its been forever since the day
that my ass started smoking
no i dont fucking eat
cause it feels like im choking
i killed myself
and now my body bleeding out
on the sofa
aint nobody even care
and no my father dont know yet
my mother walking in
and now she screaming and crying
she dont know why i died yet
she been fighting the silence

i did some drugs
just cause i could try them
i smoked some weed
just to slow the time down
i did some shit
that you wont ever find out
i did some things
that will not ever come out

cause imma kill myself
before im 22
i know my birthdays coming
im turning 20 soon
and imma be all alone
ill fucking sit in my room
im gonna stare at the wall
cause i dont know what to do

ill fucking stare at the wall
ill shove a knife in my chest
i swear ill twist it around
until my body distressed
until my veins start to pop
until my heart wanna stop

its been forever since the day
that my ass started smoking
no i dont fucking eat
cause it feels like im choking
i killed myself
and now my body bleeding out
on the sofa
aint nobody even care
and no my father dont know yet
my mother walking in
and now she screaming and crying
she dont know why i died yet
she been fighting the silence

i did some drugs
just cause i could try them
i smoked some weed
just to slow the time down
i did some shit
that you wont ever find out
i did some things
that will not ever come out

been forever since i started smoking

FOLLOW ME ft. wafelek

i did it again

ure special girl

lyrics;
please dont tell me im lost
 cus with u i feel found
oh my baby you rock
im a dog on the ground
please put me down 
but dont forget me 
oh and i run around 
you make my legs weak
dont have you today
but maybe next week
and like a rock to the head
you make my nose bleed

ill dig a grave for just you and i
and im barkin at your door way past midnight
yea you get your way with those puppy dog eyes
yea anyway you want it baby i dont mind

am i nothing but a dog to you?
your love makes me feel new 
you dont know the things id do 
to get my hands on you 

do i need to wag my tail?
just want you to see me

please dont tell me im lost
 cus with u i feel found
oh my baby you rock
im a dog on the ground
please put me down 
but dont forget me 
oh and i run around 
you make my legs weak
dont have you today
but maybe next week
and like a rock to the head
you make my nose bleed

swear you bark so loud
but your looks kill the crowd
theres no doubt

then you kissed me
you left your lip stick 
on my cheek 
and i swear i didnt 
wash my face for a week

am i nothing but a dog to you?
your love makes me feel new 
you dont know the things id do 
to get my hands on you 

do i need to wag my tail?
i just want you to see me

will you teach me a new trick?
how to get the butterflies out my stomach
shes as pretty as the first day i saw her
i stalk her
i remember i stepped on your shoes and im sorry 
when i saw you i had to hold my breath in the hallway
have i ever said ive loved you like always

please dont tell me im lost
 cus with u i feel found
oh my baby you rock
im a dog on the ground

do i need to wag my tail?
i just want you to see me




stupid fkn dog

mood

GLASS

my self respect is above me >.<

cigarette (P. Vedoth)

HERO OF THE COSMIC CLOCK
by Brent Schön AI
www.schon.one www.everygoddess.click
Hero of the Cosmic Clock unfolds at the edge of existence, in a moment when time itself is breaking down. The album is set against an apocalyptic vision of reality: crimson skies burn with collapsing stars, molten trees drip like liquid glass, and the world appears semi-transparent—phasing between what was, what is, and what may yet survive. This is not destruction for spectacle alone; it is the visual and sonic language of transformation. The Cosmic Clock stands at the center of it all, glowing through the red haze as the last instrument capable of realigning creation.

Musically, the album blends cinematic electronic soundscapes, dark orchestral movements, and pulse-driven rhythms that feel like the heartbeat of a dying universe. Deep bass rumbles echo like tectonic shifts, while sharp synth arpeggios cut through the mix like fractures in time. Sweeping choirs and luminous melodies rise and fall, suggesting both grief and hope. The sound design moves between density and transparency, mirroring the album’s visual theme—moments where everything melts and blurs, followed by moments of crystal clarity where truth breaks through the chaos.

Each track feels like a chapter in a final countdown: warning, collapse, remembrance, resistance, recalibration, and emergence. Recurring motifs return in altered forms, as if the music itself is being rewound and rewritten. Silence is used intentionally, creating space where the listener can feel the weight of endings before the next movement ignites.

At its core, Hero of the Cosmic Clock is about accountability in moments of collapse. When the sky turns red and the world melts, there are no distractions left—only choice. The album invites listeners to stand in that moment, to face impermanence without fear, and to recognize that even in apocalypse, alignment is possible. Time does not end here; it transforms. And the Hero is anyone willing to stand, witness, and keep the clock honest when everything else burns.

GLASS

jaynn