Neurotica

Balanced is about performing better in times of chaos, coming from the Marines this is a contact training tool to use. We constantly practice how we play which correlates to life outside the military where as it becomes a strength and weakness. It is okay to work within the chaos and even invite chaos to give you a nudge, it is important however to not let it consume you and take you over, rather use it as a motivation tactic.

Balanced

Lost in waves depicts a surfers connection to the oceans pull. It describes living through hellish depression and days while figuring life out but reviving the calm within the inner soul when his feet hit the sand with his board and as he enters the water all pain and stress is released and he becomes fully lost in waves.

Lost In Waves

No Puedo Escapar

Lingerie

Remember Us?

White Noise

Track 5 is the false escape. A sugary, hypnagogic pop track with a "warped vinyl" effect that simulates a drug-induced haze. It sounds sweet on the surface, but underneath, the reality is melting. A desperate attempt to numb the pain.

"Anatomy of an Error" is a chronicle of disintegration. It is a concept album that tells the story of a human transforming into a system failure.

Moving from physical fragility to digital void, the album explores themes of body horror, dissociation, and the toxicity of memory. It is a journey from the organic pain of bone and blood into the numbing cold of concrete and code.

The album is divided into four chapters:

Trauma of the Body: Fragile acoustics and heavy industrial sludge (Origami Ribs, Mercury).

Trauma of the Mind: Cold dissociation and false comfort (The Black Box, Taxidermy, Placebo).

Escape: Overwhelming walls of sound and urban paralysis (White Noise Worship, Concrete Lung).

System Failure: The final collapse of reality (Glitch in the Sun).

Sonic Palette: Expect a fusion of Dark Pop, Industrial textures, Shoegaze walls of sound, and experimental IDM/Glitch rhythms. Recorded with a focus on tactile sounds—paper, glass, static, and heavy machinery.

This is not just music. This is a medical report on a broken soul.

Tracklist:
1 - Origami Ribs
2 - Mercury
3 - The Black Box
4 - Taxidermy
5 - Placebo
6 - White Noise Worship
7 - Concrete Lung
8 - Glitch in the Sun

Anatomy of an Error

Placebo

ITS NO MIGHT

Music written and produced by: 
Allan Rayman, Jessy Aaron and Spencer Moose

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Word of Mouth

Pretty Bug feat. James Vincent McMorrow

Originally from Cape Cod MA, Nathan joined the Marines in 2014 moving to California deploying two times within his 5 year career. Once ending his active duty service he found music as an outlet to convey and process emotions that became heavy when leaving the military. Nathan now has created 2 EPS, 1 Album Solo Produced as well as 20+ Singles working with producers from all different walks of life as well as self produced. His music conveys internal spiritual change and awakening while remaining fun and relaxing within the vibe of the sound.

Balanced

Nathan (Spotify Pre-Release)