last night p. drama

Lyrics-

(Verse 1)
Im losing hope dont let go
Ive lost control ive got no one at all
I'm so alone in my mind
I feel like killing myself every night
Its lonely
I dont know what to do
Ive got no homies
Talking to the blues and thats my only friend that i know
I'm tryna find a reason to not go

(Verse 2)
Im tryna find a reason to live
But i cant find anything
Im done bitch
The trauma that im dealing with is too much
I think about the past and nearly throw up (woahh)

(Hook)
So much pain for someone so young
Ive got no hope, got none at all
Im only sixteen i dont have a dream
The only dream i have is making it till seventeen

(Bridge)
Sad songs on a sad beat from a sad boy
On his damn knees
Clutching my knife ready to die
I dont wanna be alive i just wanna get high

(Verse 3)
I just wanna get high for the last time
Roll another blunt, look up at the sky
Looking at the stars we're so far apart
I know they're calling me so here we go (yeah)
Writing letters in my room thinking bout death
Looking at my future talking in the past tense
Cos im dead!
And i'm gonna say goodbye
So much pain for someone so young in this damned life (woah)

(Outro)
So much pain for someone so young
And i'm ready to give it all up
Goodbye 
Tonight
This pain just dont sit right...

So much pain for someone so young

So Much Pain For Someone So Young (prod.micco)

trying to reach you (w Gustixa)

(Vails)
I’m still young
So I go party till the sun goes down
It’s still fun 
Getting so wasted, with these tabs on my tounge 
Woke up with blood on my shirt
Found my best mate in the dirt 
We’d do it again, fuck growing up
Hold on, to eveything we got 

Drinking till we sinking where we going, it don’t really seem to matter
We make plans from the beginning now we’re feasting on a platter
Of cocaine 
That’s rattling our brains
hope the dealers loaded
Restocking is the next step
House party at mine, see you on the door step
Wavy, let’s go stupid, crazy
Yes I got work the next day, 
Let’s plan what I’ll say
Screw you, screw that, I don’t live to work, I work to live, and hit Bacardi on ice
If we ain’t doing it like this, then we ain’t doing it right 

I’m still young
So I go party till the sun goes down
It’s still fun 
Getting so wasted, with these tabs on my tounge 
Woke up with blood on my shirt
Found my best mate in the dirt 
We’d do it again, fuck growing up
Hold on, to eveything we got 

(Yung ØD)
I might be young but I swear I’ve fucking been here before 
Or maybe I just grew up quick and I mean mentally bro 

Even tho atm I’m fucking mentally weak 
Ive got the world on my back so time to get up and leave 

Grass stain on my britches im burning the bridges and digging these ditches 
because it’s time
Ik that The world it is ending
And I want you in here with me I need you baby drive me crazy Said here take my life 

Take my heart take my soul take my mind I’ll be fine 
I love you you love me we get highs ok the time 
999 middle finger put it high him and her and you and I 
And I’m still young

(Vails)
I’m still young
So I go party till the sun goes down
It’s still fun 
Getting so wasted, with these tabs on my tounge 
Woke up with blood on my shirt
Found my best mate in the dirt 
We’d do it again, fuck growing up
Hold on, to eveything we got

14. wearestillyoung.

[verse]
I met you in the right place
at the wrong time, didn't know
that my feelings would ever cross lines
I wonder if I ever do cross your mind
maybe somedays or sometimes.

Somedays I wanna die

I'm learning how to live my life.

again

[bridge]
I still remember those days
like a playful breeze kept my mind
at ease from things that were killing me
inside

[chorus]
You asked me if I'd be alright
[lied and said I would]
Said I'd be okay 
[when I knew I never would]
like an unseen thread never 
unraveling 
still can't see this path I'm traveling
[traveling]

[verse]
Got lost at night by a streetlight
thought I heard you say 
[one day I won't be here]
I must have cried myself to tears
not knowing that the truth
was staring me in the face
[what do you mean when you say]

[It's better off this way]

is it really better off this way?

I guess you're right!
but it doesn't feel that way!

Took its toll on me
I know everyone has it rough
why do I feel like the only one?

What I would give to feel peace
or better yet sleep.

I'll continue pushing forward
Don't have the guts to say what I really
feel today
[What I really feel today]
Hope I make it out alive.

Unraveling

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

you dont wanna know me like that
baby i been putting up an act
baby this shits getting old
i really wanna have a real love

she gonna hit me up like "i like you"
she dont know it yet but im bad news
self sabotage n an attitude
fucked in the head but i just try to act cool

she dont know what she got herself in to

baby ill try to change for you

n i dont know how long this'll last for

but baby ill try to change for you

ion wanna be the problem like always
i just needa get out of my old ways
i been feelin for a while that i needa change
im the problem n my ex said that to my face

i cant even go n say that shes wrong
i act the same as i say in these songs
im a dick but im trynna switch it up
baby i just want to have a real love

imma work on myself for you
trynna work past my selfish roots
really wanna make it work with you
tired of being known as being bad news

Bad News

(prod. afterlife)

devin's hook:
call me up again
when you get home safe
never know whats going on
in my own brain
but youre the reason im alive today
yeah youre the reason i survive my days

sevenfeet:
Your head on my shoulder
keeps me warm even when I’m acting colder
and you’ve been patient when I’m struggling staying sober
I just hope you stay in to my arms as we get older

You’ve been chipping at the layers of my heart tryna
Make a difference to the way I hold my guard im
Kind of learning what I think it means to love again
I’m feeling things I’ve never felt do you understand?

That I’ll answer when you call, I mean it
You said you’ve been betrayed, my dear I know the feeling
Long black sleeves and I can tell you’re freezing
Let me make repairs cause I know we’re both healing

scorpio:
when i look into your eyes
i see a new life
shining in a dazling light
a future with you, so bright
i know
im dreaming of a place called home

majoraeclipse:
When I'm wasting away 
Alone in my bedroom and light up a strain 
I fight with the sentiment to be what you wanted 
I think I know that I can't be that, if I'm being honest 
I'm growing tired of you 
If things had been different, I might've been cool to have around
I guess I'm kind of a fool 
For thinking I could make it from the start 
Now the consequences tearing me apart

kiddamo:
dont tell me that you love me
i can see it in your eyes
if its till death do us part
then girl lets die tonight
i know it dont feel right sometimes
im walking on thin ice sometimes

theres more to your story beneath the cover
ill turn the pages until im your lover
ill put them in a bodybag if you find another one
up all night long so

heyzbee:
Hold me dear
I need you here
Surrounded by things 
That cause me tears 

While I’m falling apart you’re always there for me
Ive been failing back to back for centuries 
But when you’re with everything becomes a harmony 
All alone, you’re the only thing that I could see

augustin:
call me up im wide awake
it would be a dream to hear your voice again, im lonely
i wish i could run away
run into the past and live my life as the old me

and you know i still try baby 
i still try, still try baby
and you know i still try baby 
i still try, still try baby

trying to reach you (w Gustixa)

MOOKIGANG