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trust issues

Trust Issues (prod.vilesky)

Lyrics-

(Verse 1)
Im losing hope dont let go
Ive lost control ive got no one at all
I'm so alone in my mind
I feel like killing myself every night
Its lonely
I dont know what to do
Ive got no homies
Talking to the blues and thats my only friend that i know
I'm tryna find a reason to not go

(Verse 2)
Im tryna find a reason to live
But i cant find anything
Im done bitch
The trauma that im dealing with is too much
I think about the past and nearly throw up (woahh)

(Hook)
So much pain for someone so young
Ive got no hope, got none at all
Im only sixteen i dont have a dream
The only dream i have is making it till seventeen

(Bridge)
Sad songs on a sad beat from a sad boy
On his damn knees
Clutching my knife ready to die
I dont wanna be alive i just wanna get high

(Verse 3)
I just wanna get high for the last time
Roll another blunt, look up at the sky
Looking at the stars we're so far apart
I know they're calling me so here we go (yeah)
Writing letters in my room thinking bout death
Looking at my future talking in the past tense
Cos im dead!
And i'm gonna say goodbye
So much pain for someone so young in this damned life (woah)

(Outro)
So much pain for someone so young
And i'm ready to give it all up
Goodbye 
Tonight
This pain just dont sit right...

So much pain for someone so young

So Much Pain For Someone So Young (prod.micco)

Lyrics-

(Verse 1~Ford)

Yeah Yeah
I'm in my head and I cant get out of it today
Maybe tomorrow I could find me a way
Life sucks
And I don't wanna do nothing
When its rough I'm just tryna prove something
I'm out of luck
Like why you leave?
There's nothing i can keep
I just delete everything and then repeat
But it don't even matter in the first place
Heart cold so shattered like a broken vase

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

(Verse 2-Greenwood)

Everybody's so burnt out could you slow me down?
Everybody's ok now i could turn around
I'll be fine when the drugs hit but i'm not right now
I could learn to be someone if i leave this house
In a week or so
We could speak as though
Nothing ever really happens i'm just feeling cold
I just need to know
If i lose control
If it hurts a little less then we could call it home

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind w/brecken x greenwood (prod. venus)

I love the feeling of an overdose

I Love The Feeling Of An Overdose w/lunalis (prod. venus)

first we fall then we feel

First We Fall Then We Feel w/decks (prod. venus)

I've been manipulated by the baphomet

I've Been Manipulated By The Baphomet w/epitomeoffailure (prod. acey)

dangerously obsessed with u

Dangerously Obsessed With You w/notahero (prod.venus)

Im a long way far from home

Im A Long Way Far From Home w/BACKTHEN (prod. venus)

Lyrics:

(Verse 1- benzo)

She 600 miles away (she 600 miles)
Im texting her phone again (i'm texting her phone)
But she's boarding on that plane (she's boarding the plane)
And she's jetting off to spain

She's 600 miles away
Only got my cocaine
Poured all my problems away
Don't wanna think today
I bought an uber home
I cried the whole ride
I told the driver that my girlfriend left my side

When i got home
Crashed onto the sofa
Fell asleep woahh
Dreamed until it's over
Then i saw her face
So perfect she was staring with a gaze
Such a beautiful girl (woah)

She 600 miles away
And she boarding on that plane
She jetting of to spain
I tried calling her again
No response 
Tell me what you want
When you wanna talk i'll be here
When your answering or not

(Verse 2 -spookybands)

She on the road right now
You know i couldn't keep her
I asked the driver if he could pull the car to the side
Cos i was too high to keep breathing
And everything's dust, its done
Will i ever find a reason
To keep anyone around more than a season
I swear i aint an angel she was a demon
She on a flight back to Tuscon
I was on back to New York already
And I been on fetty, on fetty , on fetty, on fetty
I popped a benzo my eyes heavy
I miss doing cocaine with her all night
I dont care
Its been a long flight hope i dont die
Motherfuckers wait they're whole life for a long time
For this love, fuck these bitches all night cos i'm fine

(Outro-spookybands)
She's 600 miles away
I'm texting her phone again
I miss doing cocaine with her all night
I miss doing cocaine with her all night

600 Miles Away

600 Miles Away w/spookybands (prod.thorley)

lyrics-

[benzo]
Don't lie Don't lie
Don't look me in my eyes
Dont cry Dont cry
Baby its gon be fine
I know that times get tough
I know that i fucked up
I promise that im good
Someone tell me whats going on

[polaroidboy]
What's going on with me
I dont care what you say about me
And I dont care if you even fucking like me at all
I tried so hard not to think about the night i met u
But you're so hard to forget 

[benzo]
Don't lie Don't lie
Don't look me in my eyes
Dont cry Dont cry
Baby its gon be fine
I know that times get tough
I know that i fucked up
I promise that im good
Someone tell me whats going on

Don't Lie

Don't Lie Don't Look Me In My Eyes w/Crash Torus (prod. p4ra)

lyrics-

(Verse 1)
Hold my hand girl baby hold me close
Dont let go i cant lose you now
We can ride
We can slide
You can be the bonnie to my clyde
We can get high in the moonlight
Touch my body in the twilight
So in love with you but i hate myself
Cos im unlovable with fucked up mental health

(Chrous)
Bonnie & Clyde Bonnie & Clyde
We can get by
Watch as the time goes on
Time goes on
What planet are you living on
Hold my hand in the twilight
Kiss my lips its gon be fine
I promise you that your safe with me
Me and you forever
For eternity

(Verse 2)
I promise that i got you until the day we die
Can you be the bonnie to my fucking clyde
We can run the world just me and you
Me and you forever my boo
Dont take it for granted
If i had one wish what would it be?
To be forever with you
Thats how much i value you and me

(Chorus)
Bonnie & Clyde Bonnie & Clyde
We can get by
Watch as the time goes on
Time goes on
What planet are you living on
Hold my hand in the twilight
Kiss my lips its gon be fine
I promise you that your safe with me
Me and you forever
For eternity

So Much Pain For Someone So Young (prod.micco)

KID Benzo☆

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