this is the inside of a purple balloon

a little piece on not feeling welcome in your own home

chew the inside
of my mouth 
just to make
the time pass

never tried
to ponder the feelings
of dreaming
on this bed 
made out of so many 
nails

nails

written, performed, and produced by lucas grant
co-produced by callum sheehan and james takateru
mixed and mastered by kiroshi
cover by syd solanke
ORCA 2022 (unto forever!)

lyrics:

It’s just been simple conversation
But I want more
And every single little thing she says 
Makes me adore her

And I'd put 10,000 miles on my car
Or 50 charges on my card
Just for me to be where you are
I wish you didn’t have to be so far
And this feeling is quite bizarre
But I’d like to be where you are
 
And I know it seems so coincidental
I’m just trying hard to not be sentimental
And all I wanted was to pause
And fix the issues I had caused
And understand what you had lost

And those experiences have been rather hard
But they won’t alter my regards
I’d like to be where you are
I wish you didn’t have to be so far
And this feeling is quite bizarre
But I’d like to be where you are

And I'd put 10,000 miles on my car
Or 50 charges on my card
Just for me to be where you are
I wish you didn’t have to be so far
And this feeling is quite bizarre
But I’d like to be where you are

Where You Are

R.I.P Gary, you will be sorely missed 😭😭😭😭😭

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It is with great sadness that we must inform you that the beloved voice chat room known as "Gary" has disappeared without a trace. Despite our best efforts, we have been unable to locate the room or determine the cause of its disappearance.

For those who may be unfamiliar, Gary was a popular hangout spot for many Blisscord users, offering a space for casual conversation and laughter among friends. Its absence has left a hole in our community that we fear may never be filled.

We understand that this news may be difficult to process, and we ask that you please respect the privacy of those who may be affected by this loss. We are working tirelessly to investigate the situation and will keep you updated with any new developments.

In the meantime, let us remember the good times we shared in Gary and honor its memory by continuing to support and uplift one another within our community. Rest in peace, Gary. You will be sorely missed.

R.I.P Gary.

fae jr. - in memoriam gary

cover of https://soundcloud.com/d4niboi/playpretend-w-cherryrizla

daniboi, starsbeforesunrise - playpretend (cover)

woah woah

Renegade Raider - everyone so mean 2 me 💔

come inside

DJMASTERX1 - HUSH -  (FEAT. PYRAMID REMIX)

didnt mean 2

blows the wind to-day, and the sun and the rain are flying,

blows the wind on the moors to-day and now,

where about the graves of the martyrs the whaups are crying,

my heart remembers how!

-robert louis stevenson

Where You Are

mt saint michael