produced by @jolst and @sainttomorrow <3
out now on youtube through biteki & static:
https://youtu.be/DWpNablizm0
https://youtu.be/nEK_a4oFms8

music video:
https://youtu.be/95Kayd1Rpiw

hope u enjoy :)

lyrics:
i let my soul drift away just to feel something again
i sold my conscience for free, nothing to see but a man without his skin

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

plenty people consider hitting my phone again
i don’t mind but i’d rather just be alone again
findin peace in my soul life ain’t that innocent
if i wanted em to be, things would be different
quiet nights in my attic, now the static is loud
i just wanna see my dad again and make him proud
tired of the recycled life i’m bottling up
smoked a little bit too much and now i’m throwing up

whats in the water, i wonder...
sink to the river, discover
see my reflection in ripples
i think i need you a little
more than i’d admit
i find it hard to reminisce
feel my stomach start to twist
and now i’m back with those i miss
woahhh

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

enter the forest, forget life
i’ve done this shit for the last time x2

enter the forest, forget life

enter the forest, forget life [p. jolst x saint tomorrow]

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enter the forest, forget life [jolst x saint tomorrow]

Art by @digiyams
Prod by. @jeanparkr
Lyrics-

The only thing he has, that I don’t, is you.
I miss our late night randevouz’s ayy
Call me drunk like “how are you” yeah 
And it’d tell you that I’d see you soon ayy
But now I don’t get that
I’m lucky if you text me back
I’m still confused at where I’m at 
We don’t talk but I want you back 

Chorus-
I see you checking out my Instagram stories
Baby I’m cold without you I need you here to warm me 
My friends told me I’d get hurt, they tried to warn me 
I didn’t listen, I thought we’d work, I guess it’s on me 
I see you checking out my Instagram stories
Baby I’m cold without you I need you here to warm me 
My friends told me I’d get hurt, they tried to warn me 
I didn’t listen, I thought we’d work, I guess it’s on me 

Verse 2-

I know we tried to be friends but I ruined that
Cause I said I love you and you told me you don’t love me back 
With time, with time, will you miss me? 
This time, this time, you ain’t miss me.. 
Tell me when you break up with your boyfriend
I’ll be right here when it all ends
I’m no good at being there while we’re dating
I’m too scared to be vulnerable it’s aggravating 
I wanna text but you won’t answer
I never thought I would be this hurt 
I missed my chance, to make this work
It’s not your fault, it always hurts 
I have a willing suspension of disbelief
Because I think if we got together I wouldn’t leave
And just like Adele said I feel I’m “rolling in the deep”
I miss the days when you acted super into me 

Chorus-
I see you checking out my Instagram stories
Baby I’m cold without you I need you here to warm me 
My friends told me I’d get hurt, they tried to warn me 
I didn’t listen, I thought we’d work, I guess it’s on me 
I see you checking out my Instagram stories
Baby I’m cold without you I need you here to warm me 
My friends told me I’d get hurt, they tried to warn me 
I didn’t listen, I thought we’d work, I guess it’s on me

Goblin Kid

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lyrics:
is there really a good time that we could talk about it?
when I bring all this shit up I feel im so dramatic.
am I really the type of guy that u should talk to?
cause i’m kinda selfish
I wish that you would think this through.

look at my goals I’ve already done most of them
I dont know
where the fuck to go from here
I do this for all of you I feel like I’ve known you for years.

took me everything to get here
my complexion is gone I fuckin disappeared
wasting my life and i cant shed a tear
cant look them in the eyes cus im so fuckin insecure

sittin and thinking im buggin im not done with my life.
I got too much shit to do and its bout time I realize
that I can make my way back.
so tell me what the point is.. am I doin the right or is it pointless
dont say I copy shit bruh I fkn worked for this
stress is eatin at my body I fkn hurt for this

(yea it fkn.. yea it fkn hurts)

took me everything to get here
my complexion is gone I fuckin disappeared
wasting my life and i cant shed a tear
cant look them in the eyes cus im so fuckin insecure

dramatic

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dramatic.

produced by hiraeth

remember to wash the socks u came in

And its so obvious
How can you not see me
See me
If I ran away would you need me ?
Played your last messages on repeat
This the last time that you’ll see me

So let me down
Pull me out
Of this hole im in
Baby would you cave it in 
What is happening
I can’t believe I shat again :p!!
Blood is everywhere
Im crawling out of bed again

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

Trying to run from the past
Tell me how hard does it get now
Living to die in a bed
No in-between to forget now
Call me when all of it ends
Im putting a gun to my he’d now

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

newmaker

My discography reflect upon my state of mind
I be thinking bout what I've been writing this whole time
Who am I really fooling when I'm saying that I'm fine?
Listen to my lyrics, learn I'm twisted like some twine
~
Trust me I am trying
I am done relying on these to drugs for peace of mind
They grip me like a vine
I use them when I'm feeling like I lost control of my
Life, this inner strife will strip me right down to the spine
~
Lately ain't been feeling like myself
I just escape at night
Pack another bowl and I just disassociate from life 
Love to medicate my mind
Thoughts that I can't leave behind
Miss when I was younger, God please take me back to simple times
~
Found myself on the ground floor
I've been working on myself and going out more
People come and go but I'm around for life
so I must learn to love what is behind my eyes
Dark and Light you must have both sides
Shine too bright and you might ignite
But if you in the middle and you balance out your mind
Problems will be little for enlightenment you find
~
Lately ain't been feeling like myself
I just escape at night
Pack another bowl and I just disassociate from life 
Love to medicate my mind
Thoughts that I can't leave behind
Miss when I was younger, God please take me back to simple times
~
Just for a minute, Admit it ... I'm wrong
that's why I'm singing this song
I can't find a meaning, pack weed in the bong
haven't been happy for long
you make your purpose, stay committed so your life isn't worthless
At times I feel nervous, But I just remember I'm forged in this furnace
I'm molded by all the heat

Simple Times

not for profit

original:
https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/lock-da-doors-samashi

love y'all, hope u enjoy
thanks for making this song king @sewerperson
shoutout samashi

lock da doors (cover) [samashi]

i was picking something off the vine 
working with what i got if you get it 
bouncing off the walls im in my mind
i can be too much i admit it  
didnt know what to type when i read it
so into the void i let it 
i dont ever wanna stop trying
i dont care if i dont im gon regret it
i been on my own since a lil kid
havent felt at home since a lil kid
everything i wanted i been living it
why the fuck is none of it fulfilling 
i been tryna chase this feeling
all this time and space that its stealing
my life its like if i let you inside 
know it meant the most that you were in it
i was picking something off the vine 
working what i got if you get it 
bouncing off the walls im in my mind
i can be too much i admit it  
didnt know what to type when i read it
so into the void i let it 
i dont ever wanna stop trying
i dont care if i dont im gon regret 
i been on my own since a lil kid
havent felt at home since a lil kid
everything i wanted i been living it
why the fuck is none of it fulfilling

Grapevine (prod. sorrow bringer)

disorders mixed with being disoriented

prod. maxchris x ayoley

lyrics:

if you're in pain reach out to me !!
i'll be there best that i can be
forgot to eat
and i can't sleep
at least with u i learned to breathe
no matter what this earth can throw
my friends and i survived it all
there's unique pain i know you own
you'll someday beat it i hope u know

time won't stop for you
these things won't work how you plan them to
the beat moves slow
and i move slower
people so fake
so i thought i'd be real for a second

oh did i mention
i like making friends but lately most feel like a set up
they'll try to use you any way they can and then they'll dead you
they'll steal your beat insert themselves upon your art in seconds
they'll beg you for an open till you cave so grit your teeth and give a scrap you made a month ago and let them
send a single snippet and they rip it just so they can load it up in fl studio and slap a halfass verse around it
god i wish i was kidding
but feels nice to vent all the shit that i live with
there's two types of friends and i know which is which
yea i've got my ways but i'm not spilling shit

-

if you're in pain reach out to me
i'll be there best that i can be
forgot to eat
and i can't sleep
at least with you i learned to breathe
no matter what this earth can throw
my friends and i survived it all
there's unique pain i know you own
u'll someday beat it i hope u know

time won't stop for you
these things won't work how you plan them to
the beat moves slow
and i move slower
people so fake
so i thought i'd be real for a second
oh did i mention
i like making friends but lately most feel like a set up
they'll try to use you any way they can and then they'll dead you
they'll steal your beat insert themselves upon your art in seconds

hurdles

Wicked game 2.m4a

According to Wikipedia, "The Last Thing On My Mind" is a 1964 song both written and recorded by Tom Paxton.  It has been covered many times.  I did this KaraFun karaoke track rendition at home on 11/14/2025 after first singing it at Champions' Sports Bar and Grill in Richmond KY on 11/12/2025.  Thank you for listening.

disorders mixed with being disoriented

matego ★