OYUTU

genius

Frailty

how to lie

hi, spent some time on this, so thanks to everyone that listens ♥
prod&vocals&mixing by @seaplanes 

lyrics:
i can see the light in your eyes
and i hope i'm right
we may have gone a little too far last night
said you'd never be with someone so new
then, why do i feel so different around you?

with every move that i'm making
i'm so unsure of myself
will you give me a sign sometime?

i never wished that i met you
you know i wish you would call me back
even if you don't feel like that

driving when it's midnight
thought you were my headlights
need to get my mind right
it only took one time
with you in the sunlight
said that you were moving on
i'm waiting for the punchline

i'm moving too fast and i know that
i'm too forward with my feelings, oh well
playing mind games, man, you're painting pastel
why can't i get over you?

LIGHT (demo)

made during anv7

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tyQr6xRjprc
streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/mspo/gums

lyrics:

Tear out my teeth
And see whats underneath 
I promise you wont like me when I 
show you what I’ve seen
Do you remember
When you told me 
To floss the cracks between my bones
I'm so forgetful 
I live so stressful 
And I’m so wrapped up in unknowns
(Ok?)
I got a playlist full of songs 
That I wanna crash my car to 
And when I turn it on 
I can’t help but think about you 
Watchin’ my whole life pass me by through a peep hole
Quit asking me why cuz I don’t know 
How to feel whole
Rip apart the seams inside my skin
Break me down 
And make me whole again
Rip apart the seams inside my skin
Break me down 
And make me whole again
Want it
(No)
 I need it
(Yes)
The lights behind my eyes are bleeding
Forget it
(No)
Remember
(Yes)
It’d be to easy to just surrender 
Melt my soul down into wax
And make it a candle then burn it to ash 
Forget everything that I’ve ever said
I think I'd be better off as
(Dead)

GUMS (video in desc.)

i was gonna make an ep this week but my computer is breaking

I felt shit last night 
Wishing you were dead
That wasn’t what I meant 
But it felt right at the time 
I called it off this time 
The going off the bend 
Don’t wanna talk love 
I’m not impressed 
We can be honest, cause I-
And I don’t have the right 
To act like any part of this was complicated 
I just wanted you to see what’s on my mind
But I’m not the conversation type
And you don’t give a fuck bout what I write 
maybe I should just call it a night 



Cry cry cry
Cause I could never really just talk
And I could never really be honest love 
Cry cry cry
And I just need a little more
Am I not anyone 
Am I not worth being patient for 


for just a little more time

crycrycry

2/3

i thought you said id want that
i bet i didnt wanna speak
i guess i didnt like that
nails past my shoulder digging deep
you pull up now
twisting round the wound you carved in me
you said something
you said something to me 
you said something
whispered to me    

blood on your fur coat, leaking from the wound that you gave me
hearing all your words for nobody
vision blurring i dont feel pain, id fall asleep in your arms again
to your lullaby of hurting

claws

written, performed, and produced by lucas grant
co-produced by callum sheehan and james takateru
mixed and mastered by kiroshi
cover by syd solanke
ORCA 2022 (unto forever!)

lyrics:

It’s just been simple conversation
But I want more
And every single little thing she says 
Makes me adore her

And I'd put 10,000 miles on my car
Or 50 charges on my card
Just for me to be where you are
I wish you didn’t have to be so far
And this feeling is quite bizarre
But I’d like to be where you are
 
And I know it seems so coincidental
I’m just trying hard to not be sentimental
And all I wanted was to pause
And fix the issues I had caused
And understand what you had lost

And those experiences have been rather hard
But they won’t alter my regards
I’d like to be where you are
I wish you didn’t have to be so far
And this feeling is quite bizarre
But I’d like to be where you are

And I'd put 10,000 miles on my car
Or 50 charges on my card
Just for me to be where you are
I wish you didn’t have to be so far
And this feeling is quite bizarre
But I’d like to be where you are

Where You Are

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic
thank you for being here :)


baby i can't fall asleep i think too much about the end
and i think im running out of time ill fall into your skin
fall into your skin
wait for this to end

romanticizing life
you must have lost your mind
all i do is sit inside
i waste my time

but its all my fault
didn't get a job cause ur too comfortable
cutting off some friends its nothin personal
they're just going through some shit you never felt at all
party in the city i forgot my flaws

my visions blurry tonight but im still looking at you
we got too high (high) off our shit and we got slightly amused
i dont feel so sad
baby you don't mean that
i take a look where im at
feelings i gotta combat
and i fall back to you
i fall back to you

something has to change

berdlycore chapter 3

before the story

spark

blows the wind to-day, and the sun and the rain are flying,

blows the wind on the moors to-day and now,

where about the graves of the martyrs the whaups are crying,

my heart remembers how!

-robert louis stevenson

Where You Are

mt saint michael