barely breathing w/ @kyxtsnxwy
shoutout to @kyxtsnxwy for the awesome verse :}

Lyrics:
they wont let me sleep at night
got me falling on the ground
everything in my life
overthinking all the time
i got everything i wanted
but u know I'll ask for more
nothing matters, none of this sht matters

yeah barely breathing
couple chains up on my neck I can't feel them
and I think I feel myself disappearing
got away from these btches I still hear them
yea i see u in the mirror kinda crazy
i done reached the limit nobody can save me
kinda miss the days when they were tryna change me
yea im numb to this sht it cant phase me
it cant phase me, but im late now
ghosts in my room told me I should run from u
got my name on a list what a shame now
half asleep on the ground fallen straight down

i was lucky they stayed on my side
i fcked around acting like im gonna die
so the way u think of me its kinda right
scrolling through those posts like should i say hi
its a miracle u still here despite
the fact u know all the shit im tryna hide
to be honest i still cant sympathize
they got dirt on me so i dont come by
looking so pathetic like a loser
hard to breathe when i know theres still rumors
they tell me that i should just ignore it
but i still have to take it as a warning
i know that i should've done this sooner
worried bout what'll come back in a few years
i cant entertain that shit its boring
but i still have to take it as a warning

yeah barely breathing
couple chains up on my neck I can't feel them
and I think I feel myself disappearing
got away from these btches I still hear them
yea i see u in the mirror kinda crazy
i done reached the limit nobody can save me
kinda miss the days when they were tryna change me
yea im numb to this sht it cant phase me
it cant phase me, but im late now
ghosts in my room told me I should run from u
got my name on a list what a shame now
half asleep on the ground fallen straight down

lexi back here and i kill it again 
and im poppin my pillies, im seeing my end 
they sat they care but they don’t cause these nggas be fake and i aint fucking with fake ass friends 
i hop in a whip and i hop in a rari 
seeing my pain, aint nobody say sorry 
im constantally changing myself the people i love, aint nobody know how much weights on me yuhh 
smoking and poppin my pills and psychotic ways it be rushing right straight to my head 
im cutting and cutting and hurting my skin it be feeling so nice i be hoping im dead 
remember that time that i woke up in hospital cause of my thoughts and my bottle of meds 
you say that you care but you don’t you is motherfckin liar, cause you nggas be making no sense im popping and popping and popping and popping and baby girl you know that im popping again 
shawty be asking me where i be from and im telling the ho bitch im heaven-sent 
she sucking and slobbing me cause im the judge and im telling the shawty it be 10/10 
when i be telling my problems to all of my homies and i wanna go and let the gun bam 
im not a goat but i fit the description, give me a gun and it aint finna go jam 
in love with the pills i be keeping prescriptions, almost OD i be feeling like damn 
working and working my way to top aint nobody go help, i aint holding no hands 
imma be getting the mula, the cash, nggas all know i be gettings the bands

yeah barely breathing
barely breathing
barely breathing
barely breathing
barely breathing
barely breathing
barely breathing
yea i see u in the mirror kinda crazy
i done reached the limit nobody can save me
kinda miss the days when they were tryna change me
yea im numb to this sht it cant phase me
it cant phase me, but im late now
ghosts in my room told me I should run from u
got my name on a list what a shame now
half asleep on the ground fallen straight down


barely breathing w/ kishi

prod @breakupbreakdown
1. @yungsterbludd
2. @apk-ghost333
3. @1satori

#CR0SSROADS (prod breakupbreakdown)

Watch Another.

Lyrics:

I know you see these scars, girl, I did it all for her (Effystonem reference - https://soundcloud.com/glosuka/effystonem)
I’m looking at the stars as I question my self-worth
Like, am I really worth? Where did I take a turn?
I’m going for the worst; I just wish I could change it all

Cause if I could, I’d break the fall
So if we try, we try, we’ll make it out
I promise you cause all in all, 
I need you to know that you’re enough

Let’s just be honest, look at where we’re at now
Born to be free but forced to be locked down
Wanna make a change but you’re standing in the background
I can see it clear, your depression in a compound

I just wanna try it, try it, try it
You just can’t deny it, ’ny it, ’ny it
I know you won’t like it, like it, like it

Just tell me where you were when I needed you the most :( 

I did like everything I could just to pursue you
I guess it wasn’t enough; I couldn’t do two, ohh
I can’t pull it together like I used to
Maybe it’s a sign that I need you

Break The Fall (overr)

i dont know how much time i have left

self prod

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

[https://soundcloud.com/ritsuzuki]

(intro)
my heart is hurting i cant think alot
i think im bleeding
i dont wanna see you go,
i dont wanna see you turn,
i think that im broken, im defective, im awful
go ahead and hurt me all your pain is my doctor

(pre-chorus)
i hate my voice and i hate the way i sound
i dont even feel im loved cause nobody else around
now im looking up and down
i feel shitty all around
now im crying all alone
and im sorry to the people that i let down

(chorus)
you wanna hurt me, thats alright
i really wanna die
i dont even wanna try
ima fly high up in the sky
pick me up again
ill fall into your hands
i-i-i dont want this shit to end!

my heart is hurting i cant think alot
i think im bleeding
i dont wanna see you go,
i dont wanna see you turn,
i think that im broken, im defective, im awful
go ahead and hurt me all your pain is my doctor

(post-chorus)
write my will on a fucking song
they'll jus think im fucking singing
when im crying out for help
its the beauty of it all
you dont get me at all
i always give it my all
im fucking sorry for living at all

(break, then chorus loops twice)

((you're too late im already fucking dead))

im sorry (me)

love hate with this song
prod @m3rsi
an shoutout @1crisis for addin som more 2 it
https://open.spotify.com/track/1Ml2a4vtz151UJcee7Opf5?si=f111cb82f72c41a5

lyrics
-
boutta turn the fuckin lights out (yeah)
why they talkin down?
we gon fuckin air it out
all that shit they talk abt
put the barrel to his mouth

why tf they trynna talk they cant live without it
hadda leave him up in chalk cuz im really bout it
they said they goin up i really fuckin doubt it
told that boy hes not famous he can cry abt it

bitch im posted up 
pull up on his butt - butt
ill really slide by 
if he talkin tuff
whywhywhy
why u so fucking dumb bro?
diediedie
sleepin on a bankroll

cuz id really cut em up tho
they like minok0?
ar u dumb bro?
F-FUCK
hop up off the porch ain no peel back (yeah)
big choppas we gon let it rack

why tf they trynna talk they cant live without it
hadda leave him up in chalk cuz im really bout it
they said they goin up i really fuckin doubt it
told that boy hes not famous he can cry abt it

bitch im posted up 
pull up on his butt - butt
ill really slide by 
if he talkin tuff
whywhywhy
why u so fucking dumb bro?
diediedie
sleepin on a bankroll

chalkedd（。□° )

with @takur0m0ra2006
prod.ilybeam
lyrics-_-

top list of us w/TaKur0m0ra(ilybeam)

if u listen to this u will live forever (i swear)

prod. overr

yeah i don't want to much to handle
im burning like a candle
melting down to the ground
i don't really want a challenge 
i got too much to manage 
you causing the damage 
you call im like "damn it"

understanding, ur not
not the answer you got
ur not the smartest 
ur lacking in the knowledge 
maybe start using ur noggin 
problem then solve it
i don't make no profit
feel as im dissolving 

i don't know where i see myself in the future
so stop asking 
hopefully i don't end up a loser :(
what will happen 
so confused over everything
i feel so slow 

challenge (prod. overr)

@drewalongtheglare
@elixioo

<3

i dont wanna hit you where it hurts
if i were you i’d leave me and return
return, return, your making it worse
it sounds like the first all so make my return
did you wish hadn’t sayed that four nights
i just wished i never met you four times
and we knew this had to stop
im praying for a lot
wanna fix it
i wanna fix it
like you dont know me
feels like im floating
everything you told me
it was all a lie
and im not suprised
see the compromise
feels like everything we did
was it worth a try

ive been waiting so long to see you
you dont understand how much ive been a fool
why couldnt i be there to protect you (ohhh)
all i know is that i fucked up super badly
but i know that you cant forgive me
please leave a spot in your heart
so i know that you still love me

i dont wanna hit you where it hurts
if i were you i’d leave me and return
return, return, your making it worse
it sounds like the first all so make my return
did you wish hadn’t sayed that four nights
i just wished i never met you four times
and we knew this had to stop
im praying for a lot
wanna fix it
i wanna fix it
like you dont know me
feels like im floating
everything you told me
it was all a lie
and im not suprised
see the compromise
feels like everything we did
was it worth a try

(why couldnt i be there to protect you)

i dont wanna hit you where it hurts
if i were you i’d leave me and return
return, return, your making it worse
it sounds like the first all so make my return

bandlab

hit you where it hurts.*+ w/ drewalongtheglare (elixio)

Instrumental by @shatter3d and @jichuuu

Since a lot of people liked this style, here's another one ;P

I don't wanna fight you
I don't wanna argue
Baby could we talk please
Can't you see what I see

You're the one I run to
Pity now you're gone too
I can't feel my heartbeat
Now that you're a memory

I have always loved you
I have always wanted you
Could you please just talk to me
You're part of my identity

You're who I belong to
Now my world's without you
You were everything I need
You were the other half of me

You were the other half of me
Baby you made me complete
I can't let you turn into a memory

You were always there for me
How'd I ever let you leave
Baby yeah you've burned into my memory

Baby yeah you've burned into my memory
You're the only thing I see when I fall asleep
You're the only thing I got inside my dreams
And inside my centerpiece
You can do whatever you want to me

I can't focus w/o you
You've made my world split into two
I can't let you leave
Not this easily
Not this easily

memory (shatter3d + jichu)

that’s just how i do things thats just how i handle it
when i come thru the lights go on like chandelier (s/o Tarooo ;))
i don’t want youall i just wanna be by my lonely 
i don’t understand youall why u on my body yea 
why u on my body 

look at me i led the hope when u had nobody on.. 
u want me to go i don’t wanna go
u want me to stay then i’ll fuckin stay 
first u dont want me there now u want me there.. 

they want me to cry hard they want me to die hard better without youall 
will i die ? die ? 
will i 
sorry that i try hard

top list of us w/TaKur0m0ra(ilybeam)

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