She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
Yeah

I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in my mind
I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in this time
She ain’t ever coming back, I’ve accepted this
Don’t know what to say to you, I know that I’m missing this
I’m missing all the times that we had in the past
But now I’m walking down the street and now I’m coming in last
I don’t know what, to say when, I see your face
Like do I say “Hi”, or “Goodbye”, or “Am I a waste?”
Times have been different lately
You have been off my mind lately
I’m starting to accept the facts
The fact that you’re not coming back

She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
Yeah

I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in my mind
I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in this time
She ain’t ever coming back, I’ve accepted this

she never coming back (prod. tennis player)

written by Lxst Boy
produced by spencer hunt
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
(Verse)
take me back to the old days
don't get no wiser in my old age
fall down then melt like a snowflake
I'm never fine but that's ok
yeah lay me down when I'm at peace
I cant sleep, you haunt my dreams
I'm not that fun whenever I drink
but it helps write songs so I can sing
like what, taking it back
all of the lies, I'm taking them back
what was the price of hating me back?
the look in your eyes says you don't mean that
like how did you leave like that?
taking my heart making it relapse
yell at me but I'm not your dad
so I don't really care if you hate these tracks
you never cared to listen

(Break)

(Refrain)
take my soul, I
don't care baby
break my bones, I'm
never resting
x6

i stopped caring a really, really long time ago (spencer hunt)

Go Now (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Mist3r]

@akumuh x @paperbag - ta-da (prod. aspect)

Maybe (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Boyfifty]

LYRICS:

Love
Beautiful potent and toxic
None can compare
And you're unaware
That you've had it till you lost it
If love was a drug let me OD
Smother me in your affection
Withdrawals can you hold me
Let my heart synch to your lips and

Mama taught me to be cautious
Love is a word so strong that it
Can throw us down if we toss it
So I cross my heart and I promised
We fell asleep in that apartment
Broken promise my tongue slipped
I said I love you

The chatter stops
The needle drops
Life forever paused
The music starts
Falling stars
Upon her crimson arms

The chatter stops
The needle drops
Life forever paused
The music starts
Falling stars
Upon her crimson arms

Goddamn did I fall too hard
Is this how it's supposed to feel?
Baby were dumb and in love
No we're dumb and we're young
Pessimistic keep it real
Overthinking till it kills
Dopamine to send me thrills
Sabotaging myself
I'm worthless
No I'm working
On myself so I won't hurt and I

Push out the world just to close off my thoughts
While I measure my heart
Tryina weigh out the costs
I can't afford any loss
Maybe I'm just better off
Not knowing what love was
Than having a second to taste it
Cause if I never knew what love cost
Then how am I supposed to waste it?

The chatter stops
Needle drops
Life forever paused
The music starts
Falling stars
Upon her crimson arms
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Overthinking Pt3

produced by jhove
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
maybe when we're older
i'll finally get it right
lay your head on my shoulder
as we drive into the night
i dont wanna be here if im not with you
(be here if im not with you)
maybe when we're older
i'll finally tie the knot
im so immature 
but i ponder it a lot
i just wanna spend my life with you
(spend my life with you)

yeah i know im making excuses
im on the brink boutta lose it
when you are feeling by yourself
i just sit and make music
yeah it's messed up i know it
i care and wanna show it
but it's kinda difficult
because i know you're also broken
i can change it, trust me
i know it's hard to love me
there's a lot that i dont talk about
i shrug it off, its funny
how i know you feel the same
and im the one to blame
maybe someday i'll grow up
but for now i'll stay the same yeah

i dont deserve you
(i dont deserve you)
i know i have issues
(i know i have issues)

yeah but you helping me through them
healing my cuts and my bruises
what you been doing is working
and my conditions improving
oh take me back tonight
i cant explain whats inside
and now im feeling the vibe
and now im feeling alright
(and now im feeling the vibe
and now im feeling alright)

maybe when we're older
i'll finally get it right
lay your head on my shoulder
as we drive into the night
i dont wanna be here if im not with you
(be here if im not with you)
maybe when we're older
i'll finally tie the knot
im so immature 
but i ponder it a lot
i just wanna spend my life with you
(spend my life with you)
x2

when we’re older (jhove)

far from home (w juli) prod blocktane & nate2timez

Lyrics

(Autrioly)
fighting for
there's nothing worth of
fighting for
in me
safely 
I cannot stay
if you aint here

(Dysphoric)
Think that I’m cursed you’re still crossing my mind
It’s been awhile a minute it’s none of my business I know that inside
I still want to talk but I will understand it if not I’m too far out of line
Still don’t know why you keep on haunting my thoughts
some reason I keep holding on
like is it so wrong
to hope it’ll work out this time

I’m sending a text and I hope it returns
You’d think after all of this time I'll have learned
Involvement with you will do nothing but worsen
All of the hurt
On my very person
Wander too close to the flame and get burned
Well none of that matters at all I’ll traverse all over hell
And stay steady searching 
A different version we actually work
wait

(Autrioly)
fighting for
there's nothing worth of
fighting for
in me
safely 
I cannot stay
if you aint here

(Dysphoric)
Nah you were lost to my memories
Now you wanna show your face now that I’m healing from everything
I remember all the times that I was holding you next to me
Then you threw that all away, you even know what you meant to me?

I can’t control my breath man it feels like I’m dying
I need to calm myself and readjust to my climate
Anything that I accuse her of she’ll prolly deny it
But I know I'm something convenient she was passing the time with

I’ve never gotten my closure
And suddenly it was no more
“I need to work on me”
Or was I not the person you hoped for
I held that shit on my shoulder
It’s motivation I’m closer
The person, version I wanna be now you wanna start over

You never wanted me then
And I hate how nice you are because it hurts in the end
Yeah I would have been fine starting, staying as friends 
If you rejected me then I would be better than this damn

far from home (w juli) prod blocktane & nate2timez

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