You were shirtless in his bed...

instrumental: @bloodsekai
featuring: @imsorryhori

denpa girl 2

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I don't want to be away from you
I just want to do the things you do
I don't care if I'm in a shit mood
I wanna be just like you

ohh just like you
just like you <3
ohhhh just like you
just like you <3

wear your clothes
let's share our minds
when you're close
let's intertwine
I can't go another night
without you by my side
your shoulders, I sit on and cry
red devil, there's no angel white
it makes sense why you're never right
I'm not scared to fall in love, even if you always lie
had a bloody nose and I had to clean it up
you're my favorite song, you're in my head and always stuck

if i jumped off right now
nobody would care
when i'm walking in the hallways
everybody stares
i wish i could live my life without a care
why do they do this to me
its so unfair

i wish i could be like you
think of the things i could do
i think a screw is unloose 
i just wanna be with you

you're fucking with my head
baby i need some rest
you left me alone and upset
god i wish that i was dead!

girl you ruined my mind
i think im out of time
im tired of your lies
and im so upset
girl you ruined my mind
i think im out of time
im tired of your lies
and im so upset

I think we're meant to be
cuz without you, I can't even sleep
I think that I'm malfunctioning
"uh-uh-uh" that's me stuttering

I don't want to be away from you
I just want to do the things you do
I don't care if I'm in a shit mood
I wanna be just like you

I don't want to be away from you
I just want to do the things you do
I don't care if I'm in a shit mood
I wanna be just like you

ohh just like you
just like you
ohhhh just like you
just like you

be just like you!! (ft. hori)

instrumental: @bloodsekai & @odihu
featuring: @odihu (1st / chorus)

yes, it's the ksi song. shout-out shortstumpyengine for the inspiration/composition.

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i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself, i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

loosen up ur neck
it looks like u might snap
looks like u might have a crush
well that might be too bad
i wanna make u sad
i'll ruin what u have
ur sobbing, well i'm glad
declaw u like a cat

i love the thrill of it
get a bloody nose
despair thru ur bones
ts feels like coke
spreading all the grief, time to put on a show 
sadness goes around as they cry out their woes 

i have no remorse
miss evil of course
so give me a tour
before the scythe hits ur door

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

thick of it thomas ksi remix

this is how the story goes (ft. odihu)

both prod me no samplez

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lalalala
ooh watchu want
i got la fleurs du mal
hit me on my trap phone
if u wanna get it done
i dont play wit no hoes
bby ur my numba 1
pullup in sum rick owens
yea i got dat shit on

ill pour up
ill 1up
off of dese shroomies in my head
torn up
so worn out
from existential dread
i saw last nite when u kissed her
had ur hands around her waist i shuda killed ya

///

stop messin with my heart
yea girl jus cut it out
bleedin in large amounts
breathin in half an ounce
say u wanna party
i kno wat its all abt
im in a drug drought
i guess ill see myself out

la fleurs du mal / party [ demos ]

prod me idk how to play guitar sorry ://
​​​scrolling twitter every day
​its slowly making me insane
​ur fucking with my brain
​through my phone
​in the back of the class
​i feel like shit every day
​i rly just cant wait to go home
​im refreshing threads
​n my brain is dead
​i asked if u were fine
​and then u left me on read
​ive never known how
​to stop from breaking down
​a random face in the crowd
​do u see me now
​​SHES THE VALEDICTIORIAN
​​AND I JUST WANNA BE BORN AGAIN
​​IM STUCK IN CLASS LEARNING CRT
​​U MOVED ON WAY TOO FAST FOR ME

student bodies

i dont wanna talk i kinda just wanna die 
your care about my health is for your gain you're just a liar
you i know ur full of shit
it's kinda fucked i know
i hope you know you're hopeless
hurt me you gon' die again
[last time sucked!]
you're just like the last one
that's why i'm drunk all day
why you think you get the right to speak on it?
why you think i try again every fuckin week honey?

fuck
you were the worst
i want you back
but on my terms
i think you got me haunted or maybe cursed
[jaws]
can't fuckin believe you were my first
you know you kinda sucked but you were good for what you were
i know it's kinda fucked for me to say but you were good when you were blurry
"get out my life"
baby what's the hurry?
i fuckin hate the drama but it's hard to curb

new one won't make me forget your shit
optimistic, that's ridiculous
optics fucked, you've turned me against my friends 
we can't be ourselves you're just a kid
i dont understand
you were kinda bad before
[i regret] chillin in my bed, listening to paramore
you were just a fan
now you're fucking crazy
yo i'm glad you ghosted cuz i dont wanna-

i dont wanna talk i kinda just wanna die 
your care about my health is for your gain you're just a liar
you i know ur full of shit
it's kinda fucked i know
you're hopeless
hurt me you gon' die again
[last time sucked!]
you're just like the last one
that's why i'm drunk all day

you're hopeless 

i'mdunwitu!

and i swear i just forgot you too
prod me

I've always wondered
How you look just like an angel
I guess it's not too late
For me to say
That I wish you were dead
Because you're back in my head

You love the rain
And so do I
I've given you a present
So don't be shy
And it's getting pretty late
And our time is running out

So I'll send you one more message
And say goodbye
To you

I just got you out of my head
And now it's coming back
Even though you just left
And it's out of my control
And now you're out of my reach
And I wish that we could've been
And that I wasn't so unseen

a love letter for you

if you don't like me at my 6, you won't like me at my 7. FT. @prey & Miku for the amazing intro.

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67 (six-seven) +hatsune miku & prey

kinda sick rn sry

prod me

i cant help it, god knows im sorry
but u had to go
i cant help it, but rlly what are we
i feel like a joke

im so sorry
i rlly dont know
cant express my feelings, i jus choke
cant talk to human beings, no words spoke
i dont have any meaning, my mind is cloaked

i cant help it, god knows im sorry
but u had to go
i cant help it, but rlly what are we
i feel like a joke

i cant clean up the mess i made
im too far gone my life is drained
i think sometimes i get afraid
that everyone i love's ashamed
x2

i cant help it, god knows im sorry
but u had to go
i cant help it, but rlly what are we
i feel like a joke
x2

everyone i luv :(

@bloodsekai @yukisasayaki

after hours of reflection, yesterday is always the worst

ft @yukisasayaki instrumental by me @deathsuppressant

everyday's disaster
don't ask me what's the matter
all my dreams are shattered
i can't make new ones even when i sleep

the glass i look through's tinted
my eyes are causing faults
and the concrete i walk on
there's cracks in all the spots
with your arms surrounding me
am i bothering you?
i'm harmful to everyone
yet i can't hurt you

everyday's disaster
don't ask me what's the matter
all my dreams are shattered
i can't make new ones even when i sleep

i cant stop it
ur not jus somebody
everything i could ask for yea u got it
i dont wanna hurt u
yea i said it
but i tend to fuck up yea i regret it

cant take the life out of me 
its constant pathetic fallacy
my fantasy
is all i see
but u shattered all my dreams
cant take it
ur all in my head
i dont care bout my problems
i embrace the dread
i dont care bout ur problems
or maybe i do
i want u to be happy
but im so confused

everyday's disaster
don't ask me what's the matter
all my dreams are shattered
i can't make new ones even when i sleep

i did it again

misery

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