(kobayami)
so this is it, my final days,
imma lay my little head down
rest for all eternity

wait for you, in that crypt,
imma do my best by you,
promise i wont waste it

i don't even know if 
i wanna die young,
or if i need someone
i can call my own

i've been chillin'
at my place wasting away,
i've been too love sick,
and i've been so alone

wait girl, please come back, i'm
sorry that i said that, you know
i don't have the best mental health,
imma mess, i'm depressed,
i don't even know who i am

with time you'll learn to regret
ever running away,
but i'll wait for you here

i know it's not the same 
but that's ok
it doesn't matter to me,
its never really fucking mattered

(Lxst Boy <3)
i’m never sober just stuck in my head
i wanna talk but i’m better off dead
you just jealous i’m making the bread
deleting all ur texts from outta my head

and now it’s over
i don’t wanna lie now
told her
i would never cry

over my dead body
i was fine until u called me
can’t believe i called u shawty
now i sing like kobayami

and now it’s over
i don’t wanna lie now
told her
i would never cry

(kobayami)
wait girl, please come back, i'm
sorry that i said that, you know
i don't have the best mental health,
imma mess, i'm depressed,
i don't even know who i am

with time you'll learn to regret
ever running away,
but i'll wait for you here

i know it's not the same 
but that's ok
it doesn't matter to me,
its never really fucking mattered

my final days w/ Lxst Boy

my gf <3 - https://soundcloud.com/seem_bng

Hate Me w/ $EEM BNG

Lyrics 
-
People change, people die 
We all cry sometimes 
In the darkest nights I come alive
I just spilled the cup all on the coaster baby
She say that she love it when I’m over maybe
I’m not even thinking but I’m sober now
Here we go, I’m on the road, imma needa start saving
What am I to you? What am I?
In the end would you care if I die?
We live in a life with a limited time
We can talk it out, you don’t gotta roll your eyes
So beautiful but so deadly 
But without you here I feel empty
And the sun won’t rise now you’ve left me uh uh uh
You don’t care, no you don’t mind
These ups and downs are part of life
But this won’t go, it won’t subside 
You measured once, you cut me twice 

(I’m sorry)
(That I’m not a person anymore)
(I’m a problem)
(I’m a problem)
Okay
I think that I’m better by my damn self (up late)
Every time I try I just get packed up on the damn shelf (up here)
Then you wonder why I just been focused on my damn health 
Bitch I got no empathy, no I won’t leave my damn house
So fuck all of your expectations I guess
I use that shit as ammunition 
My head has never been so glad to meet with my bed
But when I’m laying here I think of things that I said 
People change, people die 
We all cry sometimes 
In the darkest nights I come alive
People change, people die 
We all cry sometimes 
In the darkest nights I come alive
I know that I’m bad at saying my feelings right
Help myself I can’t, its just a waste of time

I just spilled the cup all on the coaster baby
She say that she love it when I’m over maybe
I’m not even thinking but I’m sober now
Here we go, I’m on the road, imma needa start saving
What am I to you? What am I?
In the end would you care if I die?
We live in a life with a limited time
We can talk it out, you don’t gotta roll your eyes

(I’m a problem)

The Darkest Nights

Beautiful Disguise (dasy)

Sometimes It Hurts

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle

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lyrics:
these empty promises 
i always make to myself
concerning my mental health
im sorry i dont wanna do nothing else
yeah i thought you were good for me 
till i turned my back
now im just wondering
if ill get it back

move forward in times
of need 
i know
too late i cant replace it
feel my brain burning and breaking 

guiding myself right to destruction
so when i freeze just let me fall
to my grave 
where i bathe 
all my memories 
black hole mind i swear
not even light can escape me

imma low life 
i got no light 
battle scars on my waist
but it was such a waste 
what am i fighting for

move forward in times
of need 
i know
too late i cant replace it
feel my brain burning and breaking

- backyard beetle 2023

backyard beetle - too late (prod. immortal)

Atomic (Mike G & MEPISTO)

big THANK YOU to pano for the heavenly beat <3 @djpanotune

under the stars , hypnotised when i see u

lyrics:
cast a sigil when i'm with you up in the coop
you ain't gotta worry about me girl, ill be here for you
smoking on that loud, pass that shit to you
imma do it for you,
imma keep my cool

could you wait here?
promise that i'll be back
i know that you love me
but i'll hold you down
i ain't got that much
but i got some love
stare into your eyes,
girl be sent from above

i be getting high on my death day,
hoping you'll be right there when i pass away
wanna give so much, but there's not much left
cause the world is dead,
could you take my head?

say you really cared
it wouldn't matter at all,
say you really cared
girl, what happened to you?
say you really care
but nothing remains
cause it's all the same,
people treat me the same

Atomic (Mike G & MEPISTO)

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