Close-Knit x Clovehitch x travels - BURNOUT

super-glued to the feeling
that no matter how kind
i will become
how much i wail in regret
it will never ever excuse
my mistakes

when i chat with you i just want to hear you understand
i know my voice was never that pretty
though it might feel like you hold me hostage (all the time)
it might be better this way

oh, i just wanna be held

cant wear myself down for such stupid reasons anymore
youre another me with all the good parts
and mishaps all intact

i want to say it again
my grip isn't something i could fix with something as simple as a sorry

just so terrified of losing everything again 
once i let loose it'll all move apart
like with everyone else whose faces are etched into the back of my eyes
while i stayed nothing but a messed up canvas of their past life

hostage

this is the falling out of trying something new
you can call for attention I find its overused
and I’ll try my best to follow you
but its all I know its all that I can do

cause im just so scared of losing my friends its just a time out
and im scared of falling out of what feels safe now
cause im not nearly enough for anyone
and I can try my best but I swear, its never enough 

this passions been waiting too we’ll goo find you we’ll find you we’ll go find you

I swear its enough
I’ve been shot in the gut
if I can’t give you enough
of my body filling up
cause im just running out of luck
and its just falling out of love
cause I can’t give you enough
I can’t give you enough of what I want

grape

this is the inside of a purple balloon

all credits to @snowblowerr and @ryanhemsworth

snowblower in newark (user cover)

written, performed, and produced by lucas grant
co-produced by callum sheehan and james takateru
mixed and mastered by kiroshi
cover by syd solanke
ORCA 2022 (unto forever!)

lyrics:

It’s just been simple conversation
But I want more
And every single little thing she says 
Makes me adore her

And I'd put 10,000 miles on my car
Or 50 charges on my card
Just for me to be where you are
I wish you didn’t have to be so far
And this feeling is quite bizarre
But I’d like to be where you are
 
And I know it seems so coincidental
I’m just trying hard to not be sentimental
And all I wanted was to pause
And fix the issues I had caused
And understand what you had lost

And those experiences have been rather hard
But they won’t alter my regards
I’d like to be where you are
I wish you didn’t have to be so far
And this feeling is quite bizarre
But I’d like to be where you are

And I'd put 10,000 miles on my car
Or 50 charges on my card
Just for me to be where you are
I wish you didn’t have to be so far
And this feeling is quite bizarre
But I’d like to be where you are

Where You Are

i know you hate me

produced by snowgrave (2022-2023)

i know you hate me

woah woah

State 2 state

Is this the end?

EXIST [wave/phonk] (Devilish Trio)

blows the wind to-day, and the sun and the rain are flying,

blows the wind on the moors to-day and now,

where about the graves of the martyrs the whaups are crying,

my heart remembers how!

-robert louis stevenson

Where You Are

mt saint michael