OUTA 52 DEMOS

this song was a journey. it kinda makes me sad that its being released bc it meant a lot to me. 

demo number 16/52 - '10 days late!'

produced and written by me

an electric guitar part by stephen 

lyrics

hope it’s okay 
that it’s 10 days late 
no matter it’s special 
i’m finding the levels 
i will revel 
with you in my 

days with you
i don’t deserve all your time
oh how we have grown 
since us at the table 
exchanging our phones (and trends)  
with you i am so stable 

remember the time (when)
we met in the middle 
ill never forget 
the excitement 

but unlike then 
i’m struggling 
in this recession 
i 


don’t have alot of money 
ill try be super funny 
you to me is everything
and that’s what i want for you not me


i’m sad hear me out please 
i wanna buy cool expensive things
the ones that are so fancy 
bouquets so big one day ill be

oh so rich for u 
and you’ll see
ill buy the world 
the charge is free

forever plus one 
with you my girl 
ill buy the world 
that you deserve 

we’ll travel around 
explore the different towns 
i was lost then i found 
direction 

in you i love your sound 
your laugh and voice it’s bound 
that you’re my queen and crowned 
perfection

but right now shit
im strugglin 
in this recession 
i

don’t have alot of money 
ill try be super funny 
you to me is everything
and that’s i want for you not me

i’m sad  hear me out please 
i wanna buy cool expensive things
the ones that are so fancy 
bouquets so big one day ill be

enough to show
i dont like to be unreliable
id have to show you 
Our future, ill show you
My actions, ill show you
Wondering how im gonna prove it all to you
My actions ill show you

But right now shit
Im struggling 
In this recession 
i

don’t have alot of money 
ill try be super funny 
you to me is everything
and that’s i want for you not me

i’m sad  hear me out please 
i wanna buy cool expensive things
the ones that are so fancy 
bouquets so big one day ill be

so rich for u 
and you’ll see
ill buy the world 
the charge is free

forever plus one 
with you my girl 
ill buy the world 
that you deserve

thank you for listening <3

10 days late!

DEMO 18 OUTA 52 🏠

this song is about many things about home. how im dealing with it, how I viewed it whilst growing up, and what I think about when I reminisce about home

I learned about bus's whilst making this one. a pivotal moment in time. 



lyrics :

[verse 1]
Less to talk about 
and
Less to relate upon 
Its not an endless fountain
that shit will dry away on 
To quote in quote out “the better things and to all the new faces”
That shit is only better if were in same places

[prechorus]
All my life 
I was searchin
For any reasons to go  
they’re excuses
 
[chorus]
i swear i’m not masochist 
but i think about the pain 
and all those times 
i’ve mastered it
i made through today  

[postchorus]
How come
Youre stressed
you made it there 
Have fun
Its best
Youre really there

[verse 2]
less to runaway from
realities upon us
even in the stories fiction 
I buy books just to pile on 
Just for looks and the vacation and all the 
same people
That shit can only be worse if were stayin static “were stuck in the same place” cuz all 

[prechorus]
All my life 
I was searchin
For any reasons to go  
they’re excuses
 
[chorus]
i swear i’m not masochist 
but i think about the pain 
and all those times 
i’ve mastered it
i made through today  

[postchorus]
How come
Youre stressed
you made it there 
Have fun
Its best
Youre really there

thank you for listening <3 

onto the next!

HOME

19/52 :)

[VERSE 1]

Hit my head its ironic cuz im not tall not a long fall 
Best believe im full of shit cuz Im not different from you all 

Guess I got a choking kink
cuz internet got me in a choke hold

I am not excited for trash pics 
Cuz That is garbage ill throw out in a bit

I dont like chores 

But its effortless

Choose you dont have a choice   

You cannot just quit. 

Minecraft with the boys

I need some iron nic

Hehe get it? Cuz nevermind

My jokes corny when I think about it

everyone thinks im funny I doubt it   

They laughin at my awkward typa way 

What if that’s me 

You should do that bit boy every day 

What if that’s me

[CHORUS 1]

Confidence followed by insecurities 

Ill embarrass myself just to cringe and please

No one knows what I think of maturity

In the end my heads  the one thats hurting me 

[VERSE 2]

You might think its a coincidence but its ironic 

You should google it

I learned about it when I went to school

Learned thing or two 

Bits and that. 

And that was about it

scored a medal of rides from home and school 
  
Never to fill a tank im sorry to the ones who did that you are cool 

one day take your car 

fill it up 

to the brim 

Im glad for the friendship 

phone randomly always showin past featured pics 

[CHORUS 2]
  
Confidence followed by insecurities 

Ill embarrass myself just to cringe and please

No one knows what I think of maturity

In the end my heads  the one thats hurting me 

[OUTRO]

Confident im insecure
  
Dont have the feet for a pedicure 

No one knows what I think of maturity

In the end my heads  the one thats hurting me  


Confident im insecure
  
Dont have the feet for a pedicure 

No one knows what I think of maturity

In the end my heads  the one thats hurting me  


thank you for listening <3 it has been a while and ive missed it. onto the next - 20/52: my 5 cents

ironic

20/52 :)

written and produced by me

lyrics:

verse 1

Ill be there for you
When you hurt and I heal
Its mended right around your neck 
Fragile pink and steal  

our love
Every day love 
Right above your O N shirt
Its all your heart that I feel

chorus 1

I feel ive been there before
I see your point of view
I hear your brightest or 
The darkest parts of you

I copy taste your thoughts all on  
im not letting go 
I smell makes me hold on
And im not letting go

verse 2

I hope you see through my lens in  
For you throw my only 5 cents in 
Im Second to last like why?
I emptied pockets and I 
I dont have a lot on me, 
My pennys are all I got
think outloud my thoughts with you 
My pennys are all my thoughts 

they are numb
but with you I feel ive I feel I’ve
Ive been there too I feel ive I feel I’ve

chorus 2

I feel ive been there before
I see your point of view
I hear your brightest or 
The darkest parts of you

I copy taste your thoughts all on  
im not letting go 
I smell makes me hold on
And im not letting go

bridge

maaaan
why would I be by myself girl 
it is a riddle im solving the sentence
shit bruh
I dont know who that I tell
you is always there when I thrown my 5 cents in 

chorus 3

I feel ive been there before
I see your point of view
I hear your brightest or 
The darkest parts of you

I copy taste your thoughts all on  
im not letting go 
I smell makes me hold on
And im not letting go

my 5ive sens

written, produced, and arranged by jolo

DEMO 21 OUTA 52

lyrics:

Saw a line of birds
Above me without care
Didn’t need the words
Sign of the times 
Its spoken to you there

Is it a sign or is it a bird?
Lets just ask
How long were u there?
Chase your desires 
the fact its not me
Its not very
Fair to me just ask 
How long were u there for me honestly 
Its not very fair

Saw a detailed bird 
Thought it would be different
Wasn’t from the rest 
Sign of the times
The past and the current

Is it a sign or is it a bird?
Lets just ask
How long were u there?
Chase your desires 
the fact its not me
Its not very
Fair to me just ask 
How long were u there for me honestly 
Its not very fair

Its just a normal occasion for you
If it was formal
Still can fancy time for two 
Im down for the ride
Dont consider my time
Its familiar 
Follow the signs
Its been happening 
2008
In the moment so confused
Closure woulda been great
Now I got it
Dropped the keys
And she wasn’t afraid 
Had to leave just to party
Had to split up my bases
And it was kinda cool cuz two house didn’t feel fair
Advantage was my mindset but trauma still is buried there

Is it a sign or is it a bird?
Lets just ask
How long were u there?
Chase your desires 
the fact its not me
Its not very
Fair to me just ask 
How long were u there for me honestly 
Its not very fair

Is it a sign or is it a bird?
Chase your desires 
the fact its not me
Not me

dis one is bit vulnerable but how else are u supposed to express yourself?

thank you for listening, love u guys <3

birds

demo 22/52 - phenomenon

written and produced by: Jolo
lead guitar: Clay Kauffman
piano: Jack Wickstrom
background vocals: Nathan Bledsoe and Stephen DeWitt

thank you for listening <3

Lyrics:

[VERSE1]
Youre not important (you’re not very important)
Its not so easy (its not so easy)
No need to force it (No need to push it you’ll just force it)
Jus watching replays 
replays

[PRE1]
A different person 
You been on and on
On the search of the next version 
phenomenon 
I bet its worth it 
Cuz youve been gone so long 
Lets find the fun with overalls that are 
finely wrong 

[CHORUS1]
Off the trail
Givin em hell 
Im just as well 
As you can tell
You can just tell me 
Please hold me
Please hold me
You told me
You’d hold me 
Please hold me
Please hold me
You told me
You’d hold me 

[VERSE2]
Just hold your horses
Its not so easy 
You need to store shit 
No watching replays 
No replays 

[BRIDGE]
If you trip if you fall
Youre the one who will hold him
If you trip if you fall
Youre the one who will hold him
If you trip if you fall
Youre the one who will hold him
If you trip if you fall
Youre the one who will hold him

[PRE2]
A different person 
You been on and on
On the search of the next version 
phenomenon 
I bet its worth it 
Cuz youve been gone so long 
Lets find the fun with overalls that are 
finally wrong

[CHORUS2]
Off the trail
Givin em hell 
Im just as well 
As you can tell
You can just tell me 
Please hold me
Please hold me
You told me
You’d hold me 
Please hold me
Please hold me
You told me
You’d hold me 
Please hold me
Please hold me
You told me
You’d hold me 

was way too precious at the end. I just wanted it to be perfect. still not exactly where I want it to be but it still bangs. onto the next

phenomenon

all songs written, produced, and arranged by jolo

i've challenged myself to create 52 demos.

i have made 22 of those demos so far. 

at the end of this journey, i hope to choose a collection of demos, redo them, and release them on all platforms. 

for now 
23/52 - out soon