You Tell me what you believe in
I push it away
I won’t let you control me 
The Witches they laugh
Oh how I wish I were home
The things I couldnt hold 
I see you’re certain, well
You need a certain hell
To Decompose your mind I need to see it go inside
You know I try to learn
I tried to Make him breathe again
I try to learn
I tried to make him breathe again
It works out, it works out always
I fall for whatever you make
It always gets captured in frames
The Praxis you practice it fades
You know I try to learn
I tried to Make him breathe again
I try to learn
I tried to make him breathe again

soil

CHROMATICS - "CHERRY"

prod bhertuy + luvlxckdown

im by myself 
got no one left to blame
i cant begin
on whatever thats
left
i cant control
oh whatever u do
i cant control

i look at whats left of it
i am feeling way too sick
what should i do without?
what should i do without?

your love
what should i do without?
your touch
what should i do without?
cant break myself from it
cant break myself from it

(oh i)
cant break myself from it
(oh i)
cant break myself from it
(oh i)
why dont u come real quick?
(oh i)
why dont u come real quick?

what should i do without you?

expression

produced by me jamie and powerdoll
vocals by me
art by remy boydell

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annihilation waltz (powerdoll+jamie paige)

https://solo.to/sanriorose

Feat froe https://soundcloud.com/notfroe
Prod sidia https://soundcloud.com/sidia

#B4LMD

G2S (Ft. froe)

scrap from iflas
scrapped because : voice is particularly annoying in this one / instrumental is too much like still-life

i saw you in someone
not for any reason
not for any reason at all
yet you kept seeing me
taking a look inside last time
im so caught up in reason
with nothing going on
nothing going on around here
watering and letting grow
something beyond my fears
i notice the motifs in your work
i know what heals you
i know what hurts
this winter season dont come outside
dont try, and dont ask me why
you made me see traces
some traits in some people
yeah you made me think the whole world was evil
im forgetting everything that you tried to teach
we're living in bliss while covered in some debris

dont be so full of yourself (demo)

Observer

Hit My Head / Amnesiac (racky)

prod me

Shawty_Said_She_Wanna_Meet_Me_Online__Twikipedia_.mp3


Lyrics:

shawty said she wanna meet me online
call her up on MSN said she'll be mine
tell her if my ex be calling imma decline
shawty i dont wanna talk 2 u im too hiiiiiiiigh

who tf is calling... i dont wanna answer
im too busy balling... imma get my bands up
picture like a drawing... smoke him up like cancer
empty out his wallet... treat him like a dancer

ok go i dont know
when im crashing at the show
i just want 4 u to know that i would love 2 take u home
ok woah and i know
i cant take it anymore
he was talking all that talk but when i see him he gon fold

(they keep calling up my phone... when i see him he gon fold)

shawty said she wanna meet me online
call her up on MSN said she'll be mine
tell her if my ex be calling imma decline
shawty i dont wanna talk 2 u im too hiiiiiiiigh

who tf is calling... i dont wanna answer
im too busy balling... imma get my bands up
picture like a drawing... smoke him up like cancer
empty out his wallet... treat him like a dancer

ok now i know whats real whats fake
wake up running 2 the bank
got a smile across my face
dollar billz gon pave the way

said that he invincible... ok come and watch this (shoutout quinn :D)
LGBT choppa cuz its coming out the closet
ATM god damn i might go deposit
track down his location leave him leaking like a FauCet (He DIED)

Ok stop it... Let the Choppa... do the choppin
cuz its talking... we gon find him.. run his pockets
leave him jobless... if i like it.. imma cop it
not an option... listen to me.. like a prophet

but im not. i cant stop. getting guap. 
making money is so fun
he get shot. in my block
cause he rly is an opp
take my watch. you get shot
and i put that shit on god
heard that boy was talking down dont get surprised when he get dropped

yeah i know. imma blow. got a car now im on go
ask me why im getting money cuz i did what im suppose
imma buy. all these clothes. dat u never seen before
feel like frieza im too cold feel like pero i cant fold (lol)
i been pushing through these boulders i been tryna get them rolled
i been trynna change my habits cause i know i do the most

go u getting old. hunnid thousand on my ghost
i gotta go. no. trust me i know. he getting burnt like some toast
turn to a ghost. all of these guns that i tote. copy my style like some clones
it is so gross. ask me questions like a host. i knew that boy was a hoo eeee

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shoutout https://soundcloud.com/optic_core and https://soundcloud.com/dazegxd GOAT PRODS :00

lyrics:

i just built a brikwall N slammed U right againsT it
N i hope that u stick cus i aint tryna clean the image
n honestly its kinda funny how i look @ all tha physics
Think i modded real life cus .. u werent spos'd to stick it

ian talkin 2 deez bitches ! im talkin 2 tha screenZ\
they can see my energy yea they can see tha GREEn
and they can see the bullets that'll B resting in ur spleen
U werent spos'd to talk but u did it 4 ur E(go) guess U shoulda stay'D clean


Look.  i dont wna talk cus if i talk ima hav 2 run it back for all the demons
N i donT wna do it
Look. U been talkin lotZ up on ur blog, N we been boxin w tha joX actin stupid.. 
I lUV tha laste of fluid
Look.. I just seen a kid get blown up out his spotCUS he was actin super convoluted.
N yal kn0 that we ruthless 
Look.. I dont wana b the one to tell U bad news but ur bout 2 get ruined. 
Itz feeling kinda humid

S: "Mr. stark?"
T: "what the fuck do u want?"
S: "i dont feel so good" 
T: "spidey, ima be honest, I dont give a FUCK"
S; "ughghhdh"
T: "goddamnit! fuck this kid! he'z so fucking annoying!" 


wake up! ecstasy still on my tastebudz!
U dont wna test me, if u test me, there is nO makeupz
Gotta folder on U wit some dates just like a paystub
got30 in this uzi but u cant copy my cadence

automatic grade huh 
dont bring dat K up
cus if u pull it out uh. 
ima leave U laid up
U say u got a lotta drip 
U in tha waves huh.
actually thts false ur in the lake we left U face UP !


Look.  i dont wna talk cus if i talk ima hav 2 run it back for all the demons
N i donT wna do it
Look. U been talkin lotZ up on ur blog, N we been boxin w tha joX actin stupid.. 
I lUV tha laste of fluid
Look.. I just seen a kid get blown up out his spotCUS he was actin super convoluted.
N yal kn0 that we ruthless 
Look.. I dont wana b the one to tell U bad news but ur bout 2 get ruined. 
Itz feeling kinda humid


S: "Mr. Stark im back!"
T: " what the actual fuk.."
S: "havn't U missed me @ all??"
T:  "NO! i havnt! it was SO good without u. it was perfect without U here"
S; "U deadass? U serious?? BRUHHH BRUHHH"

Hit My Head / Amnesiac (racky)

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