honesty

I hate you cause you're always gonna get me depressed
By how you always get the boot, and never stick up your neck
Oh you surprised? You're probably gonna run up a cheque
And spend it all on yourself and never feel no regret

You're slothy as hell, you're full of dreams but never eject
And then after a couple years, you're still stuck in your mess
Is this a test? why God am I stuck with this pest
Well I'mma say it all today relax i drafted a list

Remember back then when you had that chance with that girl 
To which you flipped it all up and you was stuck there for real
Cause you were too scared to make a move too scared to speak
And so the words that you began to say just came out as weak

Remember, remember break time at primary school
When you'd try so damn hard to be regarded as cool
You were a clown, a phony no one's loving you fool 
You carried that till form 4 and you don't notice it do you

Getting slapped around by niggas you could probably take
But just because you didn't want the smoke you'd choke and get beat
Not say a word about it stick it in the back of your mind
These haunting thoughts are what we suffering from you happier now

You should've dealt with it, parent's fought in front of your eyes
They love each other, but it always gets to scarier heights
All that bottled up, dirty laundry starting to stink
That's probably why you smoked that weed and actually started to drink

You have a couple secrets those i think you'll share on your own
Too afraid that you'll be judged by the whole freaking dome
Forget about em, they already judging you holmes
On your poverty, your phone and the look of your clothes

Bouncing round from house to house you don't trust anymore
Fights at home, made you cold you don't love anymore
You hate yourself and you're ashamed that they won't love you for you
You took music as an escape it seemed to change up their view

But who are you really like really really after the mic
When you're at home all alone without the new song hype
What do you like to do or where to go what girl is your type
What's your favorite food color blue learn how to fly

I hate you cause you've got potential but that's really all you got
Road starts to get bumpy and you'll be switching up the plot
This whole song is a derivative from Kendrick Lamar
You feel like I'm stealing it no I'm saying things as they are

These OGs think you're king these kids gon say you're a god
They don't know, that you be suffering this persona here is all a facade 
Created Michael just to speak on your truth
Think he's a murderer well he is just a section of you 

I hope it rains and you get washed off of me
Cause with you there i don't have peace your actions haunting my sleep
I wish you'd die a thousand deaths a thousand times for your actions
Maybe after all that blood spilled I'll get satisfaction i see you

2020 really got you all flipped
After that fight you had with everyone you'd had it with this
You took a knife and there and then you almost slit up your wrist
Because they called you shit all cause of a book and a slip 

Your imperfections aren't your biggest problem you're in the way
When you'd get hungry stealing from your friends thinking you straight
You regret losing her, think about that chick to this day
Some of em toxic, but i bet that you was willing to stay

Afraid to be alone, so you hang in toxic relations
If it ain't working to your good, stand and get a replacement
And don't go eating at your vomit bro the past is the past
I hate that you hold on so close to every bad thing that happened

You'll never get the wheel again until you get yourself fixed
Therapy sessions, don't go out and get a new chick
I wanna see results, i hate you cause you're awesome as shit
But you don't notice all you know is that you're flawed and amiss

YOU

Moses Rhymes

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