"if it's ment to be then it will be (Willoughby)" 😭😭😭😭😭

listening to the choir so heartfelt all singing God loves you but not enough to save you

the more it hurts the less it shows but I still feel like they all know

every time this song comes on i have to stop whatever i’m doing and just listen🫶🏻

this song will be played at my funeral 100%

Dog teeth

Gibson Girl

Preacher’s Daughter

Sun Bleached Flies

Family Tree

A House In Nebraska

ethel cain - dust bowl (demo)

Knuckle Velvet

4pm in the hotel lobby
DTLA barbie
Taking shots of whiskey
Did you try to call me?
Out of my LTE
Staring at the TV
Look low-quality, feeling hi-fi

Baby I bleed crystal, glass is always hall full
With the pink moscato, keep the boys staccato
Kissing in the uber, I’m forever new here
On a holiday rodeo

They can see me when I land again
Back from Florida, popping Ambien
In the studio with all my friends
I don’t mean a word but I pretend
Stay high so I don’t look sad
I don’t want them to feel bad
Shot high and flew this far
But I didn’t think that I would hit the ground this hard

Dressing up to get fucked up
I'll spend all my good luck, but never in one place
Perpetual movie star, I’ll buy a brand new car to crash on the interstate
Look at my mugshot, god I look so hot, when they took me away
A superstar in the back of a cop car, I’ll get off no charge, and rub it in his face

They can see me when I land again
Back from Florida, popping Ambien
In the studio with all my friends
I don’t mean a word but I pretend
Stay high so I don’t look sad
I don’t want them to feel bad
Shot high and flew this far
But I didn’t think I would hit the ground this hard

Look mom, I’m on TV
A-list, but I feel like they all hate me
Don’t want to crash and burn
A lesson that would hurt worse not to learn
Stay so high, I look so bad
God, why do I feel so sad?
Shot high and fell so hard
That you could wish on me, guess I really am a star

Miss Anhedönia - Kennedy Drive (Demo) [Better Quality]

Lilies (feat. Mercy Necromancy) - ethel cain

Head in the Wall - ethel cain

Ethel Cain - Mondays

Ethel Cain-Truckers Chapel(extended prod.postumo)

American Football (Covers)

For Sure

ethel cain - knuckle velvet

The intrinsic jump 
The need to repair 
My ability to see 
It everywhere. 
The battle ground is set. 
Is the mind healed yet? 
It doesn’t come 
From some threat. 
The mind looking 
To place its bet. 
The potential seen 
By the odds of regret. 
The Golden Rule 
Looking 
Searching 
For its fool. 
The temptation 
Is always great. 
This triangle 
Of hate. 
The dance  
Of transcendence 
The communication of fate. 
Then comes 
The understanding 
Risen out of  
What’s demanding 
That is never too late. 
Heal your perception 
By knowing  
Love’s rejection. 
This is the  
Tale of two forces 
Where love  
Double crosses. 
Codependency dancing 
With the Golden Rule’s 
Tendencies. 
To fix 
the perception 
That tricks. 
When you spot it 
You got it. 
How do you  
Hide it? 
It’s a game 
Of tag 
While I watch myself brag 
While I’m looking 
At a reflection 
Of something haunting 
That nags. 
The attempt to control 
The suggestion to be. 
Where is my ability 
To see me? 
Guide me? 
Sit beside me? 
Speak to me? 
Can I be a tree? 
While I’m hugging 
An illusion? 
While it bleeds? 
Infecting me 
with a thinking 
Not so free. 
Do unto others 
As I want them 
To do unto me 
I begin to suffocate. 
The tightness in my chest 
The restricting of my breath. 
Bring the mind 
And the Will follows. 
Lead by example 
Not by a nagging ramble. 
Speak your truth 
And find your spine. 
So you can  
heal that mind. 
It’s not the message 
From the blind. 
Give it away 
To keep it 
Having it 
By the way  
You seek it. 
Bring the mind 
And the world 
Will follow.

The Battleground

wow it feels so good to finally release this wtf

Sun Bleached Flies

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