hi i made these for college and decided to upload them

hope you enjoy :)

door by caroline polachek (landee)

written, performed, and produced by lucas grant
mixed by callum sheehan
mastered by kiroshi
cover by syd solanke
ORCA 2022 (unto forever!)

lyrics:

When I turned around to look into the backseat of my car
Only shadows took the space of where you are
It's still a shadow all the same
A void that takes up space inside my brain
And the purity, it makes me go insane
Sitting on a New York City train
Not going anywhere, just hiding from the rain

And I walked along the avenues and read between the lines
And I called upon my mom a couple times
Anything "New" is a charade
And there's a part of me that wishes I had stayed
Cause the purity, it makes me go insane
Can never fall asleep cause of the strain
So I look out of my window at the rain

Sleeping in a bed that's not my own
Staying in a house that's not my home
And I'm still clean
And I'm still clean

Ripped the posters from my bedside after sounding the alarm
It's as if all of my actions cause me harm
These are the choices I have made
And I'm fucking sick and tired of the shame
Cause the purity, it makes me go insane
Experiences not matched to a name
Lying down and waiting for the rain

Cause the purity, it makes me go insane
Cause the purity, it makes me go insane

Purity

i dont think im strong enough and i know im lying to myself but i believe it

inspired 100000% by I'm sick by @Drainpuppet

spine of packed ice

https://soundcloud.com/tj12318/chamomile-ft-gulo

chamomile (short acoustic cover)

sample - https://soundcloud.com/karnaboy/my-best-friend?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

DJ F43 - these things cld hurt </3

I got bored n Was just gonna sample a random user upload .  Sorry for terrible mixing i made this in like 5 mintes https://soundcloud.com/user-177606669/noticed-i-cried-user-version

notice i cried (user version) (user version)

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synthpeice

synthpiece

Juliet

Colors of Emotion

This is a dream

blows the wind to-day, and the sun and the rain are flying,

blows the wind on the moors to-day and now,

where about the graves of the martyrs the whaups are crying,

my heart remembers how!

-robert louis stevenson

Purity

mt saint michael

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