make it all go away w feeluvsyou

xxcrush - sleepy + psychokittyzombie

prod. me

Yea i smoke dope 
its stronger thn me when i feel so low 
ion need another reason 2 go 
tried a couple times nd i failed them both 
i jus wanna be with my bros 

yea i try 
just to keep myself alive 
but i find nothing inside of me 
like girl dnt you lie to me 

like so many times i fleed 
i ran from the honest things 
the truth always bothered you
dishonesty bothers me 

smoke another blunt in the sunshine 
i dnt need ur love maybe just for one night 
i'm still blacked out underneath the clublights 
winning team theres no L in MDM, right?

she wanna come back 2 the afterparty 
she dont even know me she jus off the molly 
heart so cold yea i swear its solid 
colder in the winter so i better lock it 

i wanna be higher than the sky is 
i dont wanna live i wanna die bitch 
cant control my feelings when im hiding 
im terrified of things living inside me 

and im still screaming FREE FRIDVY
xannied out my mind speeding fast on the highway 
its not my fault i wnna die bae 
i jus rolled like 10 grams take it all to my face

I Tried

BACK2SLEEP

prod rxlax

said you’d change yourself, but i don’t rlly care about it
said you’d take your life and i ain’t rlly cry about it
said you hate yourself but you ain’t rlly cry about it
ah, said you’d kill yourself but i don’t rlly care about it
said you’d take your life but you ain’t never cried about it
said you hate yourself and hate the way you look at me, hate my own life
oh misery
i just hate myself for doing all the things i’m doing 
the words that you said to me they rlly got me 
cruisin
i can’t really live this life i fucking hate this body 
all the pain is deep inside and i’m just fucking dying

i wrote this song, for you 
said you rlly cared about pleasing me
if you rlly cared you’d help me
if you rlly cared you would be my friend 
if you’re rlly there for me
you’d stay with me till the night never end
but you don’t, no one ever stays with me i’m so cold 
everyone is fake to me i get old 
everyone’s a sight to see i can’t cope 
with all the misery can i go 
where do i go when i’m like this
i can’t take this pain in my eyelids

mckel - if u rlly cared

Chorus:
Girl It kills me inside that u never cared 
At the End of the night this shits a nightmare 
I been losing my mind I need u right there 
And I might end my life cus it don’t fight fair 

Bridge:
Took a piece of my soul you know it breaks me 
all alone at night I know u hate me 

Verse:
Is it there something That I could do
Girl I hate myself for falling in love with u
You don’t know what you put me through 
All those lies girl I would not hurt you 
Got me asking myself why 
Why would u go and tell these lies 
U Got me so fucked up inside 
I don’t think u cared if I died 
No u dont 

Verse 2:
Yeah I I sit up late and I drink 
I cry to u when I think 
Breaks my heart ur gone in a blink 
Are u tryna watch me just sink 
Woulda did anything for u
It breaks my heart cus I’d never ignore you 
I hate myself cus I fucking adore you 
I wanna hang myself for even goin for u

fucked up inside (prod. 93feetofsmoke x Frevel) unarchived

lewd + st4rfever (lovbug)

forget the producer
mixed by glowboy

Covered in dirt
Mud on my boots
Flashback to the time that i met you
Best friend gone all alone imma room
x2


I remember we were chillen onna pontoon
I remember when we kissed in the parking lot too
I remember taking dabs staring at the moon
I remember hanging out in my room
x2

Sad again 
same ol friends 
chillen inna 
basement
Gonna come up 
once again 
Pull the trigger 
on some bread
Stackin bands 
and benjamins
Chrome hearts hat
 and lens
Smoking zaza 
with my friends
Im in the sky like 
freddie dredd

mud on my boots :/

#figure8 #YSC
COVER ART - https://www.instagram.com/blairveil/
@kaciefree
@3foldd

mckel - if u rlly cared

mckel 2