mon's hispanic heritage month 2021 playlist

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/3kIBGOGhTaVuprZjTMqVT0?si=4c74bcb68fd14535

APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/us/album/patience/1566674767?i=1566674771

Lyrics:

You told me I was gonna make it
You told me all I had to do was chase it
And now I know that life is whatever we make it
I'll keep on waiting but I'm losing patience

But I still miss your fragrance
And I made some mistakes, oh yeah I know
I can feel our love is fading
But every time you're near me I just lose control

So what if we just stay here
Oh girl I'll put you on to
My favorite things, I want you
To stay with me so you can
See what we could've been
Just me and you that's what it should've been

Please don't keep me waiting
Cause all I wanna do is go back home
Imma' lay you on yo back
I'll make you remember
We'll be back on track
And the feelings will surrender

Your words are tender
I'm your defender
Straight to your heart but through your legs is how I enter
I don't need answers
I know you feeling me
I'll take my chances
Just for some intimacy

I think I'm in love
With your brown skin
I just wanna dive in
And I don't know if this
Is love what I'm finding
But I'm not declining

You told me I was gonna make it
You told me all I had to do was chase it
And now I know that life is whatever we make it
I'll keep on waiting but I'm losing patience

But I still miss your fragrance
And I made some mistakes, oh yeah I know
I can feel our love is fading
But every time you're near me I just lose control

Girl, you make me feel clouded
Like is she bout it
But I just know that if I touch you you'll allow it
You'll say you hate me
And then you'll blame me
And then you'll come back saying you wanna be my baby

I think I'm in love
With your brown skin
I just wanna dive in
And I don't know if this
Is love what I'm finding
But I'm not declining

PATIENCE

Spotify

with @sglily

art by Tyler Hollum: https://twitter.com/tyler_2k_

alternate version, Blissful Rotations (Ver. 1.330) available on all other streaming platforms

blissful rotations

Blissful Rotations (feat. Sg Lily)

u hurt me way more than u think and i don’t think i’ll ever forget 

(song from the album)

Lyrics:

GRAVEEEEEEEM1111NNDDDDD

Cortana: 
Don't waste your pity on them, I don't think they like you much anyways....
(dadadadadadada)
Whatever you're gonna ask... I think we both know the answer to it. (yuh)

And I don't think you really understand where we stand
Supposed to be my enemy, you're talking to my friends :/
And I've been memorizing everything you fucking said
"Everything is better if I paint it all in RED
Everything is better if you're all just fucking dead
I feel like nobody even sees me as a friend
They don't really care about what's going through my head
If given the option can I be with you instead?"

You're the person that I dream about when I just close my eyes
You're the person that I wanna see when I get through the night
You're the person that I wanna be but I can't live a lie
You're the person that I wanna love but you were never mine :/

I hate myself and the things I create
4 Heaven above there is Hell to be made
You don't have Ctrl you just Ctrl+C and Ctrl+V
Put my trust in you but you turned out the same

(dundundundundundundun :D)
Maybe it'd be better if we put this to an end
Maybe it'd be better if I had no fucking friends :(

And I don't think you really understand where we stand
Supposed to be my enemy, you're talking to my friends :/
And I've been memorizing everything you fucking said
"Everything is better if I paint it all in RED
Everything is better if you're all just fucking dead
I feel like nobody even sees me as a friend
They don't really care about what's going through my head
If given the option can I be with you instead?"

KAI

GRAVEE

Cortana: 
Don't make a girl a promise if you know you can't keep it.....

444TheBetter (prod. 6houl x guami)

##NOBOINA (ft. sereno)

bitch im in your mental i air it out
i ain't got nothing to care about
bitch what in the fuck is staring bout
fucking wit me is a scary route

baby i'm creeping, i'm crawling
i'ma have you falling
i'ma bring you things
that you ain't ever wanted

when i'm in your bloodstream
i turn to a blood feen
i want them to want me
i let them haunt me

i am one with the violence
i still die inside
let's take our cyanide tonight

i know you wish you had me outta your head
fuck around and leave us both dead
in the backseat, ready the lead
leave the scene, i ain't got nothing left

bacteria

Bitch i'll spit on you, bump your head on the fucking steering wheel and drive this bitch to that car and jump the fuck out in slow motion and watch you blow up and crash this motherfucker!


prod. 8IGHT-HUNDR8D
mix: @t3rmes & @bren7hi

block

H&H INTERLUDE (PROD DIONSO)

Afterlife (Prod. Alexzander pray)

Produced by redMOSK 

thank u for listening ily
my main is back on wednesday

Smoke Across A Strawberry Sky (Prod. redMOSK)

ydbtm

Veneno

CHORDS BY THE AMAZING @MONKIMON
lyrics
if you wanna leave
let me die in your arms tonight
so i can die in peace
leaving thinking that
you were still all mine tonight
i don’t wanna go
please don’t let me go
tell me it’s all fine tonight
got my will all finalized
you’re the one that i idolize

baby you’re way more than perfect
i am imperfect, yes i wish i was just like you
i got some flaws in my circuit
this shit ain’t working, i wanna fix it i’d like to
but i fuck around and fuck up
baby when you met me you ain’t had your luck up
i’ma make sure that you got a boy who got trust
when you fuck around with me you know that love sucks
or we could just go for a ride
talk about us while i flirt on the side
shorty i love when you let me inside
i ain’t talking your body i’m talking your mind
ay let me penetrate
lil mami know i ain’t tryna wait
baby what the fuck it is, something in the way
baby you and i don’t got time to waste

i know you can do so much better than me
so much better than me

so much better than me

Rushhy Flow #BC1

Falling Apart (Prod. shxrkz x cxdy x frankie)

written, produced and engineered by me.

guitars are courtesy of alec marambio (my dad). 

thank you for listening! <3

you (interlude)

shooting star (lj x guami x misa)

Roles (prod. Dreoh) #BC1

i just wanna feel
something but i hate it
and i want something that is real
i've been feeling so complacent

so tell me what's the deal
locked up in my mind
i don't feel anymore
it was a year or two before

(i don't cry, i haven't been able to-)

and all the things you tell me are about the things you wanted
and it'll take a while for me to get in touch with my emotions
all the things i wanna say but i left things feeling broken, yeah
and i'm dancing by myself while you figure out your motives

(yeah, yeah)

(cause i don't-)

told me what you wanted
still, i could never be it
taking all my time to look you in the eyes
and i'm fading from your mind
but you don't really see it
i think i'm alright, i think i'm gonna be fine

and then i have my regrets that wake me up in the morning
falling asleep to thoughts of being important
and i'm wasting my time talking to you i know it
i saw the hands in the sky pull me up without warning

t.b.h, i'm looking at your pictures
i know that you're going back to him
that's okay with me but i'm not sure

i don't know what to feel since you're always not around
you're a few miles from my town
since your moving, kiss me now
and i'm always looking down

and now you're asking for a favor
but i can't even ask myself, yeah
i'm not gonna miss you
i'm not gonna lie to myself
i don't want you

i don't want you

(i don't, i don't, i don't)

i just hate you

tell me what you wanted
so i could never be it
taking all my time to look you in the eyes
and i'm fading from your mind
but you don't really see it
i think i'm alright, i think i'm gonna be fine

staring at the sun while i gaze in the rear view
holding on my hand whenever i was near you
i don't understand what our bodies will turn in to
how different can i be in a soul that you can see through?

hurting all the time and my bones are still aching
i can't comprehend if i know that we'll make it
turning off the lights so she can't see our faces
feel each other's touch while we're in different places

shoutout @monkimon

lyrics
bitch don't move, too fast
dash 200, with my foot on gas
give two fucks bout what we had
bitch can't say nothing bout that

knife inside my back
fuck my faith, my bad
near your date, i'm glad
heart is bleeding black

baby if you only knew
the things i said bout you
then maybe you'd come thru
im tired of getting used

im tired of needing you
im tired of bleeding thru
i don't want anything new
end of day i'm choosing you

baby i know i'm in the back of your mind
you don't gotta tell me i'm wasting my time
you want everybody i know you not mine
think i got ahead of myself, i'm out of line

what do i
gotta do to
get you close to me
i cannot see why
you suppose to
won't you post to be mine
ion know boo
i think obsessed depressed
i wanna be by

bitch got my phone buzzin' like a bee hive
just one more minute won't you be mine
bitch i'ma make sure that you be mine
bitch cry on the phone in the meantime

just cry on the phone like you used to
i wish i could do what you do
baby i'm the one to get through to
i don't give a fuck if you fuck with a new dude