Close-Knit x Clovehitch x travels - BURNOUT

super-glued to the feeling
that no matter how kind
i will become
how much i wail in regret
it will never ever excuse
my mistakes

when i chat with you i just want to hear you understand
i know my voice was never that pretty
though it might feel like you hold me hostage (all the time)
it might be better this way

oh, i just wanna be held

cant wear myself down for such stupid reasons anymore
youre another me with all the good parts
and mishaps all intact

i want to say it again
my grip isn't something i could fix with something as simple as a sorry

just so terrified of losing everything again 
once i let loose it'll all move apart
like with everyone else whose faces are etched into the back of my eyes
while i stayed nothing but a messed up canvas of their past life

hostage

this is the inside of a purple balloon

all credits to @snowblowerr and @ryanhemsworth

snowblower in newark (user cover)

i need to remove myself
from everything ive said
moving forward from this mess
is harder than i thought 

i took a wrong turn
im worried about my sanity, i don’t think that im alright in the head
u should be concerned
someone call an ambulance before i do something i might regret

i don’t know why i even try
cause it blows up in my face nearly every time
i feel like im fizzling out in the sky
at least ill go out in a blaze in ur eyes
i just wanna fall in the abyss this time

comet

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

written, performed, and produced by lucas grant
co-produced by callum sheehan and james takateru
mixed and mastered by kiroshi
cover by syd solanke
ORCA 2022 (unto forever!)

lyrics:

It’s just been simple conversation
But I want more
And every single little thing she says 
Makes me adore her

And I'd put 10,000 miles on my car
Or 50 charges on my card
Just for me to be where you are
I wish you didn’t have to be so far
And this feeling is quite bizarre
But I’d like to be where you are
 
And I know it seems so coincidental
I’m just trying hard to not be sentimental
And all I wanted was to pause
And fix the issues I had caused
And understand what you had lost

And those experiences have been rather hard
But they won’t alter my regards
I’d like to be where you are
I wish you didn’t have to be so far
And this feeling is quite bizarre
But I’d like to be where you are

And I'd put 10,000 miles on my car
Or 50 charges on my card
Just for me to be where you are
I wish you didn’t have to be so far
And this feeling is quite bizarre
But I’d like to be where you are

Where You Are

i know you hate me

produced by snowgrave (2022-2023)

i know you hate me

#dark #lilpeep #remix #deftones #cherry waves 

CHERRY WAVES - DEFTONES FEAT. LIL PEEP (GXNE BOI REMIX)

Static

CALL_ON_ME

blows the wind to-day, and the sun and the rain are flying,

blows the wind on the moors to-day and now,

where about the graves of the martyrs the whaups are crying,

my heart remembers how!

-robert louis stevenson

Where You Are

mt saint michael