prod me

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7wbR0GUy87PX2ujRKdFAWk?si=Oac_OlLBSMuAQ4XueFJF4g

heres some things that i hate about myself
like my name but some others find it tuff though
wish my mom just had us go find help
cause she said that she’s never letting us go
i never know what day it is
when i smile its meaningless
empty bottles and promises
kinda corny just deal with it

brown eyes black hair
they never said lifes fair
one leaves one cares 
now they're tryna get me outta here
I always go for the pretty girls
but bring them into my shitty world

an invite to nothing at all

mood

rosemary

my self respect is above me >.<

everything by me ofc

im dumb and im stupid for you
i dont know what to do
i said that i hated your guts
and that wasnt a lie
i swear im gonna hang myself tonight
bc im so stupid ill take my life

i dont care what you have 2 say
i swear ill make you mine
no matter what it takes
im so damn in love w u
and idk what to do
ill pack my stuff and go away
and save all this shit for another day

u must think that im annoying
bc why else would u ignore me
i overthink
and u know that 2
but u dont care
god, fuck u too
i wanna talk to you
real bad
i think we're finally through
and thats too bad

wake up and im still blocked
why does everything have to suck
ill waste my teenage years away
rotting in this fuck ass room everyday
i wanna be with youuuuuuu
but you dont want us to
please just go the fuck away

we both know u dont care lol

When things go from hot to cold
Yeah I’m feelin like shit
I don’t see a soul 
In her
I’m already on my low
It’s sad to say that I seen her fold
succumbed to pressure
Can’t even measure
How much hurt that I have to hold
It was never for pleasure
Okay maybe some pleasure 
But you know there is more to her
She always said just be yourself 
And when I did all she told me was kill yourself
Okay maybe we could try that
Hopefully you’re excited
there’s nothing in this life
That would keep you more than delighted 
Like Time is ticking down
And when we fight 
It’s always doubt
Like do I go around
Every time it’s so shitty
Wanna blow my fuckin brains
Blinding lights in the city
It always ends with some pity
When things go from hot to cold
Yeah I’m feelin like shit
I don’t see a soul 
In her
I’m already on my low
It’s sad to say that I seen her fold
succumbed to pressure
Can’t even measure
How much hurt that I have to hold
It was never for pleasure
Okay maybe some pleasure 
But you know there is more to her


[you'll prolly fw this if you like Wenszy, Bunii, Overtonight, duskydemise or Lucille for some reason lmaooo]

yeah she said kys [peril]

https://open.spotify.com/album/72Lf3VQYQYARUhWDAw7y8n?si=yx18agTWRLmbG0PNKRZArQ

wrong

honestly this is jus a zombie girl rip

prod. me

Let’s walk under street lights
That outside our school
The sun burns me up
But I see it
Doesn’t bother you
I keep my hopes
In darkness
But it’s somehow
Afternoon
I don’t wanna
Bump my head agian
So I’ll say
After you

You
You’re like a nightmare come true
To think this would work
I’m such a fool
Guess I’ll stick around and try to keep
My cool
Just take my dreams
And drown it in the pool

nightmare come true

i never grew up i never experienced high school i never made it to 17 and i died at 13

SCARED

jaynn