TELL ME WHAT U WANTED STILL I COULD NEVER BE IT

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u hurt me way more than u think and i don’t think i’ll ever forget 

(song from the album)

Lyrics:

GRAVEEEEEEEM1111NNDDDDD

Cortana: 
Don't waste your pity on them, I don't think they like you much anyways....
(dadadadadadada)
Whatever you're gonna ask... I think we both know the answer to it. (yuh)

And I don't think you really understand where we stand
Supposed to be my enemy, you're talking to my friends :/
And I've been memorizing everything you fucking said
"Everything is better if I paint it all in RED
Everything is better if you're all just fucking dead
I feel like nobody even sees me as a friend
They don't really care about what's going through my head
If given the option can I be with you instead?"

You're the person that I dream about when I just close my eyes
You're the person that I wanna see when I get through the night
You're the person that I wanna be but I can't live a lie
You're the person that I wanna love but you were never mine :/

I hate myself and the things I create
4 Heaven above there is Hell to be made
You don't have Ctrl you just Ctrl+C and Ctrl+V
Put my trust in you but you turned out the same

(dundundundundundundun :D)
Maybe it'd be better if we put this to an end
Maybe it'd be better if I had no fucking friends :(

And I don't think you really understand where we stand
Supposed to be my enemy, you're talking to my friends :/
And I've been memorizing everything you fucking said
"Everything is better if I paint it all in RED
Everything is better if you're all just fucking dead
I feel like nobody even sees me as a friend
They don't really care about what's going through my head
If given the option can I be with you instead?"

KAI

GRAVEE

Cortana: 
Don't make a girl a promise if you know you can't keep it.....

444TheBetter (prod. 6houl x guami)

Payload (snippet)

I’ve been going off the rails I need to slow down 
I think I just miss my friends from my old town
I’ve been wondering if you’ll ever come around 
It’s like you past away 
I can’t just fucking sit here and let you control me 
Thought it was nice at first I had someone to hold me
I was alone at night the devil he approached me 
He said he’d wash my sins away 

Its fucked up 
How you made me fall in love
Now I can’t even trust 
Because I’m so fucking numb 
And I thought 
That you would be the one 
Than you tore out my heart and let it dry in the sun 
What’s the point of loving somebody if they hate you 
If I had something on my plate you woulda ate too 
But now I realize that you are fake and disguised 
And I can tell your a snake I see it right in your eyes

I can’t control your love
Thought I was everlasting 
And now it seems your gone 
It’s like you passed away 

Its fucked up 
How you made me fall in love
Now I can’t even trust 
Because I’m so fucking numb 
And I thought 
That you would be the one 
Than you tore out my heart and let it dry in the sun 
What’s the point of loving somebody if they hate you 
If I had something on my plate you woulda ate too 
But now I realize that you are fake and disguised 
And I can tell your a snake I see it right in your eyes

slow down (02ashes)

MELATONIN (PROD NOAHMADETHISS)

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHgaHrezSJE&ab_channel=ghosthands

SPOTIFY + APPLE

lie to my face

Prod @Sinxi

Lyrics

What do you need from me love?
Afraid of the things ya feeling
Can't describe all ya helpless reaching
What do you need from me love?

What do you need from me love?
Afraid of the things ya feeling
Can't describe all ya helpless reaching
What do you need from me love?

Got you on ya side but ya stomach still hurting
Tried to stay long but you're to uncertain
Everything you say to me you hate
I can feel the evil from ya face
They say you said things from the start
You never loved me at a cost
Everyday you played it fucking safe
Can't trust nobody thats a fake

What do you need from me love?
Afraid of the things ya feeling
Can't describe all ya helpless reaching
What do you need from me love?

Wrapped around her web
She eat me alive if she can
She don't control the way she hates me
Swear she bleeds the way she angry
I cant ever seem to forget

What do you need from me love?
What do you need from me love?

Spotify

WHAT DO YOU NEED

Lyrics: 

What am I supposed to do if this all ends

I can’t go back

Can’t make amends

In a point between where it all blends

I don’t know much

I can’t pretend


So I’m running away from my problems

Doing all that I can to dissolve them

Know it’s hard but it wouldn’t be harder

It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be


You really left your mark on me

I always played a part in it

You turned into a narcissist

When I was in the heart of it

I went out and caught up with your friends

I’ve forgotten how they could be so much just like you

I’m looking for answers

Not looking for manners

Not thinking you think I despise you


So I’m running away from my problems

Doing all that I can to dissolve them

Know it’s hard but it wouldn’t be harder

It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be


It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

the Great Pyramids of Niza(ukii & Oh well.)

Michael Phelps

spent a day in the city (in the city)
boys on the street near the park just singing (just singing)
made a little money i just made regrets (just fell through)
told you i was sorry cause i'm not there yet (i could take it still)
drinking on the train, looking back so dumb
sorry means a little when it's said so much (We don't feel the same things yet)
sleep as a concept, i don't really act out (We don't feel the same)
drugs in a backpack, probably like a band now, i just

try not to overstate it
all been so complicated
day turns to night, just breaking
light on my body aching
lay down in foreign places
noticing what it's taking
i wake up slowly in the black
i thought i'd learn to hate it

follow lights down the coast
in the dreams that you had
i just got in the way
fuck i think i'm slipping back
i start to decay from the waist down
face it, we could never fix what we break now
holding the exit in my hand
fuck i think i'm slipping back

holding on a feeling i might die soon
cause i met everybody that i want to
and maybe did a little that i'm proud of
but man this head's just so hard to get out of
holding onto mornings with the old you
fucking catatonic in my old room
and i hope you don't blame yourself cause baby
it's not like someone else could ever save me

try not to overstate it
all been so complicated
day turns to night, just breaking
light on my body aching
lay down in foreign places
noticing what it's taking
i wake up slowly in the black
i thought i'd learn to hate it

Bay Harbour

sit back relax
let it all go to waste
you try your best
some things dont ever change
i cant believe i let it slip from in front of me
sometimes the better things in life r sitting in ya face

and its hard to follow you right now
but i try my best to hold it down
either way it goes im walking thru the fye 
hell and back im wit ya baby yea its jus u n i
oh its jus u n i 
but its ok wen im in ur arms
cuz its jus u n i
its not hard to tell my right from wrongs
wen its jus u n i
oh i get it bb tell me y u been different lately o yea
and i keep to myself yea i stay in my lane
ion fuck wit no lames na

but im goin insane like kurt i might blow my brain
too bad i got more to say ima talk my pain
oh i hate the look on ur face
ima do this at my own pace
i gave u ever part u cud take
now theres not much u cud break

and its hard to follow you right now
but i try my best to hold it down
either way it goes im walking thru the fye 
hell and back im wit ya baby yea its jus u n i
oh its jus u n i 
but its ok wen im in ur arms
cuz its jus u n i
its not hard to tell my right from wrongs
wen its jus u n i
oh i get it bb tell me y u been different lately o yea
and i keep to myself yea i stay in my lane
ion fuck wit no lames na

U N I [p. sowhat]

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lyrics
if you wanna leave
let me die in your arms tonight
so i can die in peace
leaving thinking that
you were still all mine tonight
i don’t wanna go
please don’t let me go
tell me it’s all fine tonight
got my will all finalized
you’re the one that i idolize

baby you’re way more than perfect
i am imperfect, yes i wish i was just like you
i got some flaws in my circuit
this shit ain’t working, i wanna fix it i’d like to
but i fuck around and fuck up
baby when you met me you ain’t had your luck up
i’ma make sure that you got a boy who got trust
when you fuck around with me you know that love sucks
or we could just go for a ride
talk about us while i flirt on the side
shorty i love when you let me inside
i ain’t talking your body i’m talking your mind
ay let me penetrate
lil mami know i ain’t tryna wait
baby what the fuck it is, something in the way
baby you and i don’t got time to waste

i know you can do so much better than me
so much better than me

so much better than me

i just wanna feel
something but i hate it
and i want something that is real
i've been feeling so complacent

so tell me what's the deal
locked up in my mind
i don't feel anymore
it was a year or two before

(i don't cry, i haven't been able to-)

and all the things you tell me are about the things you wanted
and it'll take a while for me to get in touch with my emotions
all the things i wanna say but i left things feeling broken, yeah
and i'm dancing by myself while you figure out your motives

(yeah, yeah)

(cause i don't-)

told me what you wanted
still, i could never be it
taking all my time to look you in the eyes
and i'm fading from your mind
but you don't really see it
i think i'm alright, i think i'm gonna be fine

and then i have my regrets that wake me up in the morning
falling asleep to thoughts of being important
and i'm wasting my time talking to you i know it
i saw the hands in the sky pull me up without warning

t.b.h, i'm looking at your pictures
i know that you're going back to him
that's okay with me but i'm not sure

i don't know what to feel since you're always not around
you're a few miles from my town
since your moving, kiss me now
and i'm always looking down

and now you're asking for a favor
but i can't even ask myself, yeah
i'm not gonna miss you
i'm not gonna lie to myself
i don't want you

i don't want you

(i don't, i don't, i don't)

i just hate you

tell me what you wanted
so i could never be it
taking all my time to look you in the eyes
and i'm fading from your mind
but you don't really see it
i think i'm alright, i think i'm gonna be fine

staring at the sun while i gaze in the rear view
holding on my hand whenever i was near you
i don't understand what our bodies will turn in to
how different can i be in a soul that you can see through?

hurting all the time and my bones are still aching
i can't comprehend if i know that we'll make it
turning off the lights so she can't see our faces
feel each other's touch while we're in different places

tbh

Jake Embers

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