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half of my life been apologies
whether it’s earned or not
i know the people that stay in my life are the only ones that i want
man i’m so sick of apologies
the feeling of letting you down
the feeling that i’ll never rest even the day that i lay in the ground
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i’m starting to lose composure
i’m trying to write
but the tears in my eyes
make it harder to see what i’m holding
i’m never sober
not that i wanna be
i never drink i just smoke marijuana tree
i just kill my emotion 

what am i hoping for
maybe an open door
a sign
an answer or something
i’m always fine and then i’m not
i never know when it’s coming
i’m out of touch with my senses
i got mistakes that replay in my mind
filled with anxiety built around time it don’t matter the tenses
it don’t matter the tenses
whether it’s past present or future i see it ending
i feel stupid
talk to my therapist you never cared n shit
i was the one that was there n shit
i never thought i could talk because pointing out flaws always felt like a heresy

half of my life been apologies
whether it’s earned or not
i know the people that stay in my life are the only ones that i want
man i’m so sick of apologies
the feeling of letting you down
the feeling that i’ll never rest even the day that i lay in the ground
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i’m starting to lose composure
i’m trying to write
but the tears in my eyes
make it harder to see what i’m holding
i’m never sober
not that i wanna be
i never drink i just smoke marijuana tree
i just kill my emotion 

when i blow up
when this shit done
imma be myself
not for anyone
but that old me
that you knew way back
well he not the same
now he bout this cash
imma bring it back
only for my fam
if you used to know me
then you just a fan
i don’t give a fuck
this ain’t no luck
i put in the work to get out the mud
i don’t give a fuck what you think
i can’t put my mind to it if i ain’t making bands with it
not too long fore i look at my wrist and diamonds dance with it
i been way too modest now i’m just being honest
pay attention to the profit
and now my new girl a goddess

my new girl a goddess
i feel like i'm dying
i feel like i'm dying

half of my life been apologies
whether it’s earned or not
i know the people that stay in my life are the only ones that i want
man i’m so sick of apologies
the feeling of letting you down
the feeling that i’ll never rest even the day that i lay in the ground
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i’m starting to lose composure
i’m trying to write
but the tears in my eyes
make it harder to see what i’m holding
i’m never sober
not that i wanna be
i never drink i just smoke marijuana tree
i just kill my emotion

apologies (prod. jabarionthebeat x shah x jelly x alek)

with @tnvr555 
please check him out :) he's a great friend of mine that mixes and works on almost all of my songs, insanely talented

// tnvr 
snowfall sweetness, baby you could feel it 
summertime sadnesss, don't need no reason 
waste my time, if it makes you feel so alive 
heads in a panic, man i'm independent 
wait just wait, hold up wait a minute (why?)
not ready for the real world (oh, ok)
it's what you never say 
the facade you think you play
be careful what you wish for cus karma gets you back 

sometimes, you're on my mind
and when you're on my mind, i wanna die 
yeah
sometimes, you're on my mind
and when you're on my mind, i wanna die 

throw your holy water at me 
got some ghosts around the block that wanna see me bleed
i'm not, not who i thought i would be 
but at least i'm not you 
na na na na na 
na na na na na 

// geist 
at least i’m not you 
pulled up on the track and now your tongues glued 
throw holy water at me 
can’t burn my devils you’ll see
now it’s all blue 
scared to leave my house cause well you’re all ghouls 
come on, oh baby let’s bleed 
just pull the trigger on me 

liar, you’re a sinner  
so tired my eyes are hindered 
but i’ll still see you in my dreams
and i’m a fire in the center
burnt out i can’t remember my name 
oh woahhhh oh oh…

// tnvr & geist 
(i can’t go another night without sleeping)

snowfall sweetness, baby you could feel it 
summertime sadnesss, don't need no reason 
waste my time, if it makes you feel so alive 
heads in a panic, man i'm independent 
wait just wait, hold up wait a minute (why?)
not ready for the real world (oh, ok)
it's what you never say 
the facade you think you play 
be careful what you wish for cus karma gets you back 

karma gets you back
karma gets you back

spotify

panic w/ tnvr [prod. tnvr]

i try to find myself by doing things i love
but everytime ppl get involved it fucks me up
and i guess id rather be alone
im much better off right here at home
when ppl call me i dont pick up the phone...

every fuckin night i fall apart
i down another drink
yeah, life is hard
i know, i know, i know...

you know that this pain it never goes away
i guess ill just lay in bed
and try again another day

sip this drink and fall asleep..

idk how to make it right
sit here sippin liquor every night
i dont wanna fight...
and i think that i should just give up
grab all my shit, yeah pack it up 
why would anybody ever want
someone so down on their luck

and if you told me that you wanted me
id know thats a lie 
you just want something
you're just like everbody else
i dont need you, go get some help
i dont trust anyone, cant you tell?

just leave me alone and go to hell
i dont wanna talk
go bother someone else..

i dont wanna hear what you have to say...

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down on my luck [+heydium]

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i want it to rain in the summer

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old wishes

Today (feat. Svar) (Prod. Cløud & Ayoley)

s/o soundcloud.com/boyfifty and soundcloud.com/user-530621763
enjoy :)

lyrics:

oh you think you know it all.. well you dont
you been stressin bout' everything all alone
and your friends do miss you, you jus dont call em up
it seems to them like you just dont give a fuck

therapy's expensive and exercise is pendin
thoughts are goin wild and anxietys expandin
you need everyone to hear you, but cant seem to open up
yeah your confidence is lackin and you couldnt give a fuck

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself

i miss them all
i need someone to catch me before i fall
i need love and composure
something i looked over
i cant even function, i fucked myself over

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself x2

look them in the eyes, bruh
you cant love yourself if you gonna hide and run
from your confidence its killin you inside of us
im tryna help but you fuckin up the life of us

okay maybe im depressed right now
cant leave the room (go out)
i need some rest right now
i don't got time to show out
i cant find a reason for anything
i cant find the motivation that im chasin so desperately.

oh you think you know it all.. well you dont
you been stressin bout' everything all alone
and your friends do miss you, you jus dont call em up
it seems to them like you just dont give a fuck x2

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself

callin' out to myself

callin' out to myself (prod. boyfifty x eeryskies)

in memory of my cat Skittles <3
but take the words as you will.

lyric vid on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bz7r8pkQt3M

lyrics:
when you lose your curiosity
i'll hold on 'til the problem 
nearly hits me in the face
when you need a better place
and i know it's what i'd want
it's the hardest part of love
something you can't help but show 
better than any one of us

you did your best
you did so good
you've earned some rest
you did so good

if a shadow on the wall 
can trick my mind to 
think i saw you
then i'll forget to shut 
the door behind me 
like youll walk through
and I wish i could translate what it
meant those sleepless nights
when you were all I had 
to make anything feel alright

but when you lose your curiosity
ill hold on til the problem 
nearly hits me in the face
when you need a better place
and i know it's what i'd want
it's the hardest part of love
something you can't help but show 
better than any one of us

you did your best
you did so good
you've earned some rest
you did so good
you did your best
you did so good
you've earned some rest
you did so good

So Good

"Latency (feat. Powfu)" Out Now: https://fanlink.to/ltncy

Produced by KULTARGOTBOUNCE & AK

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Latency (feat. Powfu)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFA09rC8RXo

I got high and died today at least that's how it felt
Mixed up way too many things and I felt my heart beat way too fast again
It made you feel so far away and yet you were on my breath
I think last words are overrated I want mine to be your name baby
I tried to make our love feel like the first time again
I like how it started overwhelming gentle seas fuck that you're a tempest
And maybe things just seemed a little better in my head
But the way I smiled on the drive home from your place was definitely real love

Don't go I don't wanna cry
Before someone calls my phone
And I lie and tell 'em I'm fine all the while I always think they know
I'm lost somewhere on the spine
Of a book that you and I wrote
That's fading away with time on the shelf above the fireplace

I got high and died today at least that's what I hoped
But I woke up from a nightmare
Sat up way too fast and it ruined my morning
Traffic on the interstate took a long time getting home
It went faster with you in my passenger seat instead I'm sitting here daydreaming
I wish you tried to make our love feel like the first time again
I like how it started overwhelming gentle seas fuck that you're a tempest
And maybe things just seemed a little better in my head
But the way I smiled on the drive home from your place was definitely real love

Don't go I don't wanna cry
Before someone calls my phone
And I lie and tell 'em I'm fine all the while I always think they know
I'm lost somewhere on the spine
Of a book that you and I wrote
That's fading away with time on the shelf above the fireplace

how it started (p. yunny goldz)

prod. moneo

your blacked out
the liqueurs got you slurring your words
I’m passed out
I need someone to show me some worth
let’s get out
and find a way to never get hurt 
I feel down
but never in a way or a purpose 

what goes around comes back to you
why’d you make a choice u didn’t have to choose
I don’t really care long as you come through
why’d you have to leave me in my room

I’m not gonna cry as long as your okay
why the ball roll we didn’t have to change 
I told your mom that we would stay the same
it’s not your fault I just needed some space

I talked to much 
I know your worth
I felt our sun
the moon was worse
I’ll never run
im dying first
I take these drugs
and ill end up in a hearse

cause you stayed the same everyday we talked
why. im. gone
she wrote everything she lost
your. my. sun.
the moon always feels so god damn wrong
im. so. done.
i still spend my days so fucked up.
thats why im still lost.

your blacked out
the liqueurs got you slurring your words
I’m passed out
I need someone to show me some worth
let’s get out
and find a way to never get hurt 
I feel down
but never in a way or a purpose

you cause issues.

HATING ME IS THE NEW TREND

PROD KADO

You say I'm always projecting 
It's not fucking fair that I make you feel like her 
Sorry I was just protecting 
All my fragile feelings 
Why'd you have to go be just what I thought you were?
I've always had this hunger for somene less than stable
I'm somewhat less than stable
Never seem to learn
Anything I need to 
Every time I see you 
It hurts like hell 

Hey girl wait what's gotten into you?
You tell me I should leave, you don't really want me to 
But that's okay 
There's nothing left to prove 
'Cause I'll go anywhere as long as it's with you 

[Verse 2]
As long as you can calm down 
And tell me what you're feeling 
I don't what you're feeling I can't read minds 
You were talking karma 
And hitting me with trauma 
You'll show me yours if I show you mine
I've always had this anger 
For something that I can't place
Maybe it's the right place at the wrong time 
Every time you like his, 
Pictures like a knife twist
Inward 'til you hit my spine

She said if I had a dollar for every time 
I said I love you first, I'd have like five 
I thought you could change 
I know you've tried 
I wish I could change 
God knows I've tried

Hey girl wait what's gotten into you?
You tell me I should leave, you don't really want me to 
But that's okay
We're onto something new 
'Cause I'll go anywhere to get away from you 
(To get away from you)

Karma

Drifting away from the crash where you left me 
Maybe someone will come and rescue me soon
I saw too many bad movies and shark week 
I know exactly what a great white can do 

Losing my way, it’s way too late for coffee
But I thought you would stay, I’m not really sure why 
Could you explain why no one really sees me?
My grandma says that I’m a pretty neat guy 

Sending my sos 
If no one come for me, maybe it’s for the best 

Drifting away, 
Maybe things are shifting 
So they’ll fall into place 
Or maybe this is it, 
and I’m about to lose everything 
I don’t know how I feel, 
I don’t know how I feel okay?
I don’t know 

Drifting away from the people that love me
Blew off my friends again  don’t even know why 
Cause I wanted to go, but my dog has a problem 
So now we both hate the forth of July 

I’m trying to do my best 
I don’t have much to offer
I’m such a mess 

Drifting away, 
Maybe things are shifting 
So they’ll fall into place 
Or maybe this is it, 
and I’m about to lose everything 
I don’t know how I feel, 
I don’t know how I feel okay? i don’t know

Human

Drift

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NKpuWpUJKxU&ab_channel=ghosthands

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0tmrbF9bl0I3xcZ9vXD9lK?si=38bd76076bf04272

So Good

Mr. Nice Ty

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