Damn, this song came on as me and my friends stopped talking

creativeness badge goes to you... would love to hear a  creepy spin on it

when even the depression is jollier than you 🗣️🗣️💔💔 (this is a joke im a dumbass)

Track 5 of "Mic Check, Please!", a "Check, Please!" inspired EP!

Fun fact: this was one of the last songs I wrote for this project! I realized I needed more songs from Bitty’s perspective to even it out, so I basically went “I want a song titled ‘this boy’” and just kinda let that idea take me wherever it wanted to go while writing

Song art by https://karin848.tumblr.com/ 
 Mixing/backing vocals by https://soundcloud.com/alecferris  
Read the comic this was inspired by here!: www.checkpleasecomic.com/comic/01-01-01

Mic Check, Please!

this boy

mawce - everybody's worried about owen

Gut Punch/Don't Meet Your Idols

Stream wherever you want: https://linktr.ee/madilynmei

written and composed by madilyn mei
artwork by hunter waldera
produced by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson

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Lyrics:
so i saw a blue haired boy
crossin the road the other day
i didnt say much of anything
he said he liked my hair,
bleached but slightly green

i replayed the whole thing
over and over and over and
over and over and over and
each time remembered it differently

had i made a whole conversation up in my head?
over the things i could’ve done or i could’ve said
guess it makes sense when a poet
doesn’t know it in the moment
but writes a banger down on paper
some time later
see, i know what to say, just not in the moment

hey, blue haired boy,
please come back my way
i finally know what to say to you ;)

i like your boots but your laces are coming loose
hope you didn’t trip since i didn’t warn you

you’ve probably already forgotten about me and my hair thats blonde and bleached but slightly green

you’ve probably already forgotten about me and my hair thats blonde and bleached but slightly green

Blue Haired Boy

LYRICS: 

It can get hard sometimes
Maybe that's just the way i am
(Overthinking)

Wondering if you'll change
How do I know you won't just leave
(Slowly sinking)

Maybe (maybe)
Love ain't (love ain't)
Somethin (somethin)
That you can control
Maybe (maybe]
You're not (you're not)
Someone (someone)
That I'll always know

It's crazy that you care
Crazy that we ever lasted this long
It's crazy that we met
Crazy that we ever fell in love 

And you say
That you can't make me
Trust in a future with you

And it's alright
I've accepted that 
I won't ever have
the strength to believe 
And it's alright
I'd rather let go
Than take a leap of faith
Cuz

It's crazy that you care
Crazy that we ever lasted this long
It's crazy that we met
Crazy that we ever fell in love 

I don't want to believe 
That you can let me go, go
But what I think I perceive
Is stronger than having hope

Hate how I
Get caught up
In all these
fantasies
Of how you
Break my heart
And leave me 
In pieces 
Seeing you
Leaving me
Evokes the
Sweetest pain
Discover
My triggers
And hit replay
Again

I'm just x3
Overthinking
I'm just x3
Torturing myself
I'm just x3
Overthinking
I'm just x3 
Hurting myself
Overthinking...

I would give up my life for you
but I won't choose myself

Overthinking (demo)

putting a spin on listen before i go

putting a spin on songs

putting a spin on sweater weather

wish you were gay

Not mine https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1wBEC-M9Shs just couldn't find it on SoundCloud

Sorry Haha I Fell Asleep- Egg

What Could Be Better

She Wants Me (To Be Loved)

kiss her u fool.
u can find more gay tunez on ratwyfe.bandcamp.com !

why didn't i kiss her? (the useless lesbian song)

i just like music idk

youtube: mylifeisayolk
ig: @april.twentieth
tiktok: @april.twentieth

putting a spin on listen before i go

egg

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