love that the drums on this are like a trap beat

@robstar100
www.instagram.com/realrobstar/
instagram.com/xeneye_

produser: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCo2VAt6iCrkCA1kREwwfhyg

lyrics:
Cuts on my wrist
I don't wanna die in my bed
But I think that I need to
Fucked up off a kiss
That happened many years ago
But I still know that I need you
I got glass in my fist, ash on my drip
Cause it's all my fault I'm without you
I'm crashin' the whip off of a bridge
And into the water, watch me drown too

25 and i'm still stuck
fucked up and out of luck
i can't seem to get up
can somebody please wake me up
 
i'm so afraid right now
i ain't afraid to die
afraid to live my life
i can't seem to be alright

And I feel the rain falls on my head
Ripped jeans and violence
The life that I can't shed
No matter how much I try
And I seem to wake up on the pavement
After falling from the building wasted
And I fucking hate it
Every single time

Cuts on my wrist
I don't wanna die in my bed
But I think that I need to
Fucked up from a kiss
That happened many years ago
But I still know that I need you
I got glass in my fist, ash on my drip
Cause it's all my fault I'm without you
I'm crashin' the whip off of a bridge
And into the water, watch me drown too

xeneye X Robstar - 25 (prod. CapsCtrl)

Cover art by Katie Dean
katiedesigndean at gmail.com

"Sonder
n. the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own—populated with their own ambitions, friends, routines, worries and inherited craziness—an epic story that continues invisibly around you like an anthill sprawling deep underground, with elaborate passageways to thousands of other lives that you’ll never know existed, in which you might appear only once, as an extra sipping coffee in the background, as a blur of traffic passing on the highway, as a lighted window at dusk"

Sonder

Man Upstairs newest track touching on mental health topics and moving forward xo

Next Step

lyrics: 

Grey clouds in the sky
I feel like summer has passed us by
I don't want to make you cry
I cannot let what we have die
You're hard to be with, but so am I
Maybe I just need to get a grip
Before we start to slip away
Cause I look back from yesterday

Isn't tragic isn't it sad, I just wanna go back to that x4

Why is this so hard 
Maybe we weren't from the start
I don't wish for the worst
But sometimes I know that the truth hurts

Isn't tragic isn't it sad, I want to go back to that x4

Isn't it tragic

(CHORUS)
you’ve done me wrong 
you’ve pissed me off 
you’ve gave me hell
you’re all I want 

you’ve done me wrong 
you’ve pissed me off 
you’ve gave me hell
you’re all I want

(HOOK)
I’m in love with your devil 
I’m in love with your devil 
I’m in love with your devil 
you’re all I want
 
(whew)

life 
without you 
would have me
feelin’ so la la la lost 

life 
without you
I don’t even wanna think 
about ‘bout ‘bout

you’re like a ghost 
livin’ my thoughts 
and heart — you haunt 

*DIV/DED* 👏

You're like a stone resting in these sheets-
So cold, out of place, you seem lost.

You let me feel broken and lonely.
With my heart on my sleeve-
Always disregard me.

I feel so broken without you near.
Please stay by me though I don't need you here.

Everytime you say that you need me.
I see right through what you mean.

I just wanted to be your everything, but you always have to fight me the same.

-
you left again after another fight.
something just don’t sit right 
with me tonight.  
you left again after another fight.
so you could spend time 
with another guy.
I wanna trust, but I know fuckin’ you lie.
You see things in a different light.
You make remarks straight out of spite.
I thought it was you and I

You’re supposed to be mine 
I’m supposed to be yours 
‘supposed to be mine 

you’ve done me wrong 
you’ve pissed me off 
you’ve gave me hell
you’re all I want

you’ve done me wrong 
you’ve pissed me off 
you’ve gave me hell
you’re all I want

I’m in love with your devil 
I’m in love with your devil 
I’m in love with your devil 
and I’ll follow you deep down 
into the flames again 

Like I always do
Like I always have 
Cause I’m 
I’m your little demon

In <3 With Your Devil ft. DIV/DED (prod. Tennis Player)

produced by: mercykill (https://soundcloud.com/yungmercykill)
mixed by me
art: https://www.instagram.com/awkwardspacecat/

Strawberry wine now im chillin
She gon pay for the crimes she committed
Yuh, my mind been flippin
Written in the stars, I'mma stick with my decisions

What makes you think, you could be so sweet
Inside I sink, but you diving underneath

Strawberry wine dripping from her chin
Laughing at this evil within
Taking stabs when we leaning in the wind
Imma live my life like this

She has installed herself, in my brain
Watching my mistakes go down the drain
I don’t need to know why she came
She here now even if its late

Strawberry wine now im chillin
She gon pay for the crimes she committed
Yuh, my mind been flippin
Written in the stars, I'mma stick with my decisions

strawberry (prod. mercykill)

Cruel

Cruel (Prod. Caspr)

im not the one

im not the one (feat.)

Hexyl + RipCavallo team up to bring you the most unique and creative project of 2020
2 junkies save the rap game thank me later.

Dopesick :/

produced by https://soundcloud.com/littlelaneon

i miss live shows 
i played this at shows and thought it was time to release it

letyougo (prod. 𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊 𝖑𝖆𝖓𝖊)

give it all  ft. @deathzionn
produced by useless @user-702260137

nether

Isn't it tragic

do not disturb

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