prod rxlax

said you’d change yourself, but i don’t rlly care about it
said you’d take your life and i ain’t rlly cry about it
said you hate yourself but you ain’t rlly cry about it
ah, said you’d kill yourself but i don’t rlly care about it
said you’d take your life but you ain’t never cried about it
said you hate yourself and hate the way you look at me, hate my own life
oh misery
i just hate myself for doing all the things i’m doing 
the words that you said to me they rlly got me 
cruisin
i can’t really live this life i fucking hate this body 
all the pain is deep inside and i’m just fucking dying

i wrote this song, for you 
said you rlly cared about pleasing me
if you rlly cared you’d help me
if you rlly cared you would be my friend 
if you’re rlly there for me
you’d stay with me till the night never end
but you don’t, no one ever stays with me i’m so cold 
everyone is fake to me i get old 
everyone’s a sight to see i can’t cope 
with all the misery can i go 
where do i go when i’m like this
i can’t take this pain in my eyelids

mckel - if u rlly cared

mckel 2