always a failure

can’t lie - bbdalena (prodvurk)
mixed/mastered bbdalena
cover art @maryjane.vv ig 


lyrics <3

I can't help it when you look into my eyes 
Feelings I’m fightin’
I can't lie
Can't even hide it 
I won't try to deny it 
If you want my love come find it
Now that you see I’m not who you thought that I would be
You gave me your love we exchanged energies
Ah ah ah ah 
Can’t help but wait to look into my eyes
Feelings I’m fightin’ I can’t lie 
Won’t lie

Can’t Lie

while the skys fallin down

Composed, Mixed, Mastered, Recorded, Written by Eien.

Enjoy this despair of mine.

Lyrics : 
I see myself in you
myself in you
I'm not enough 
myself in you

do i pretend you're here
just by my side
do i pretend you're mine
you're mine

you're mine
again
can we pretend

you're mine
again
can we pretend

you're mine
again
can we
pretend,again

melancholy

Avalon (original demo)

Every element of this song has been mixed, mastered and composed by Eien.

Listen on Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/1UgjfiOhbwyxwjlc7hsd1g?si=f76f270f639f4be4

Lyrics :
(woah)
Until I fall
Let me in again
Tell me all your sins
Let me in again 
Before I fall

To let you know, know
It's so beautiful
Oh you fall
Oh you fall
Oh you fall
Oh you fall

before we fall

с каждым вашим лайком умирает украинский ребенок
И ЭТО АХУЕННО!

УВАГА!

АВТОР ВЫСКАЗЫВАЕТ СВОЕ МНЕНИЕ С ЦЕЛЬЮ РАЗЖИГАНИЯ МЕЖНАЦИОНАЛЬНОЙ РОЗНИ!

p.s. ВЫ ЕБАНУТЫЕ!?!?!
2К ЛАЙКОВ ОТКУДА

otuka - Break

https://youtu.be/S4D89Z3DXNU?si=rHdCwNu7vKphLaab cuz not available in my country

otuka - still save a seat for you

disguised angel

dissonance

Instrumental by Nheva x eien.
Vocal production, mixing and mastering by eien.
Enjoy this despair of mine.

Lyrics :

Can you show me love?
A sign from up above
You're drifting past it all
A shadow is set to fall
In the silence I hear your call
(woah)
So how can we begin?
You're turning into something
It all repeats again
I'm not the man you wanted 
So how can we begin?
You're turning into ashes
It all repeats again
I'm not the man you wanted
You can show me love
You can show me love
You can show me love
The sun from up above
You're drifting past it all 
A shadow is set to fall
You can show me love
The sun from up above 
You're drifting past it all
A shadow is set to fall

ashes(Prod.nheva x eien)

all plats now

listen on all plats: https://jetcube.vyd.co/Tearing
https://linktr.ee/addyctive

iii can see your lies
whyyy tryyy?
thinking bout the past, how I wish we could last
(last, never last)
oh I need you back with me
notice how you make me complete
on my mind, bae you are my light

and you're telling me, I try so hard
and you're telling me, it's not my fault
and I know it's not my fault, cause baby I know you try
and I know you want just love, so baby stay with me
and baby, can you tell when I say im not well, cause baby you know well
that it's not my fault

oh save me, (bleeding) (bleeding)
bleeding your words cut me
my skin needs you badly
my skin needs you badly
craving needing your skin 
craving needing your skin
screaming on the inside
maybe I'll be it next time

know you wont choose me so just let me be
I know, I know I said you make me complete
but now is not the time, I chose you and you messed up twice
we just can't get it right, can't get it right.

spotify

tearing (addy + fallen)

All elements of this song have been produced, mixed, recorded and mastered by eien and lefty.
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Lyrics : 

(eien)

Never ending
you sink into me
when you call my name
come and shelter me
(woah)
oh when you call my name
(woah)
oh when you call my name

(lefty)
cross my heart
taking all of me
I can barely sleep
without you
fall apart
when you're not next to me
I can barely breathe
without you
without you
without you

solace w/lefty

production and vocals by me

lay here, and bleed out (right here)
im not surviving this time now
why would i run this time
when all i need is you (ah)

would you notice me missing,
the stars saw us kissing
let go, but how can i when you're all i know
the stars cant watch us
anymore they're not real
i cant see the sunlight

(x2)

bleed out

composed, mixed, mastered, recorded, written by eien.

Enjoy this despair of mine

Lyrics :

(eien)
I know you can pretend
there is a better man
the emptiness in me
so who am i to blame
to blame
the emptiness in me 
so who am i to blame
I'll see you once again, again
woah, the emptiness in me
the emptiness in me
woah, so who am i to blame
so who am i to blame 

(akira)
i'm lost in you
can't let you go
we used to love
not more
see myself in you
only have myself
think it's time
you
let you go

horizon w/akiradoves

6 FEET? w/@noise (prod. injury)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7G6r0iFNG7W4l3hBMv4rBk?si=wOylH_-jSpSi2vnC1QSNLw

Unslept

I REALLY HATE BEING EVICTED

(please go listen to it on spotify to support the artist)
not mine, just uploaded it because it's only on spotify

kinoue64 - who are you?

kind of scratchy | untitled project 001 sessions | ambient atmospheric psyche drone industrial horror WIP | shifty 7.1 es 68 bpm take 1 82025

(demo) song for upcoming album *may get scrapped*

this is a one take inside a garage filled with pure emotion

always a failure

lain