Everything Everywhere

Love You Right

Life is a Precious Gift

(Verse 1)
They only loved me when I was young,
That’s what their whispers carved in my tongue.
Pure and pretty, a fragile dream,
Used by the hands that made me bleed.
Biting down hard, I swallowed the lies,
Why was I chosen to pay the price?
Now that I’m 21, I rot in delusion,
Old doll, cracked baby, trapped in confusion.

(Pre-chorus)
I knew them,
I climbed into their bed.
They poured their sins inside of me,
A pretty angel, stained by fire—
I said I asked for it.

(Chorus)
Blood in the sin,
Everyone breaks dolls.
Somebody’s daughter repeats my fall tonight.
(Desire and violence) blood in the sin.
(Scent of skin) hungry eyes devour her.
(Empty promises) somebody’s daughter gets ruined tonight.

(Post-chorus)
Desire and violence.
Smell of sin. 
Empty promises. 
Desire and violence, desire and violence.
Desire and violence.
Smell of sin. 
Empty promises. 
Desire and violence, desire and violence.

(Verse 2)
They keep me locked inside a cage,
A spectacle for their hunger and rage.
Chains for the lost, the unholy condemned,
I whisper “help me,” but it never ends.

(Pre-chorus)
I knew them,
I climbed into their bed.
They poured their sins inside of me,
A pretty angel, stained by fire—
I said I asked for it.

(Chorus)
Blood in the sin,
Everyone breaks dolls.
Somebody’s daughter repeats my fall tonight.
(Desire and violence) blood in the sin.
(Scent of skin) hungry eyes devour her.
(Empty promises) somebody’s daughter gets ruined tonight.

(Bridge)
It wasn’t the stranger from far away,
Not the shadow man down the street—
It was the hands I trusted most,
The eyes I had met too many times.
Your brother, your neighbor,
The circus beneath the floor.
Cruel white men draining me,
Fulfilling sins behind closed doors.
Now I’m broken, marked by their flame,
Am I a creature of Satan,
Or just a child who carries their shame?

(B-side)
Shame, shame,
Shame, shame,
Just a child, a CHILD
shame, shame,
shame, shame

(Post-chorus)
Desire and violence.
Smell of sin. 
Empty promises. 
Desire and violence, desire and violence.
Desire and violence.
Smell of sin. 
Empty promises. 
Desire and violence, desire and violence.

(Outro)
Honey, baby… ah.

Desire and violence

When the city becomes a cage and hope is a dead frequency, all that's left is the static in your head. This is the anthem for the hollow, the ones praying to a sky made of stone.

Hallow cathedral

[Intro]
How can you walk without shame?
After all the lies, all the pain?
I see the mask, I see the grin,
But you’ll never break me again.

[Verse 1]
You left scars that burn beneath my skin,
Took my voice, tried to lock me in.
Every whisper, every touch, every crime,
I’m screaming in the dark, can’t rewind time.
But I’m still standing, though my heart’s been torn,
I’m reclaiming my fire from the night you scorned.
You think your pride can walk unscathed?
I see the filth, the coward you’ve portrayed.

[Pre-Chorus]
You walk like you’re untouchable, free,
But I carry your shadow, it won’t bury me.
I take my power, I take my voice,
No more silence, no more choice.

[Chorus]
How can you walk without shame?
After all you’ve done, who gave you your name?
I rise from the ashes, I reclaim my soul,
You can’t erase me, can’t make me fold.
How can you sleep at night, pretend it’s okay?
I see your guilt, I hear the dismay.
I am unbroken, I am alive,
I take back the power you tried to hide.

[Verse 2]
Your lies echo, but I scream louder,
Your shadow fades, I’m no coward.
The fear you planted won’t define me now,
I wear my scars like a warrior’s crown.
Every step I take, I defy your reign,
Your filth and deceit cannot contain.
I am the storm, I am the flame,
You’ll never walk free without your shame.

[Pre-Chorus]
You walk like you’re untouchable, free,
But I carry your shadow, it won’t bury me.
I take my power, I take my voice,
No more silence, no more choice.

[Chorus]
How can you walk without shame?
After all you’ve done, who gave you your name?
I rise from the ashes, I reclaim my soul,
You can’t erase me, can’t make me fold.
How can you sleep at night, pretend it’s okay?
I see your guilt, I hear the dismay.
I am unbroken, I am alive,
I take back the power you tried to hide.

[Bridge]
I won’t cower, I won’t bow,
I scream your name, I take my vow.
Every scar, every tear, fuels the fight,
I’ll stand in the dark, I’ll own the night.

[Final Chorus]
How can you walk without shame?
After all you’ve done, who gave you your name?
I rise from the ashes, I reclaim my soul,
You can’t erase me, can’t make me fold.
How can you sleep at night, pretend it’s okay?
I see your guilt, I hear the dismay.
I am unbroken, I am alive,
I take back the power you tried to hide.

[Outro]
Your shame will follow, but I’m free,
I am my own, you’ll never break me.

How Can You Walk Without Shame

She wasn’t born with a name that sang
But the forest knew her before she came
A child with hands too small to hold
But the strings bent down and made her bold…
[Verse 1: Fingerpicked guitar, slow phrasing, long rhymes]
She found it in a pawnshop case
Dust on the frets, no saving grace
A body bruised, a neck gone dry
But still it hummed when she walked by
She touched it once, it didn’t flinch
The grain was cracked, the bridge a pinch
But something whispered through the stain
A voice that knew her kind of pain
(But something whispered through the stain
A voice that knew her kind of pain)
She took it home, no lessons taught
Just fingers bleeding what she thought
She didn’t strum, she didn’t plead
She let it teach her what she’d need
The chords came slow, the notes came wrong
But still it held her all night long
And in that Mahogany, she found her name
Not carved in fame, but born in flame..a fire that today let's us all know her name( all know her name ...all know her name)
[Verse 2: , bass groove, odd rhyming cadence]
She played for ghosts, for kitchen chairs
For empty rooms and midnight stares
She sang to walls that wouldn’t bend
To lovers who forgot the end
She wrote in ink that wouldn’t dry
She prayed in keys that made her cry
(She wrote in ink that wouldn’t dry
She prayed in keys that made her cry)
But through it all, that guitar stayed
The only thing she never betrayed
It held her close when no one did
It knew the child she kept well hid
It didn’t ask, it didn’t speak
But gave her voice when she felt weak
(It didn’t ask, it didn’t speak
But gave her voice when she felt weak)
She didn’t need a stage or light
Just wood and wire and sleepless night
She didn’t need applause or fame
Just one more song to stake her claim
(She didn’t need applause or fame
Just one more song to stake her claim)
[Bridge: Strip back to guitar and voice, then build with bass riffs]
She was baptized in mahogany( baptized in mahogany)
Not water, not wine, not prophecy
She was saved by sound, by string, by tone
By something built to feel alone
She didn’t rise, she didn’t fall
She just became the sound of all
(She didn’t rise, she didn’t fall
She just became the sound of all)
baptized in mahogany( baptized in mahogany)
The girl, the ghost, the flame, the fight
The one who played to make things right
[Verse 3: emotional phrasing, long rhymes]
Now she stands where silence grows
Where rivers hum and memory flows
She plays for those who never knew
That music’s not what you walk through
It’s what you hold when breath runs thin
When love won’t start, but won’t give in
It’s what you clutch when words betray
When all you’ve got is what you play
(When all you’ve got is what you play)
When all you’ve got is what you play
She doesn’t speak, she doesn’t preach
She lets the notes do what they teach
She lets the wood become her skin
The strings her blood, the sound her sin
She doesn’t bow, she doesn’t beg
She walks with rhythm in her legs
She is the song, the soul, the flame
The one who never played for fame
(never played for fame)
never played for fame
[Outro: Repetitive echoes, fading guitar,  bass heartbeat]
Baptized in mahogany…
She found her truth in melody…
Baptized in mahogany…
She played, and that was all she’d be…
Baptized in mahogany…(Baptized in mahogany)…
Baptized in mahogany…She found her truth ..in ...melody…

🌹Thanks to the players from H.C. and Del's studio

All Rights held by songwriter Edwin H. Balder.

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Baptized in Mahogany by 🌹Tina Talone🌹

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