Bipolar Paradise Pt. I

I think i lost my mind a while ago
cos ive been seeing some ghosts
and id be lying if i told you im fine
but i lie
yeah, these thoughts i would never speak out loud
Ive seen you cry but ive never seen you shout
like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
sight blurred im walkin dazed, girl im fucking faded
or maybe wasted, i cant remember how it happened
oh i dont know my limits at all
im sinking down into my thoughts
oh my god

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down
girl you know im drownin
and i keep goin down
but ill swear that im not , im not, im not 

its friendly fire and sunlight 
the aftermath of one too many
words i said, when i should of said nothing at all
at all
i gotta stop overthinking
and missing
what could have been
you were never even really here
and still were are spinning
just liars and cheaters
right back where we started
but it dont get easier 
i am drowning
in liquor and apathy
will be the death of me

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down

The Eden Project - drowning.

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어중간한 말로 날 헷갈리게해
어디에 있는 거야 넌 이젠 알려줄래

매달리는 이짓도 젠 그만할래
왜 선명해질때면 다시 저 멀리에

기대와 달리 아직 여전해
잘지내냐는 그 물음에도

어젤 벗어나고 싶어서
그래 별 다른 건 없어 오늘도

넌 누구야 난 널 기억 못해
여기 향기에 취했나봐

선명해질때면
왜 넌 또 다시 저멀리에

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널 알아
직접 보지는 못하지만

떠나자
구름이 많은 저편으로

구름 사이에 숨은 별들을
찾으러 가자 날 믿고 따라오면돼

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거리 불빛에 비춰져
내 그림자를 밟고

밝은 빛을 따라도 난 왜
보이지 않던 걸까

눈이 멀었던걸까
창밖은 환한데도

여기선 아무것도
보질 못하잖아

저기 저 많은 구름 사이에 가려진 별들을 나랑 같이 볼래
거리 어디에든 떠있잖아 나를 따라온다면 여길 보여줄게

저기 저 많은 구름 사이에 우리가 보지 못한게 있어
거리 어디에든 떠있잖아 나를 따라온다면 여길 보여줄게

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떠나자
구름이 많은 저편으로

널 알아
직접 보진 못하지만

구름 사이에 숨은 별들을
찾으러 가자 날 믿고 따라오면돼

All produced me

구름

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and i said whats up
what you been thinking
cos you been staring at that roof so long id swear its come alive
and she spoke nine words
and now were sinking
but i cant find it in myself to want to lie to keep this thing from going down

cos that girl took my heart
and i aint want it back
no
im laying down my cards

cos you said it meant nothing
and i shouldve kept my silence
but i guess im too attached to my own pride to let you know
that all these words meant nothing
and ive always been this heartless
and we were just having sex no i would never call it love
but love

oh no i think im catching feelings and i
dont know if this is empathy i feel just
hold on remember why you said this was the last time
woah
so i guess its
let die to let live

and whats good
when both choices ive got
have us staring down the barrel
to the bullets i cant stop
and so i stand off
like indecisions kevlar
till this fear of feeling stops and im done
but you

no i dont know how to forget you

cos that girl took my heart
and i aint want it back no
a bulletproof restart

oh no i think im catching feelings and i
dont know if this is empathy i feel just
hold on remember why you said this was the last time
woah
so i guess its
let die to let live

no i dont know how to forget you

/i am done feeling

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cos i had the best of the worst sides
and i had these lungs
and i had too many flash fires
that i just let them burn

till my chest is on fire
and my head just wont die
i guess im lying cos i wanna
i guess im lying cos i dont
cos i just feel so tired
like its move or slowly die
you aint you when youre like this
this aint you and you know it
but aint that just the point

you dont know
how to let go
who said this must be all or nothing
but im
still caught below
and ill never let you know
no i cant tell you nothing

cos im a fucking mess sometimes
but still i could always be
whatever you wanted
but not what you needed
especially when you been needing me
cos im a fucking mess sometimes
and ill say what i dont mean
just cos i wanted
or maybe i need it
swear lyings the only rush i need

cos all i needed was some words to say
that all these feelings dont mean shit to me
cos its all just chemicals anyway
anyway
and i got way to many routes to take
to make this all just go away
and find another heart to break
so heartless with the words i say
just saying what im supposed to say
cos i had nothing for you
i cant love when i cant even love myself
things i would rather be thoughts at the back of my head but im addicted to hurting
and i got these lungs
and I spent too many late nights
thinking a hole in the earth

till the sky is on fire
and my head still wont die
i guess im lying cos i want to
i guess im lying cos i dont
cos i just feel so tired
like i need something to come alive
she said you aint you when youre like this
this aint you what you done?
and i said thats the point

you dont know how to let go
who said this must be all or nothing
but im still caught bellow
and ill never let you know
no i cant tell you nothing

cos im a fucking mess sometimes
but still i could always be
whatever you wanted
but not what you needed
especially when you been needing me
cos im a fucking mess inside
and ill say what i dont mean
just cos i wanted
or maybe i need it
swear lyings the only rush i need

/numb

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2. vivid (feat. Meego)
3. without saying anything (feat. KU HYUN)
4. promise (feat. slchld)
5. alongtheway.
6. onesided love (feat. oceanfromtheblue)
7. we don't have to try (feat. slchld)
8. fragments (feat. 원혜인)

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Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2

Hate Me

https://soundcloud.com/kozypop/let-me-love-you-song-by-boi

번역 by Nicole

Let me love you 

Verse 1 )

나도 모르겠어
I don’t know, oh what to do 
이미 널 좋아해서
어색해진 내 모습

I have no clues,
I don’t know, oh what to do
Because I already feel love for you
It made me be awkward.
 

널 자주 봐야겠어
Everyday i think of you
질투도 났어 what 
솔직한 감정 (need you)

I have to see you more often.
Everyday, I think of you.
Sometimes I’m jealous. (What)
That’s my true feeling (Need you.) 

다른 남자들과 놀 시간에
Play with me 해
시간 낭비 말고
내 곁으로 와주길 원해 

Instead of spending time with other guys,
Play with me
Don’t waste time
Just want you to come to me.

좋은 차와 많은 돈은 
아직 부족하지 baby
But You’ll see me
I’ll make a lot of money  (for you)

Fancy car and money
I don’t have any yet, baby
But You’ll see me
I’ll make a lot of money  (for you)

pro hook )

For you  (많이)
For you
For you
For you 

Hook 

I don’t let you go
baby let me love you
말하고싶어
이런 나의 마음

I don’t let you go
baby let me love you
I wanna let you know
What’s on my mind

I don’t let you go
보고싶어 it’s true
Let me let me love you 
Let me Let me love you

I don’t let you go
I miss you, it’s true
Let me let me love you 
Let me Let me love you


Verse 2 

정말 모르겠어
나만 복잡하지 또 
널 괜히 좋아해서
닳고 닳은 나의 마음

I really have no clues.
It’s only complicated to me, again.
Why I started this love.
My heart’s been worn out.


그래도 어쩌겠어
심장은 계속 뛰는 걸
따로 노는 brain and heart 
난 날아올라 like a bird 

Well, I can’t help it.
My heart keeps beating fast.
My brain says no but my heart says yes
I’m going high like a bird
 

다른 남자들과 놀 시간에
Play with me 해
시간 낭비 말고
내 곁으로 와주길 원해 

Instead of spending time with other guys,
Play with me
Don’t waste time
Just want you to come to me.


좋은 차와 많은 돈은 
아직 부족하지 baby
But You’ll see me
I’ll make a lot of money  (for you)

Fancy car and money
I don’t have any yet, baby
But You’ll see me
I’ll make a lot of money  (for you)


bridge

if you be my girl 
i don’t let you down 
You the only one
baby you’re my star 

if you be my girl 
I’ll make you smile 
i’ll make you smile 
really i don’t lie 

Hook 

I don’t let you go
baby let me love you
말하고싶어
이런 나의 마음

I don’t let you go
baby let me love you
I wanna let you know
What’s on my mind



I don’t let you go
보고싶어 it’s true
Let me let me love you 
Let me Let me love you

I don’t let you go
I miss you, it’s true
Let me let me love you 
Let me Let me love you


I don’t let you go
baby let me love you
말하고싶어
이런 나의 마음

I don’t let you go
baby let me love you
I wanna let you know
What’s on my mind


I don’t let you go
보고싶어 it’s true
Let me let me love you 
Let me Let me love you

I don’t let you go
I miss you, it’s true
Let me let me love you 
Let me Let me love you

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How was your day 
You gotta say good bye
How was your day 
You gotta say good bye 
How was your day 
You gotta say good bye   
How was your day 
You gotta you gotta
How was your day 
You gotta say goodbye 
How was your day
내일은 또 오고 같이 
How was your day 
You gotta say goodbye
How was your day 
You gotta say goodbye

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오늘은 어땟어? 
널 반겨주는 사람들은 역시 변함없고? 
Oh yeah
이젠 눈을 감어 
내일을 위해 오늘밤도 역시 blessing 
How was your day 
You  gotta say good bye babe 
How was you day 
내일은 또 오고 같이 
how was you day 
밤을 맞이하면 돼 우리 둘이 같이 
아무도 없는 밤 위에는 소음마저 없이 

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Oh oh 
아무 생각도 없이 
Oh oh 
꿈마저도 이 밤엔
기억하나 없이 눈을 뜨면 돼
밝은 창문이 우릴 깨워 
걱정하나 없이 눈을 뜨면 돼 
내일까지 내가 옆에 있을 거야 yeah yeah 


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How was your day 
You gotta say good bye
How was your day 
You gotta say good bye 
How was your day 
You gotta say good bye   
How was your day 
You gotta you gotta
How was your day 
You gotta say goodbye 
How was your day
내일은 또 오고 같이 
How was your day 
You gotta say goodbye
How was your day 
You gotta say goodbye

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별빛이 비추는 밤 
오늘도 고생이 많았어 
이 밤이 끝나지 않으면 좋겠어 나는
많은 밤이 가도
네가 지나온 이 하루 
끝에는 내가 있길 바랄거야
이 밝은 별빛속에서 널 혼자 두는건
죄가 너무 커

수많은 밤이 지나도 너를 더 원해 
우리가 보낼 하루 절반 
네 사람들 중에서도 나와 이 반을 
같이 나누길 원하지
서울의 달이 지는 하늘에는 빛나는 널 봐 
I don't care bout what they said 너와 
단둘이 서만 남은 반에대해 이야기를 나눌거야

똑같은 날들의 사이 
널 위해 내 반을 
다줄게 이 밤
수많은 날을 
 너에게 준데도 
변함이 없을거고 
사람들 반응은 다 
놀랄거야 우릴 봐 
그동안 지나온 날들의 사이 
우리가 나눠온 감정을 
쟤네가 이해하기는 조금 어렵잖아 
I don't care about that noise 
Don't say bout their talk 
이 밤 위에선 
아무생각없이 넌 
눈을 감아줘 
We don't care bout that noise
우리 단 둘이 이 밤이 다 지나간데도

How was your day

그리운 사람이 있을 때 들어요.

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[Credit]

Produced by Dongpino
Vocal by ClaD

01. 그 날 (Prod. Dongpino)

2018.3/ 2022.09.13

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구름

무다 (Moo Da)