While I give my body back to the earth
(Huh)
I travel through the air 
Just to reach the fucking sky
Then I fall apart
—
No reason to cry
(WAH)
Who am I?
Who am I?
The Bad guy 
The Bad guy
Suicide
Suicide

Who am I?
Who am I?
The Bad Guy
The Bad Guy
Suicide
Suicide until I fucking die 

:)

Who Am I?

Lyrics:

There is a storm in my heart
Feel like I’m back at the start
It’s 2015 all over again
Drugs and alcohol in my bloodstream
Hoping to take over 
Before I become a ghost in the shell of my host 
But I know what’s gonna happen to me 
so oh well
—
I been struggling through these dark times 
Tryna look for the light 
Hoping that god will come into my room and save me during the night 
Cause everyday gets darker
And I don’t know how much longer
I can hold it in 
This storm in my heart 
Makes me want to cry to the 
(heaven above)
—
There’s a storm in my heart 
And I’m running out of time
These demons want my mind 
I’m fighting for my life
Everything & everyone competing 
And I can’t even have a soul that’s mine 
I swear I’m genuine 
But I’m tainted 
Ruined by illusions 
Altered by the broken promises 
And all the lies 
I’m still a child in the light 
Yet almost everyone betrayed me 
Now I’m holding a shovel 
Crying
(Heaven Above)

Storm 💔

Lyrics:

Feelings been abused
Possession on the rise
Substances is what I choose
Hear the reaper cry out tonight
I was born a fucking threat
Stalker in the night
I was born a fucking threat
Stalker in the night
Had that bitch lookin 
Like a deer in headlights
My mind fuckin gone
They made a sacrifice 
Heard me scream 
Going wild
Malxcxous on the chopping block
But I’m still gonna smile
I’m the face of death
Bitch 

Killer from the woods
Hang you by the neck 
Knives, guns, swords
The Fed’s just can’t ignore
Me 
They know I’m lookin like a psycho
who might kill
But I’m just a depressed fuck 
scrolling reels
Feed me a fucking sad song
You know I’ll devour
You keep coming into my dreams
In real life I’m jumping off towers
My souls been real bothered and
Now it’s something that I can’t ignore
Ignite my fucking car while I’m in it 
Hoping to explode

Everything diminish
Chunks flying
My hope is dying 
USA stuck in a riot 
And I’m the pilot
Fuck the government
Oppressing us
saying we are violent 
Peace never worked bitch
So maybe ima get violent 
Flames chains 
Surround em all again
Show em how we tame 
Show em how we tame
Chicken heads 
Wearing lion attire
We are wolves 
we are starving 
Us vs them 
And our numbers are multiplying 

Sick in the head
Call the tyrants
Murder you all 
Prioritize violence

Sick in the head
Call the tyrants
Murder you all
Prioritize violence

Pushing prejudice 
While they try to keep us docile
Division among the masses
Turning into something vile
Gold teeth politics 
With military grade crocodiles 
You claim were independent 
But I know we still live in denial
No one here is safe
Hope evaporates
Slowly go insane
Hand on the grip of the gun
As soon as we show face 
This whole world is fake
THIS WHOLE WORLD IS FAKE!

Sick In The Head

Lyrics:

Everything is manifested
Hopes and dreams they all the same 
Fear and love they switching lanes
The high I keep maintained
Smoking till my mind go blank
It keeps me from going insane
And now I’m riding and dying 
For those who give a blank check
—
I’m stuck in a cycle
Don’t know where I’m at
Hoping to meet up on the tracks 
765 where I stay strapped 
Kill an opp just for messing with my pack
Huh
Riding staying solo
Killing my feelings so slow
Spraying like fabuloso
Cases dropping 
Huh they must not know hoe 
I’m witnessing epiphanies 
Info gathered through my tendencies
To never talk 
Anti social on every block 
Woah woah woah
Anti social on every block 
No no
—
Hold a cross when I die
I worship the king
But I’m still idolizing suicide
Still tryna figure out who am I 
But my memories blocked 
From all the ties and binds 
From these bitches 
Who be pushing for my suicide
I’m still asking who am I 
I think I’m too fucked up 
To stay in the light
So I’m staying in the dark 
Underwater 
I’m a shark
I attack 
They bleed
Then I’m never looking back

[Freestyle]

Manifest It

Lyrics:

Sometimes I just wanna go away
Sometimes I plot and plan to never stay
Sometimes I just wanna fly to space 
Just to see if I could find a place 
I think I wanna die today
I think I wanna die today
Nahh

I’m thinking too much 
I can’t say that
If I disappear into the mist 
Would you wait back
I think I’m coming back
But I’m not sure how
I’m hoping I’ll be better 
Before everything comes 
Crashing down 
Crashing down

I thinking I’m passing out
Head up in the clouds
Too much on my mind 
I ain’t ever coming down
(Nah)
I’m too sad, too kind
(Yeah)
I’m too mad, too blind
(Yeah)
I’m too lost to find peace of mind
(Yea yea yea)
Is it pure destruction or quiet release
I know that it’s all too far to see
So out of reach
Can’t find the key
Who these pussy boys steppin on?
Not me.

—

Bitch I’m fucked up 
Used to be drugged up
I’m still waiting for a call 
From my vices
Killing everything 
That sound like mice 
And I pulled the stopper
Now I’m draining my life 
I’ve awakened 
But I feel it getting weaker
Give me about a year
I may look similar
To the frown on the theater
Feel my heart crashing down 
My feelings can’t come around 
I’m putting up walls 
While I’m staring down 
1,000 yard stare
Heavy is the crown 
My indecisiveness is tranquillity 
Unparalleled is my unpredictability 

Changes that I never make 
Rewind but I’m out of place
X4

Fleeting Persona

Lyrics:

I don’t feel nothin’
Can’t feel no more
Waitin’ on death 
Like it’s knockin’ at the door
If I fade tonight
Just let me go
Life ain’t a gift 
When it’s hollow to the core
Every scar I carved 
Just a story in disguise
Drownin’ in my thoughts 
With a noose in my eyes
Silence feels louder 
Than the people in my life
If death is a blessing
I been prayin’ every night
(Woah)
—
Eyes wide open 
But I’m blind to the day
Dreams turn to ashes 
And the light fades away
Every breath heavy 
Like it’s weighed down with chains
Nothin’ in my chest 
But a shadow and my pain
Tired of the light
I been losin’ my war
Knockin’ on the coffin
Can’t ignore it no more
If tomorrow never comes
I won’t beg 
I won’t plead
I’ll be dead
Just a ghost in the dark 
With a heart that won’t bleed
Nothings ever what it seems
Shadows and visions haunting me
Always assume the worst case
In my dreams
Try to talk to god 
But my soul is hollowed 
I don’t give up the fight
I just swallow
All my pride
I’m losing the light
Tunnel vision
When I’m walking through the night
—
I’ve hidden the ways 
I’ve tried 
Aesthetic visions
When I think of suicide
Mixing potions 
So I kill my feelings on time
Picking up the knife 
Thinking it’s time to die
So I cut
I bleed
Now I feel again
I reap
I relapsed too many times
That I can’t hide again
Too much 
Too late
Oh why

Bleeding

This is the legacy I’m leaving behind. 

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