I still can’t find anyone after yesterday. I looked through the outskirts of town again, trying to find anything within the rubble and ash, what remained there was so little, I’m not sure if I’ll be able to find any more than what I have. Everything and everyone reduced to near nothingness… I almost wish I went down with everyone else.

Ever since I can remember I’ve barely been holding on… constantly being tossed around by people who are ignorant to their own destructive behavior, heedless of those unwilling to this situation… we are all worthless to them. What happened yesterday was just the darkest moment I’ve ever experienced. It just… breaks my heart to pieces. I don’t even have friends to hang on to anymore.

Time might be slipping through my hands here. I’m not sure how much longer I can hide. I’m not sure what to even try to do anymore.

I just want to be safe…

I miss everyone…

…

The clock keeps ticking towards midnight…

I don’t want to be… here… to see the clock hit zero.

I fear nothing else more…

…

…I’m hearing fireworks again.

eleventh hour

> 18 // + welcome to my world of misfortune. +


Me:
> @sporkyxl
> 🌐: https://sporkyxl.carrd.co/#homepage
> 🔗: https://linktr.ee/SporkyXL

Bio:
> Newbie Underground EDM Producer + DJ, Gamer + Game Dev, 2D/3D/Visual Artist + Graphics Designer + Photographer & Writer from North East London, UK.

> He/Him, ASD, Black (🇨🇮🇯🇲🇬🇧), 💖💜💙

> S/O to Thanoshi, Showdex, Akemi/Vapourspyce, Dcyaboi, Automa, Henkray & others for helping through this journey!

Server Mod & Helper/A&R for following Labels:
> Tonality (@tonality_recordings), 
> Dualside (@wearedualside),
> Laserb3ams (@laserb3ams),
> Upright Collective (@upright-collective), 
> Thorium Audio (@thoriumaudiocomps), 
> Marluxe (@marluxecollective). 

As seen on following Labels/Collectives:
> Tonality (@tonality_recordings),
> Laserb3ams (@laserb3ams),
> FORM (@artbyform) - ANV10 community playlist

> 1/8th of telephone receivers! @telephonereceivers
🌐: https://telephone-receivers.carrd.co/#homepage

Bookings/Contact Info:
> Discord: sporkyxl 
> Gmails: sporkyxlgd@gmail.com, sporkyxl.studios@gmail.com or contact.sporkyxl@gmail.com.

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19 y/o dubstep, future riddim, bass, chill EDM producer
✨😸
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(He/Him) (23)

Contact email: OlavToft@gmail.com

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I'm not a musician but I make artworks! 

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eleventh hour

moonlyre