calm. pt 2

Ghosted

Buses

Daily Drops #136

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Nate2timez Credits

She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
Yeah

I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in my mind
I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in this time
She ain’t ever coming back, I’ve accepted this
Don’t know what to say to you, I know that I’m missing this
I’m missing all the times that we had in the past
But now I’m walking down the street and now I’m coming in last
I don’t know what, to say when, I see your face
Like do I say “Hi”, or “Goodbye”, or “Am I a waste?”
Times have been different lately
You have been off my mind lately
I’m starting to accept the facts
The fact that you’re not coming back

She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
She never coming back
I had a heart attack
I feel under attack
And I am still attached
She left me all alone
With my feelings and my ghost
I had to find a way to cope
So I don’t sit around and mope yeah
Yeah

I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in my mind
I’ve been, I’ve been, trapped in this time
She ain’t ever coming back, I’ve accepted this

she never coming back (prod. tennis player)

i'd give it all to give it up

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz https://soundcloud.com/lildriplildrip
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

sometimes i wish i went to college
and only ever dreamed bout the shit that i started 
getting sick of my apartment 
something’s wrong with my head 
but i just don’t know what to call it 
telling myself it’s fine 
it’s what you dreamed of
the city of angels where devils meet up
i don’t leave my room 
it’s hard to speak up
when everyone around me thinks I’m no one

i wanna dream on 
i told i my mom that i would make it 
gotta keep on 

i’m super paranoid 
i wanna make em all proud 
but i keep falling down
i never had a choice
i wanna make em scream it back to me 
and hear the noise

testing my patience 
can’t even get out of my bed 
i’m fucking breaking 
don’t know what day it is 
i’d give it all to give it up
i’m way too anxious 

i’m never breathing right 
i gotta drink until i’m spinning 
just to sleep at night
i need him by my side 
i get so scared to be alone
that i start shaking i,
wish i went to college
i wish i had a nine to five
i can’t see the finish line
i do this every time

sometimes i wish i went to college

sometimes i wish i went to college (prod. nate2timez & lil drip)

I Will Fall For You

Out of my way

long may she reign!

Half A Man (Demo)

22/12/2023

Ze66y & autrioly - LOSING (prod. nate2timez)

Ze66y x autrioly - GHOST (prod. nate2timez)

far from home (w juli) prod blocktane & nate2timez

Stream "settle down" here: https://danielleggs.lnk.to/settledown

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Written by Daniel Legare
Produced by Daniel Legare
Mixed & Mastered by Pedro Calloni
Illustration by Natalie Minguez

Lyrics:
{verse 1}
Are you mad
Are you mad at me
Just a tad
Would you happily be in some place
Where you never see my face 

Hate to nag
But do you pack your things 
Everytime I fill the trash 
And I pack the sink up with plates
Why am I such a big disgrace

{chorus}
Everyday every night 
With myself I like to fight
Second guessing second guessing
Second guessing my whole life

I’m afraid I might drown
With my feet stuck on the ground
Now I’m stressing yes I’m stressing oh I’m 

Hey, you
Why don’t you settle down 
Why don’t you settle down 
Hey, you 
Why don’t you settle down 

{verse 2}
Ok I’m settled down now 
Oh shit now I’m stressed out 
I wish I loved life and everything it brings
But it seems I’m only happy when I sing

I’m a grownup, but I’m immature 
I’d like to go upstairs, but I’m not so sure
I think a lot about the light before I shut if off 
I think I’d like to take the night if I could get it off

{chorus}
Everyday every night 
With myself I like to fight
Second guessing second guessing
Second guessing my whole life

I’m afraid I might drown
With my feet stuck on the ground
Now I’m stressing yes I’m stressing oh I’m 

Hey, you
Why don’t you settle down 
Why don’t you settle down 
Hey, you 
Why don’t you settle down 

Hey, you
Why don’t you settle down 
Why don’t you settle down 
Hey, you 
Why don’t you settle down

settle down

The official track "TAKE ME AWAY" by Chyde and Parker Jack.

Listen / save it to your Spotify:
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Also, listen to "OBSESSION" by Parker Jack and Chyde
open.spotify.com/track/5zUA4yEYCm…dd840e7877ee4b18

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PARKER JACK, CHYDE - TAKE ME AWAY

Ready To Go

lyrics:
i've been burning both wicks at the end
trying to fit in
playing my cards playing
just pretend
did i fall for you?
i'm dead again
why do i fall for the things
that means an end?

i'm losing composure
don't know who I am
is this what i'm made for?
a muse at it's end
what a wonderful life
i've grown bitter of mine
don't tell me it's over
i'm still in this
lie, lie again
i'm living in my
lie, lie again

take my tones and twist my words
into a knot
I'll play the part and sing my soul
until it rots
was it all just meant for nothing?
all these words I bled and spoken
am i just a vessel broken
and worn out?

i'm losing composure
don't know who I am
is this what i'm made for?
a muse at it's end
what a wonderful life
i've grown bitter of mine
don't tell me it's over
i'm still in this
lie, lie again
i'm living in my
lie, lie again
i'm living in my
lie, lie again (lie, lie, lie)
still living in my
lie, lie again (lie, lie, lie)
again again again

oh I'm going under
don't need me a saviour
I'm building a pipe dream
with blood sweat and white sheets
is this what I'm made for?
a pitiful muse torn
another sad metaphor
oh what a shame
I'm not your muse

the muse

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** this right here is real music !

what you mean she giving top to me
i just wake up to it aint a lot to me
and im flexing harder than a jock bully
high down wanna use my eyes full
truth is it don't make sense
i don't make plans rather stay fried
counting dead guys w my head high
at least you know what my bed like
yea i miss you can you tell ive cried
ive spent countless nights without you by my side
can you tell im not fine?
what did i end up in
what of year its been
2024
hope i return w the win
...

yet im a deadman walking
you don't see this often
i call my bed my coffin
make these excuses often.

𝓭𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓵 𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓼 𝓹𝓻𝓪𝓭𝓪

BILLY

800MILES

bandcamp

reckless

drive;

[Feat. @HKfiftyone]
www.instagram.com/HKFiftyOne
My Links:
www.instagram.com/6obbyy
www.twitter.com/6obby
Lyrics:
All I ever hear inside my mind is all this screaming, 

I don't think I'm strong enough to ever face my demons ,    

I ain’t got nobody always lonely on the weekends

Shawty really played with me and now my heart is bleeding,

I just wanna let you know how bad you left me fucked up 

Hella insecure and  all I ever do is  smoke blunts 

I got this depression so I numb my pain with all dis bud,

Girl I thought you loved me but you left me lookin fucking dumb,

I don’t wanna feel this pain and I don’t want to love no more,

Thought that I’ve been hurt But I ain’t ever felt this pain before, 

I really thought you loved me and I thought I was the only one,

But you’ve made it clear that I’m not perfect, and I’m not the one, 

Takin all these shots and  I’m tore from smokin all this gas

 Stabbed me in the heart Feelin like I had a heart attack,

I’m just feeling worthless I know you don’t really want me back,

Feelin like I hate Myself but I don’t wanna feel like that,


(6obby & HKFiftyOne=)

I'm sorry that  I'm so worthless,

I'm sorry I'm always wrong,

Im sorry that you can't help, and that I'm just a broken soul,

I'm sorry that I keep trying,

I'm sorry I'm always sad,

I'm sorry I'm always thinking, and I always make you mad,


And I’m steady crying while I’m cruising thru the city,

Kickers bumpin in the back listen to your c.ds

When you left me girl I think you took a piece of me 

Stuck with all these pictures and I’m stuck with all the memories ,

I don’t wanna feel no more don’t wanna feel this misery,

We don’t even talk no more I’m Feelin like your enemy,

Why it gotta be like this, you tell me it’s not meant to be

But if it really wasn’t why would this be fucking killing me

Smokin this blunt I gotta clear my thoughts

Tommy my jacket i got some polo socks,

Sittin Alone I smoke and  watch the clock , 

Sittin alone I smoke and watch the clock, 

Writing these lyrics

They comin from the heart,

A boy with just nothing, but just a broken heart,

Depressed and I’m broke but this is just the start,

Depressed and I’m broke but this is just the start,


(6obby & HKFiftyOne=)

I'm sorry that  I'm so worthless,

I'm sorry I'm always wrong,

Im sorry that you can't help, and that I'm just a broken soul,

I'm sorry that I keep trying,

I'm sorry I'm always sad,

I'm sorry I'm always thinking, and I always make you mad,

i'm sorry (w/ HKFiftyOne)

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

will you meet me by the swing set?

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do you ever think of me? (feat. @Rxseboy)

1st track on my ep "sidereal crumbs" with @tomcbumpz

(available on all platforms)

lyrics:
i wont fall asleep
you dont gotta wake me
im not gonna eat
you dont gotta make me feel alive
1 2 3 we will collide

nibbling on your absence of words

collide

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far from home (w juli) prod blocktane & nate2timez

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