Something To Hold | Tot. & Myrh

She is in the Battle in the Thick of it and That's Where She is

Love Songs for Myrh Vol. 9 "Window"

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Great Conjunctions

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This is an older track that I forgot but while doing some kind of spring cleaning….so to speak in my external hard drives, came across this one. I asked Arkestar if he would consider adding his awesome vocals to it and he said yes. Very happy about that as I really love his voice and his work.
Anyway, this is about moving on in life, letting the past, your old life behind, moving towards something new, something better. I thought this was the perfect time to post this track, as in today’s uncertainty, not really knowing what’s going on, I’d rather choose optimism as anything is possible. Enjoy a bit of hope and happiness. Love to all. Copyright protected ©
Produced by Nathalie B20
Male vocals & Lyrics: Arkestar
Female vocals & lyrics: Nathalie B20

Metamorphosis Ft. Arkestar ©

Turn UP much better with the volume up 90 bpm
Verse 1
Back in the flow feeling Revitalized 
Karma will get you now you equalized
You gonna relate to this pain hypnotized
Took a break for some years self analyzed 
Emerge from the cave into the Skies
Reachin new highs but I’m sidewise 
Fell off the mountain back on the climb 
Got those vibrations so I can stabilize 
Enter the psyche an leave you mesmerized
Not from this world wont be categorized
Even in dark times Ima still shinee 
Bioluminescence the light that you’ll find 
Verse 2
Sensing my habitat can be so draining 
Every drip drop when clouds are raining 
It all lead to this yeah I was in training 
Boxes of lyrics lookin so ancient 
Ink is faded the words disintegrated 
Re-invented re-imagined newly cultivated
Apocalyptic world forced to be isolated 
This notebook is an explosive get detonated 
Don’t wanna have to leave you mutilated 
Slice ya bias like a loaf of bread serrated 
Sleepin on me still highly underestimated
Virus in the air need to get inoculated 
Out of the red zone relief extricated 
Shootin hoops again was invigorating
Controlled by aliens this life feels simulated 
Contact with other galaxies much awaited

Emerge

Music & arrangements, vocal melody & lyrics, mix and records
by Uknown Moan
Vocal performance
by Fish
Remix, Mastering
by Detelin Yosifov

Lyrics:
I have tried so many ways
To navigate this fall
Get dragged through the open waves
Before you can stand tall

Take a breath, grab what you can
Wide eyes but still can't understand
There's gotta be another way
Out of this mess that I'm in

Getting lost down the river
Heart on my sleeve, I still shiver
Take me away from it all
Save me from this waterfall

One day maybe I can see
Through the forest trees
What might lay in the shadows
Has their eyes on me

There's gotta be another way
Out of this mess that I'm in

Getting lost down the river
Heart on my sleeve, I still shiver
Take me away from it all
Save me from this waterfall

Getting lost down the river
Hold onto me, I still shiver
Before this life takes it's toll
Save me from this waterfall

We can make, we can make, we can make it out
Navigate, navigate, 'cause we have to go
We can make, we can make, we can make it out
The ocean opens up we made it home
We make it to new horizons
Life with no more surprises

Getting lost down the river
Heart on my sleeve, I still shiver
Take me away from it all
Save me from this waterfall

Getting lost down the river
Hold onto me, I still shiver
Before this life takes it's toll
Save me from this waterfall

Waterfall

composition by Tot. @tot-beat @user-288513022
lyrics vocals and artwork by Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

IN THE MOMENTS
I’ll always want you babe
i’ll always want you here
in the moment

in the moments i’ll always want you
and let them hold us
hold us
oh the wonders!
let the moments hold us
caress the shades between the black and white
colours and shapes of every hue
holding on in tone

lately I’ve been missing you
moments hold us
moments hold us
hold us
and let go
hold us
hold us

I live in the moment
we live in  the moment
the moment
i’ll always want you in the moments
let them hold us

Tot. & Myrh | In The Moments

AMBROSIA COAST

Driving down the coast road
Looking for Ingrid’s hat
It doesn’t matter if we find the beach or not 
With it raining like that

Checking the important ones
Went out before midnight
I’d like to think we could be either in or out
To hit the waves like that

Oh can we do it?
Oh can we do it tonight?
Oh can we do it?
Can we do it tonight?

They came in in inflatables
But they weren’t looking for Ingrid’s hat
We spent some money dressing up the corpse
No-one had learned a move like that

Checking the important ones
Went out before midnight
I’d like to think we could be either in or out
To hit the waves like that

Oh can we do it?
Can we do it tonight?
Oh can we do it?
Can we do it tonight?

But we don’t wanna see where the birdie goes

Give me emotion (bow-wow-wow)
Lend me the potion (bow-wow-wow)
Rub me in lotion (bow-wow-wow)
Give me the motion (bow-wow-wow)
We need ambrosia
Because it’s cosier
Feed the gods with that bowl 
Feed the gods with that bowl, there...

Driving down the coast road 
Looking for Ingrid’s hat
It doesn’t matter if we find the beach or not 
With it raining like that

Checking the important ones
Went out before midnight
I’d like to think we could be either in or out
To hit the waves like that

Oh can we do it?
But can we do it tonight? (bow-wow-wow)
Oh can we do it?
Can we do it tonight? 
Bow-wow-wow

© Phil McWalter Sept 2019

The Drums @rick-4-1
The Other Stuff @phil-mcwalter

Ingrid's Hat

Ambrosia Coast

Electronic Music with E-guitar and vocals 
I was wondering to myself, why I occasionally feel down, something I could not quite put my finger on...and also how I manage or try to hide these feelings. or think that I am hiding them :) 
luckily I am optimistic and these phases pass by quickly, not always the case for everyone, just an idea for a song! 
Art work an old water colour painting of mine

It Will Be Okay

Hey hey Team! Back on with this 164 Bpm track.
Hardstyle vibes and twists. Video coming also.
Stay locked. Thanks 4 listening, supporting.
Samples from Evil dead 1 and other horrors.
Much more coming... Stay UUUP!! 1Love!
Uploaded on 17/11/2021.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bOCF2R9ZEnk

Kill us

The life you are stealing from us..............

La vita che ci state rubando............

Sad Christmas  🌲

Production & artwork by Tot. @tot-beat
Lyrics & vocals by Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

FARAWAY CALL
_______________________
I wanna break it in two
For you now

I wanna break it down

Crush like they fall
Crush like they fall

Iamma break it down

I do not have
The favour of algorithm
I am still
Break it down
I am still

Exchange, I want you to hear my faraway call

I’m loving it!

I want you to hear my faraway call
Exchange! Lovin it!
I want you to hear my faraway call

They rock the stone
They rock the stone
I am still like that stone

Crush like they fall
Those waves of ocean
They rock the stone

I crush like they fall
I break without a flinch

Well I wanna make it into
I wanna break in two
For you now

I am still like stone
Iamma break it to you
Iamma break it down
Break it down
Break it down

I crush like their fall
I break without a flinch
I am still like that stone

There’s an old sign above -
Thunderous waves of ocean -
There’s an old sign above
It says you better watch where you stand - Rock the Stone!
You better know where you go
I’m lovin it
And it stains in your palm
Those waves of ocean
Hitting on another shaking hand
Tell them
It’s just moving on

Far Away Call > Myrh&Tot.

Celestial Oblivion (Prod. Logic Levls & PACMAN)

Production & Mix @logiclevls
Production @pacman-mic-mastery
Cover art @time2cclear

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We appreciate you listening!!!

Celestial Oblivion (Prod. Logic Levls & PACMAN)

We are very happy to introduce BAD PILÖT & Moon Dust first collab track The Grid.
BAD PILÖT is from Paris, France. https://soundcloud.com/badbadpilot
Mixed by Clive Martin
 
Here is links their sites

https://www.bad-pilot.com
https://badpilot.bandcamp.com
https://www.facebook.com/pilot00/

Lyrics
THE GRID
fancying,
in the moon light,
their faces,
All their hands taking my arm
I feel the ghost of their fears come to me and take from me the secret get real by connecting with me
...
they call me at night
and their sighs had me trapped On me fainting
My foot do not touch the ground
I feel like i can fly
tonight tonight (right now so high) I feel like i have gone
through time
with them
....
fancying
in the moon light
when the dreams come true
All those hands taking my arms to go there / with them
I feel a couple of things come to me, and want from me an answer get real by connecting with me
is what they need to know
...
they call me at night
and their sighs had me trapped On me fainting
My foot do not touch the ground i feel like i’m on drugs
tonight tonight
I feel like i have gone
through times
with them
...
On the grid , do you know ? On the grid , do you know ?

The Grid

THE GRID - BAD PILOT & MOON DUST

Excerpt from 22:12 length single track: "Cementerio Central Bogotá" (2019)*music by Sábila Orbe. *vocals by Mist Spectra.
 Listen/ Free download full track from 3 alternative links:
- https://archive.org/details/cementerio-bogota-single
- https://humanfobia-official.bandcamp.com/track/cementerio-central-bogot-single-2019
- https://hearthis.at/humanfobia/01-cementerio-central-bogot/

Humanfobia - Cementerio Central Bogotá (Excerpt)

music . Tot. @tot-beat
lyrics, vocals, their arrangement/mix and artwork . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

I have put this poem to a few songs in the past; here there is a variation of the original lyrics.
MULTITUDES
words, words, words

One step two your door, falling on -
three four, can’t go wrong…
take all my words

five six its everyday licks, every day, everyday licks, its every day
form to your eyes, form to your eyes

to your door…. oh baby, they say its just another day (can’t go wrong)
its nothing I could ever hold

Every day, everyday
Babe its not just another day
I want it - to your eyes - something to hold - form to your eyes
something to hold

multitudes you know
one step to your door

three four i can’t -
it’s just another day i’m told
another day i’m told
nothing I could - form to your eyes

I’m multitudes you know
and they say its just another day, another day, just another day,
but i want it, nothing i could ever hold, want it, nothing i could ever hold, want it, I want it, but I want it… its not just another day

Something to hold.

Something to Hold - Tot. | Myrh

music . Tot. @tot-beat
lyrics, vocal performance+production, cover art & design . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

lyrics include my poem (also sung into the beginning of this incredible piece with @wust https://soundcloud.com/wust/ill-never-leave-myrh-wust)
Resting At Your Chest https://ello.co/myrh/post/k9hc7puyurlbqodcj44jpg
--------------------------------
I, too, felt earth's core resting at your chest
and all the pieces of the universal story etched along your spine

you told me strange truths
which i then melted back into your soul

you shuddered when i came
and I miss the time of us

when you rang the bell
where we made the sky so wide and blue

So Wide & Blue - Tot. | Myrh

Unknown album (9/7/2020 11:10:29 AM)

Ocean Rock The Stone

All words&vocals - Myrh,              Beat&Edit-Tot.
If you don't know her, click here https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum
and AML another version here  https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum/sets/tot-myrh

Good morning!!! Good night!!!
Thank U~~so~~much!!!!

AML - ft. Myrh

A Mystery(Myrh,Tot.)

Words&All Vocals-Myrh  ,   Beat&Others-Tot.

Wonderful Cool Super Woman Myrh!!!!  She is here
https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum
Art work-Mimi

A Mystery- Myrh&Tot.

maravilhosa colaboração com minha grande irmã @myrhyum
em seu vocal docemente arrebatador, fiz o instrumental em lofi style. calm flow <3 dreams on

Happy 2021
Peace, Love and Nature

We Are Moving ft. Myrh

last track for the year 2020,
#industrial, #noise, #korgvolca, #theremin

you already know-staring into the abyss-your eyes staring back

MZRPKLPS - Indagine

music . PrimaLoop @primaloop
Instrumental here: https://soundcloud.com/primaloop/sinicuichi
lyrics, vocals,& their mix including bird calls* . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh
*https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RHnzqKfxSQw
artwork by afloe_art

a rhyme i've made a while back, weaved into this piece by Jenny Jumble as well:
https://soundcloud.com/jumblemyrh/they-find-the-ones

sung again as acapella and found a home here with Sinicuichi
(lyrics are not complete in this version)

THE ONES THAT WE LOVE
_________________
Jhoom Jhoom 
Jhoom Jhoom

We don't know which way to go
but we find the one's that we love!

oh i don't know why oh why
but i'm alive alive!
I find the ones!

Jhoom Jhoom
Jhoom Jhoom

The Ones That We Love | Myrh & PrimaLoop

Composed, arranged, performed, and produced by
Carlos Vivanco
https://youtu.be/OVWPHZ_hdaM

Memories

Sombras Del Olvido

What a joy it is to live in this modern world where one can reach part way around the globe to collaborate with a fellow musician whose work you admire. I've admired Dag Olav Hermundstad's music from the first time I listened. His music often calls one of my favorite albums to mind "Nilsson Sings Newman". The same sharp songwriting and wit combined with an unfailing pop sense. Although in Dag's case he contributes both. I'm sure most of you are well aware of Dag's music but let me recommend this personal favorite https://soundcloud.com/dag-olav-hermundstad/15-minutes-would-also-do

I Will Follow You (featuring Dag Olav Hermundstad)

Rock N Roll(Cover)

music . @dariusz-jackowski-1
instrumental here: https://soundcloud.com/dariusz-jackowski-1/black-tot-day
lyrics, vocals, their mix & cover design . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

BRIDGING AXIS
______________
bridging
bridging

bridging axis 
the axis

yeah

they know, they know, they know
even more

they know they know
they - even more

coordinating

ordinary
viewpoints

bridging
axis

yeah

yes

how?!

feel The Say

coordinating
yes

oh awe wah
oh wah

say!

oh gawd
oh me

they know
they know

they know
they know

they know they know
even more
they know they know
they - even more

complex
mediums

they know they know
even more

complex
relationships

they know they know
yeah they know
ah they know they say

they know
they know

Civil disobedience

Bridging Axis | Dariusz Jackowski & Myrh

music . Tot. @user-288513022 & @tot-beat
instrumental is here: https://soundcloud.com/user-288513022/sweet-volt
lyrics, vocals & their mix, cover design . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

WORKIN OVERTIME
sittin’ on a barrel that was hard to find
and i’d been working overtime

sitting on a barrel - i see people holding hands…

hard to find… it was hard to find
- holding holding holding
it was hard to…

oh, hard to find - i miss you

all i want - working - i miss you so
i miss you so

sittin on a barrel that was hard to find
and i’d been working overtime
working working working

tapping tip tap your wheels and barrels
i miss you
working
i miss you
tip tapping your wheels
tip tap tip tapping on your wheels and barrels
on your wheels and barrels


tip tapping tip tapping
hey! hey!
tap in! tap in! i miss you i miss you i miss you

Workin Overtime | Tot. & Myrh

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Nobody Else

Single

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A recent astronomical event was, quite obviously, at the root of this odd musical piece. I accidentally came across a few posts on the social networks conveying a certain degree of confidence in this astrological occurrence, but I honestly couldn't afford to share their flaunted optimism. I couldn't recall any idyllic connection between Jupiter and Saturn, so I thought that a recording of an acapella singing performed by my wife about 10 years ago might have best fit my initial sonic atmosphere. It was an improvised sung rendition of an Arabic poem composed by Said Bin Ahmad al-Busaidi (d. 1803, feel free to check https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Said_bin_Ahmad for a short bio) that seems to have been used as lyrics by several modern Middle Eastern artists. I thought of it as a suitable fictional outlet for a broken hearted Saturn.
On the other hand, my everyday life subsequently offered me a chance to observe this "great" conjunction from a socio-political perspective in the country where I'm living in. I had the opportunity to take a field audio recording of a riot that took place not so far from my home in mid-January (feel free to check https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dI90RFsEF4 for a short account of the current situation), and I thought that it would perfectly give expression both to the disappointment of local people against those who have been managing political power since the so-called Arab Spring in 2011 and to the sympathetic, balanced reaction shown by law enforcement and the government itself. In order to sound politically correct, I thought it was appropriate to give voice to the establishment as well, to "Jupiter" if you like, so I googled around and found an awesome video (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpJVq78A4Y0) starring the guy who's been behind the scenes of this brilliant democratic experience in Northern Africa during the last 10 years. I extrapolated a few audio samples from his declarations and used them in the first sequence of this piece.
I finally added a few instrumental and vocal parts, then I processed all of the audio recordings through a heavy, meticulous sound design work. Hope you'll appreciate the result.
EDIT: One year after its original release, I created a video for this track… You might like to check it out at https://youtu.be/0c9fyvCDqiU

Aroussia Riahi : vocals
Teth Sin : bağlama, bass guitar, samplers, background vocals, field recordings, sound design, vocal arrangement/mix

Original composition, arrangement, mix, mastering & cover artwork design by Teth Sin

LYRICS (a partial rework of Said Bin Ahmad al-Busaidi's "Ya Man Hawah" ; sadly this text field doesn't seem to properly support RTL scripts, but I guess most of the listeners will only read the English translation I provided below):

JUPITER:

We try to avoid any sort of exclusion.
We opt for the dialogue... Consensus.
We faced many problems.
All our policies are based on the notion of consensus.
I don't deal with "if", I deal with reality.
We try to go to the consensus.
There isn't any paradox.
To avoid any sort of extremism, democracy is the solution.
We need international cooperation, regime cooperation, development, democracy, dialogue, consensus... Consensus.

SATURN:

يا من هواه
أعزه وأذلنـــي
كيف السبيل إلى وصالـــــك دلني
أنت الذي حلفتني
حلفتني وحلفت لي
وحلفت أنك لا تخون وخنتني
فلأدعين عليك في غسق الدجى
يـبـلـيـك ربي كـمــا أبلـيـتـنــي

Oh you who love
Oh you who passionately love
May you be cherished and may I be humbled
Show me how shall I ever find the way to get back to you
It was you who made me swear, and you swore to me
You swore you weren't going to betray me, but you cheated on me
So I'll pray against you in the dark of the night
May the Lord afflict you just like you afflicted me

The Great Conjunction

source: https://soundcloud.com/gaspardcanine/sugar-bear-slices

Relish

S05E04 - Tell Me

"Secret Dream" electronic music and vocals ,
I was thinking about dreams and how they can suddenly come back to you during the day, sometimes in just a glimmer.
art work: two drawings of mine merged in photoshop

Secret Dream

Lillithe: Arrangement, Mix and Production
Vocal : www.Ghosthack.de
Lyrics:
Too many times
Did i sit here and cry
After  the lies
Can we say our goodbyes
Why are you playin
I'm tired of saying
You took it all
When you walked out on me
You're from the city
I'm from the sticks
You were so pretty
But you made love a bitch
Just go 
Take it all with you
Moonlight 
On the morning dew
I'm so sick and tired 
Of messin around
Of mucking it up
Every time that i'm down
I’m so sick and tired 
Of running away
I must be in love
Won’t you just stay

So Sick and Tired Messing Around (Mastering Paploviante)

can it be?
is it time?
I've been waiting for it all my life.
well you see,
my design
to conjure from inside of my mind
and to you
is for all
even if you don't listen at all
let it be,
you'll be fine
I only want to blow your mind.

we are free,
we are strong
we manifest the world we think we belong
we destroy,
we create,
we laugh at love and trade it for hate.
we can change,
we can try
to light the way from somewhere inside
with our hearts
with our souls
remember we are part of the whole.

All instruments by Darren Douglas Danahy ©2021 Landing Pad Music
Produced by Russ Sinfield for Chaos Cookhouse

You'll Be Fine

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You'll Be Fine - D. D. Danahy

the empty shells surrounding the deep love
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taRka: a process, a place
a collaborative project
by Myrh : Mariam Zohra D
poetry/song/visual arts
@myrhyum @myrhyummy @tariqa-kali
> https://tarka1.bandcamp.com/
> https://mariam-zohra-d.my.canva.site/portfolio#home

great appreciation to
a network of enchanted,
conscious music,
enabling me to weave
a poetry of resilience.
journeying to mystic places,
reflection, projected in waves of rhythm.
feeling home in melodies
made of new and old.
paintings to spark the soul.

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