They say I’m hopeless at best
I try and I try
But I can’t get you out my head
Carve your name into my wrist
Your boys a fucking snake
I heard him talking up the grapevine
But it’s okay cause we’re blowing up
Just like a landmind

Not gonna make it
I need to catch my breath 
I gotta focus
They say I’m hopeless at best
Watching the sunset
Time to clean up this time
I need a scalpel 
To finally clear out my mind

s0lemn:
I’m sorry that it hurts sometimes
It really hurt me when you said you wasent mine
Bunch of time I wasted on you
Perfect disguise for drugs I abuse
I heard you was lying
Can’t stop from crying
Living or dying
Why can’t you decide it
You don’t really care how I feel
And you don’t want to
Promise when I die girl
Ima fucking haunt you 

They say I’m hopeless at best
I try and I try
But I can’t get you out my head
Carve your name into my wrist
Your boys a fucking snake
I heard him talking up the grapevine
But it’s okay cause we’re blowing up
Just like a landmind

Not gonna make it
I need to catch my breath 
I gotta focus
They say I’m hopeless at best
Watching the sunset
Time to clean up this time
I need a scalpel 
To finally clear out my mind

up the grapevine w/ s0lemn (vstar)

lyrics:

cant help wishing that i'd no longer exist
as i look into the mirror 
see my fears all manifest
took a couple extra pills today 
i wont be feeling shit
i like the way it is 
wouldn't wanna change a thing
yeah
i wouldn't wanna change a thing
and i hide away in private 
when i want to be alone
and nobody's gonna find me
smashed the fuck out of my phone
i don't really like to party
take them drugs all on my own 
god
im such a fucking mess
i can't even find the will in me 
to show no one respect
i don't think i got a heart left
there's nothing to protect
walk around every day 
with a hole a chest
i was built this way
cast the blame right off me
sit with me, hear me say im sorry
listening to the sounds of nothing 
quiet, dead silence

doing drugs alone (yungjuzo)

My first album <3 thank u <3
featuring 
@fijimar
@fxrella
@xfuijoka
@yungrkypto
@benjithemachine
@nadzleeloo
@emotionals

prod:
@sglily
@emotionals
@kojowav
@flooddubs
@danlarkin
@rippo


cantkickhabits +farella & xfujioka [scarletchoir]

ft. @1anesthesia
prod. @etaiso + @vi1e

lyrics:

i know you want me
you know i wanted you
saw me in the back of the club
off a drug or two

can't love you
i'm too empty and emotional
can't love you
even tho i really wanted to

i don't do heartbreak
check my heart rate
i don't miss you
fuckin with you was a mistake

all i do is drugs
i don't got no time to party
i just wanna pop bars
with a oxy

and i wanna drive foreign with a barbie
and i wanna sip lean with the molly
and im gonna do everything i wanna do
and im gonna be everything i wanna be

molly got me stickin rn like rigor mortis
know i keep that flame on me, human torch shit
all the cars and the clothes ain’t important
i like drugs, i like cash, i like to snort shit
i got bad bitches on me and you know that
grab a fifty bag out my fendi bag and roll that
codeine in my cup i don’t drink no fuckin cognac
baggin up the dope while my girl deal with the cashapp

i know you want me
you know i wanted you
saw me in the back of the club
off a drug or two

can't love you
i'm too empty and emotional
can't love you
even tho i really wanted to

i don't do heartbreak
check my heart rate
i don't miss you
fuckin with you was a mistake

all i do is drugs
i don't got no time to party
i just wanna pop bars
with a oxy

and i wanna drive foreign with a barbie
and i wanna sip lean with the molly
and im gonna do everything i wanna do
and im gonna be everything i wanna be

##hihatgodkinda w/ anesthesia

"what i did wrong" produced by @1dec
Performed/Written by @counterxo

what i did wrong (dec)

heart of stone (prod. Pawl4k)

part of me +anesthesia & matty (nosf + neonmaid)

with @veigayboy
www.instagram.com/veigayboy/

Bombcat

Balenciaga Passport (ethxnvi)

broken w/ mxtty (not emo)

(Bring me)
(Help me)

Take me to the other side 
I just want you by my side 
We’ve told each other so many lies 

I still think about you 
And It’s so hard not to
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you 
I will never forget Bout you 
I’m tryna distract my mind 
I’m so glad that you’re still mine  
We’re supposed to be together for life 
You still want me even tho I do ketamine 
When I overdosed you laid there and held me
I’m sorry for what I’ve put you thru im just going thru things mentally im so sorry

When you’re not with me 
Do you still me ?
I took too much idk what im feeling 
In a k hole when im off the ketamine 
I’m stumbling cuz I took too much Molly 
I feel so safe when you’re right next to me 
Together forever for eternity 
My nose has been bleeding cuz I been snorting 
I love that you love me unconditionally

take me to the other side [trxgon]

2manyemoceans