Collabed on this beat with @gaia-zambon-778002978

Lyrics:
so i never wanna leave my bed, i stay lost up in my head
please do not disturb me you could wake me when im fuckin dead
guess im giving up thats why you always gettin left on read
dont talk to me dont hit me up im busy tryna get my bread

dont take my pulse cause i flatlined
i know youll leave just like last time
put on a show like its halftime
like im a poet but i cant rhyme

you never heard a flow so slow, guess ive given up completely but im vibin on the low, i dont got no energy for nothin keep your fuckin hoe, she be slidin in my DMs im depressed but she dont know

said she thought its just persona
said she thought it was an act
said she thought that id be happy cause im piling up these racks
said she plays all of my songs
said she listens to my tracks
said she wanna save me now before im never coming back

Shedontknow

shedontknow (prod. Gaia & HKFiftyOne)

feel the breeze
on my knees
some1 kill me please
don't wanna live
if u leave
will u stay with me
sick of this
i want peace
please leave me be(2x)

waking to the same shit
every single fucking day
im getting tired of all of it
im sick of the waiting game

this shit hit me outta nowhere
i wasn't expecting
anything that would make me feel so bad
why is life so unfair

my life has been nothing but fucked up
some say i deserve it
others that i have bad luck
can't depend on any1 and yeah that shit sucks
im only 16 and i can't get the fuck up
can't sit back and relax while i roll 1
cause im always stressed and depressed
i can't feel love
now im on my knees
in the middle of my room
wishing to be dead, soon

feel the breeze
on my knees
some1 kill me please
don't wanna live
if u leave
will u stay with me
sick of this
i want peace
please leave me be(2x)

ha~a~oh//woah~o
(please leave me be)

stuck in my head
never talk; i be nauseous
i feel the wind on my skin
never wanted you more
like am i important?
cause i feel ignored
i swear that i’m worthless

i try to be by you
but everything’s breaking
so now i should die soon
for not fucking waiting
it hit like a typhoon
oh how degrading
my eyes they would dilute
would you come to save me

leave me be w/autumndropsdead (afterlife x jolst)

wings in trash can 🎚💊

i don’t do no drugs
cus they always kill
everything i fucking love
i don’t go to clubs
i am not the plug 
but my phone is blowin up

fuck emotions
i don’t wanna own them
i don’t wanna see another
day of commotion
focused but hopeless
oh shit im broken
i can be fixed but the
potion to potent

fillin up my lungs
like the pump into a gas tank
blowin out the poison to the air
for the last laugh
sometimes life sucks
and i know it
that’s why you gotta
keep going

i keep on going 
i cannot stop 
cus im growing

i keep on going 
i cannot stop 
cus im growing

i used to fuck with people
now i treat them like a phase
cus i told them i was down
then they laughed up in my face
had a frown
then u jumped up out the frame
one hand painting pictures
other hand counting days

i put in 100
they throwin back 50’s
like i was never with it
but your girl was tryna kiss me
sneak diss me?
bitch i been clearin history
since i was fucking 12 watchin
titties on the big screen

i stay up late 
then i skip the morning
they having lunch?
well, i’m fucking snoring
i stay up late 
then i skip the morning
they having lunch?
well, i’m fucking snoring

i keep on going 
i cannot stop
cus im growing

i keep on going 
i cannot stop 
cus im growing

guccihighwaters - keep on going (KEMMMY flip)

Guitar/Prod; https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke <3

Lyrics:

GrxyIce:
Is it too much 
to want this to fade 
can't i, jus relieve the pain 

distanced myself
fucked up my health
nothing really helps
nothing really helps

GrxyIce & 93:
wear myself thin
bones are snapping again 
an is it too much 

93:
nothing i take 
helps the ache 
numbs my pain 
nothing i do 
lifts the hate 
from my face

giving up on sleep 
i don't wanna breathe 
hide that i'm a fiend
just give up on me 
i'm a waste you'll see 
save your energy

GrxyIce & 93:
wear myself thin 
bones are snapping again
and is it too much 
and is it too much

Is It Too Much w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE (Prod. 93)

i say fuck too much (prod. curtains)

VISUAL: https://youtu.be/GJAjA-ZmKNM
@splashgvng
LYRICS: 
Break me cuz I think I’m more than bent see, I’ve been just tumbling in my sheets
Snow falls like me out the window, told you all I’m fine but I’m really kinda tense though
And fuck this I’m still as cold as last year, touch me and then we’ll end up back there
And please don’t hit me I don’t care that it’s the weekend
I've been getting faded fallen off into the deep end 

Fallen off into the deep end
Everyone I’m sorry but this time I’m really leaven
Please don’t hit my phone like you really have a reason 
Often nodden I’ve been droppen pills till I’m not  breathing 
guess it’s better if I loved than never lost at all
Just because I want to doesn’t mean that I should call 
guess it’s better if I loved than never lost at all
Just because I want to doesn’t mean that I should call 

Never meant anything to you, and I guess it never meant anything to me too (x4) 

Break me cuz I think I’m more than bent see, I’ve been just tumbling in my sheets
Snow falls like me out the window, told you all I’m fine but I’m really kinda tense though
And fuck this I’m still as cold as last year, touch me and then we’ll end up back there
And please don’t hit me I don’t care that it’s the weekend
I've been getting faded fallen off into the deep end

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Break Me (prod. splashgvng)

produced, mixed/master by me
live drums by jordan davis
https://twitter.com/jordancd3_
https://www.instagram.com/jordandavis_98/?hl=en
cover art by ciel
https://cielxxx.com/


its a cold world we live in
had to learn about self forgiveness
im sold out on believin
so ill make what i can with these broken pieces

ive got all the time in the world
to figure it out
the root of my sorrow
the pain and the doubt

you cant live with that
i cant live without
u throwin it back 
while im turnin u out

i got a one track mind
and a wish to die
no tears to cry
when im left behind

dont know about tomorrow but i know bout today
you got me real fucked up but you know what ill say

leaves fall and im fallin apart
had to pick back up
think i gotta restart

yeah
this life is a race and we’re runnin in circles
im takin the leap over hurdles
that ive laid out myself all eternal

i send peace to my life and my loved ones
never got it off a trust fund
been about it since my day 1
imma leave my body when the night comes

leaves fall
and ive fallen apart
have to pick back up
think i gotta restart

if life has no meaning
why the fuck do i care?
yeah these people
these places
thats a reason to live

and these demons im facin
have a place in my life

but the road thats ahead
never comes to end
think that i lost it again

leaves fall and im fallin apart
had to pick back up
think i gotta restart

death calls
but im not by the phone
if you had one chance
would u take it and go?

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restart

prod/recorded/engineered by me

s/o @daine-lauren for guitar inspo <3

how many days have passed?

so many days that passed
couldnt do a fuckin thing
sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who i need to be

gotta smoke at least a gram a day to keep my mind straight
guilty pleasures, true love
fightin for my heartache

but ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built

i wish i knew the things i have to say
to even up the score and get u to stay with me for another night

but im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
baby girl i know it aint the same
but ur in my heart forever

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

lost in my head
lost ur love
im movin on with that

just addin weight 
to my shoulders
straighten out my back

it aint enough
and ur hearts been shattered
fucked up
nothing else even matters

how many times i told you
that the doors right over there?
gave u signs that u ignored
now u pullin out ur hair

yeah its my fault
my fault
dont put no blame upon urself
too far gone
a lost cause
ill keep them pictures on my shelf

cuz ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built
i wish i knew the things id have to say
to even up the score and get you to stay with me for another night

im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
ur perfect in every way
i hope that u realize that someday

youre too good for me
and now ur leaving
keep runnin away
til u stop bleedin
ill be here for you
whenever u need it
you can come back to me
if u ever needed

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

Follow me <3

leaving

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9whxsgbv43c

(Lyrics)

It's getting kinda heavy this time around
But it's come in a thousand ways, what happens now? (x2)

What happens now? (x2

What happens now?
Please don't breakdown
Hands on the ground
Where are you now?

Where are you now? (x3)

I don't wanna grow to be nameless
I was never meant to be faceless, face it
You see my face and now you hate it
This was never meant to be graded!

It's getting kinda heavy this time around
But it's come in a thousand ways, what happens now? (x2)

What happens now? (x2

What happens now?
Please don't breakdown
Hands on the ground
Where are you now?

What happens now?
Please don't breakdown
Hands on the ground
Where are you now?

Where are you now? (x3)

where are u now?

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where are u now? (prod. 5head) [MUSIC VID IN DESC]

"ill never be good enough for you"
prod. @trechorboy & @caustyk
mix/master @trechorboy
vocals @trechorboy

LYRICS:

[CHORUS]
an e-girl named emma turned me down from the start
she got me caught in my feelings then she tore me apart
this e-girl named emma put my soul in a bag
then lit that shit on fire and threw it into the trash
X2

[VERSE]
i remember when we chatted for the first time i told you this stupid joke without a punchline
you didn’t have any choice but to laugh at my voice and your cute little chuckles made me smile for a lifetime
you used to hit up my phone when i wake up i never missed a post on the gram with no make up
those big blue eyes made me wish you were mine
but you only ever really existed online

[BRIDGE]
forget this bitch she don’t care what she did all i wanted was her and she left me on read
i get mad at myself i get down i need help no i’m not good enough yeah this love shit gets tuff
yet i’m somehow alive and this smiles a disguise
where my true colors show i don’t want you to know
if you text me i’ll say i’ll be right there fosho but i never respond cuz my brain moving slow from

[CHORUS]
an e-girl named emma turned me down from the start
she got me caught in my feelings then she tore me apart
this e-girl named emma put my soul in a bag
then lit that shit on fire and threw it into the trash
X4

~i’ll never be good enough for you
~don’t say it’s not fucking true
~i’ll never be good enough
~i’ll never be anything

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an e-girl named emma

@naive_things on everything

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contact: aceambient@gmail.com

Break Me (prod. splashgvng)

Naïve🥀