ketamine 

it’s just like it’s never ending 
it’s just year after year 
idk what to do anymore 

Idk what to do anymore 
Someone please help me
I can every thing shutting down internally 

I’m shutting down 
I don’t wanna be around 
I’m tryna spread a message 
I’m tryna help so people don’t end like I am

I had to learn the hard way 
Bitch I’m living life the hard way 
All these things holding me back 
I’m the only one blame 
Man I hate that life has to be this way 
I’m not okay
I’m gonna stop pretending 
Off da k I feel myself ascending 
It was so hard for me to take accountability 
Why was I made this way 

Why is the world so fake 
All these images everyone’s tryna portray 
As I get older 
I’m starting to see people’s true colors 
It fucking disgusts me 
I’m having all these fucking bad dreams 
I hate that I’m not fucking with ur energy 
All these lines of ketamine 
I’m damaging my self 
But I see reality

perception [MOTHMAN]

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