its been forever since the day
that my ass started smoking
no i dont fucking eat
cause it feels like im choking
i killed myself
and now my body bleeding out
on the sofa
aint nobody even care
and no my father dont know yet
my mother walking in
and now she screaming and crying
she dont know why i died yet
she been fighting the silence

i did some drugs
just cause i could try them
i smoked some weed
just to slow the time down
i did some shit
that you wont ever find out
i did some things
that will not ever come out

cause imma kill myself
before im 22
i know my birthdays coming
im turning 20 soon
and imma be all alone
ill fucking sit in my room
im gonna stare at the wall
cause i dont know what to do

ill fucking stare at the wall
ill shove a knife in my chest
i swear ill twist it around
until my body distressed
until my veins start to pop
until my heart wanna stop

its been forever since the day
that my ass started smoking
no i dont fucking eat
cause it feels like im choking
i killed myself
and now my body bleeding out
on the sofa
aint nobody even care
and no my father dont know yet
my mother walking in
and now she screaming and crying
she dont know why i died yet
she been fighting the silence

i did some drugs
just cause i could try them
i smoked some weed
just to slow the time down
i did some shit
that you wont ever find out
i did some things
that will not ever come out

been forever since i started smoking

FOLLOW ME ft. wafelek

i did it again

ure special girl

lyrics;
please dont tell me im lost
 cus with u i feel found
oh my baby you rock
im a dog on the ground
please put me down 
but dont forget me 
oh and i run around 
you make my legs weak
dont have you today
but maybe next week
and like a rock to the head
you make my nose bleed

ill dig a grave for just you and i
and im barkin at your door way past midnight
yea you get your way with those puppy dog eyes
yea anyway you want it baby i dont mind

am i nothing but a dog to you?
your love makes me feel new 
you dont know the things id do 
to get my hands on you 

do i need to wag my tail?
just want you to see me

please dont tell me im lost
 cus with u i feel found
oh my baby you rock
im a dog on the ground
please put me down 
but dont forget me 
oh and i run around 
you make my legs weak
dont have you today
but maybe next week
and like a rock to the head
you make my nose bleed

swear you bark so loud
but your looks kill the crowd
theres no doubt

then you kissed me
you left your lip stick 
on my cheek 
and i swear i didnt 
wash my face for a week

am i nothing but a dog to you?
your love makes me feel new 
you dont know the things id do 
to get my hands on you 

do i need to wag my tail?
i just want you to see me

will you teach me a new trick?
how to get the butterflies out my stomach
shes as pretty as the first day i saw her
i stalk her
i remember i stepped on your shoes and im sorry 
when i saw you i had to hold my breath in the hallway
have i ever said ive loved you like always

please dont tell me im lost
 cus with u i feel found
oh my baby you rock
im a dog on the ground

do i need to wag my tail?
i just want you to see me




stupid fkn dog

mood

GLASS

my self respect is above me >.<

This track hits like a late-night drive with the windows down and your chest full of things you can’t say out loud. It’s about that moment when everything else fades — all the noise, all the confusion, all the people who walked out — and the only thing that feels real anymore is the person standing in front of you.

All I know is that it’s me and you tonight.
That’s the line that keeps echoing through the chorus, like a promise you’re scared to make but even more scared to lose. The guitars come in heavy, drums pounding like a heartbeat that’s finally waking up, and the vocals crack with that mix of hope and desperation that only hits in the middle of the night.

This isn’t a love story — it’s a moment frozen in time. Two people, one night, one truth:
When the world falls apart, you hold on to the one thing that hasn’t let go.

all i know

"Monday Hangover (Tuesday's Calling)" is a gritty, mid-tempo post-grunge rock anthem in the style of Nickelback. It captures the raw frustration of dragging through a brutal Monday—endless traffic, demanding bosses, and that soul-crushing slog—while building to a defiant, fist-pumping chorus about surviving the day and gearing up for a fresh start on Tuesday. With big power chords, raspy vocals, and an uplifting bridge, it's the perfect motivational track for anyone battling the start of the workweek.

Monday Hangover (Tuesday's Calling)

This track drifts through late-night thoughts, half-asleep memories, and the quiet space left behind when someone isn’t there anymore. It’s about longing without knowing where the other person is, replaying their voice in your head, and holding on to small, tender moments that refuse to fade. Between hope and heartbreak, it captures that familiar feeling of lying awake, dreaming anyway, and wishing someone good night even when they’re far away.

Der Song bewegt sich zwischen schlaflosen Nächten, leisen Erinnerungen und der Lücke, die entsteht, wenn jemand fehlt. Es geht um Sehnsucht, um Stimmen im Kopf, um Spuren, denen man innerlich immer noch folgt. Trotz Zweifel und Schmerz bleibt dieses zarte Festhalten an Nähe, an Träumen, an dem Wunsch, dass sich Wege vielleicht doch wieder kreuzen. Ein Gefühl zwischen Melancholie und Wärme, irgendwo kurz vor dem Einschlafen.

Sweet Dreams Baby

Deine Stimme ist noch auf meinem Kopfkissen
Flüstert Lügen wie alte Liebeslieder
Ich starr an die Decke, wie immer
Und frag mich trotzdem...
Wann kommst du wieder?

Sweet Dreams, Baby
Wo auch immer du gerade bist
Und welchen Typen auch immer
Du gerade küsst
Sweet Dreams, Engel
Deinen Spuren im Sand
Bin ich ein halbes Leben lang
Hinterhergerannt
Sweet Dreams, Baby

Macht echt keinen Sinn, das alles
Schon klar
Aber Träumen ist ja wohl noch erlaubt
Keine Ahnung, wo du bist, was du tust
Und trotzdem...
Hast mir den Schlaf geraubt
Mal wieder

Sweet Dreams, Baby
Ganz egal wo du gerade schläfst
Und an welchem Ast auch immer
Du gerade sägst
Sweet Dreams, Engel
Deinen Spuren im Sand
Bin ich mein halbes Leben
Hinterhergerannt
Sweet Dreams, Baby

Was ich heut Abend mache?
Schön, dass du dich das fragst
Ich lieg auf der Seite
Auf der du mal lagst
Baby

Sweet Dreams, Baby
Wo auch immer du gerade schläfst
Sweet Dreams, Engel
Vielleicht sehen wir uns ja
Demnächst
Sweet Dreams, Baby

Die Nacht ist ein Dealer
Du bist mein Stoff
Und du lächelst
In meinem Kopf

Sweet Dreams, Baby...


GLASS

jaynn

Related tracks