phantompains - Decay EP

.died

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lyrics

ive held a ghost
and it slipped through my fingertips
ive lost all hope
i want nothing to do with this

if we dont leave
we will burn with this town

if everything was everything
i would never have to worry about everything



surrenderdorothy - heldaghost

lyrics

while your out there settling
i will turn to a skeleton
all youve ever longed for is relevance 
im bursting at the seams with elegence
some might say im heaven sent
i just say theyre full of shit because
i never asked for this
we never asked
we never asked for this
now nobody wants me


surrenderdorothy - whatcouldpossiblygowrong

surrenderdorothy - remindsmeofmyself

phantompains - Carrion

phantompains - Rose

phantompains - Lead

phantompains - Eternity

phantompains - Swallow

we were sitting in the car with the radio on
we were at a red light i looked at you and saw you in the light
never seen such life as we slowly took a left
it never felt so right
i would always be the first one to say that this world
holds nothing but you have changed my way
now i see everything
you have changed my way
you are everything

we were sitting in the car with the radio

we were sitting in the car with the radio on
we were at a red light i looked at you and saw you in the light
never seen such life as we slowly took a left
it never felt so right


surrenderdorothy - sittinginthecar

how can i ever spell out my pain
when every letter starts to look the same
how can i never see this world as great
when i dont choose to see anything
life keeps me awake when im trying to sleep
thoughts feast on me until there is nothing to eat
drag me to the curb where the trash belongs 
there is sure noplacelikehome

surrenderdorothy - noplacelikehome

I'm trying to understand where we went wrong.
It's been five damn months and I haven't heard your voice in so long.
I'm over this, I'm over you.
I know who my real friends are that list does not include you.

I'm happy now.

My real friends know me,
you don't know who I am.
No one deserves this. 
You run a sick game.
I can't believe at one point
I wanted to say this,
How could I even think
If you were a wishing well I'd waste away all my wealth.

Burn away all of my time
listening to you whine and gripe.
I'm sick of you, I'm sick of us.
Sick of all the times you gave me no trust.

I'm happy now.

Wishingwell

Risking happiness is something I've never been a fan of.
Yet somehow, I risked it all for four years too long.
Though I couldn't say that I hated every minute of you.
Just the times your stress out on me for things I didn't do.

I'm proud of the man I've become.
I'm proud of the progress you made too.

I won't miss you 
I'm happy too 
without you here ruining my life,
go make him sad on your own time.

Buddy, here we go again
figured everything cooled down, but then
everything was falling 
out of touch.

I hope that he makes you happy
I know that was something I couldn't do.

I won't miss you
I'm happy too
without you here riding my life
go make him sad on your own time.

Trust fall back onto your sword,
I'll never be put down again
Just because you're mad and you feel like it.
Lovesick with the virus eating my mind.
You want back with me, go wait in line.