2hollis horse fight

statues (tahtx)

2HOLLIS - DOGS

pit in my stomach +rouri404 (xmichaelwarren)

(how's hate in love even an option)

you left, me cra-ving for more
in your heart, no space, for remorse 

you left me feeling like your dangerous 
like standing too close behind a horse 
all that's left is just ash and dust 
and i can't seem to pick it up

(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah) 
you say you'll change but ur doing the same shit
(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah) 
in your head i'm just under assumption 
(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah) 
if this goes on, oh, my brain won't function 
(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah)
how's hate in love even an option?

i gave you all i had
destroyed the little u gave me 
but now i have nothing left
besides this codependency 

shaken in my dreams
again
can't even sleep
in my bed
wish you'd die 
but i can't
cause i hope you suffer
instead

(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah) 
you say you'll change but ur doing the same shit
(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah) 
in your head i'm just under assumption 
(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah) 
if this goes on, oh, my brain won't function 
(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah)
how's hate in love even an option?

hate in love

proverbs.27.6.9
Dirty Dishes, please enjoy the story of my 2025, whether reality or fantasy

a week

dirty dishes

dec 22 2025 (with 4april)

FMN2_Intro

2023 was a rough year

lyrics:

we were in a race to grow up
yesterday, through today, til tomorrow
but when the plant blew up
a piece of shrapnel flew and slowed that part of you
the doctors gave you until the end of the night
but not til daylight
time passes slower in the flicker of a hospital light
i pray the race is worth the fight

made a fool of myself down on Tennessee street
it wasn’t pretty like the movies, it was ugly like what they all did to me 
and they did to me what i wouldn’t do to anyone
you know that’s for sure

tell me all the time not to worry
and think of all the time i’ll have with you
when i won’t wake up on my own
(wake up on my own)
held close all the time knowing i’m half of you

i dreamt the earth broke open
and the beast crawled out
snuck into bed with me
and left with you in its mouth
then it was i left screaming
i weep for you
i weep for you

i only like my body when it's closely with your body
lay in you gently 
like greenery that stings me
softly hurting

tell me all the time not to worry
and think of all the time i’ll have with you
when i won’t wake up on my own
(wake up on my own)
held close all the time knowing i’m half of you
think of us inside after the wedding
suffering the while to lie a time or two
when we don’t wake up on our own
(wake up on our own)
held close all the time knowing
this was all for you 


nettles (miserable demo)

shrug (the original title for janie) was originally going to be from willoughby's perspective as well. dust bowl was going to transition directly into it. i wound up reworking it a bit to be about janie.

lyrics:

graduate
turn the paper
find it blank
fuckin’ figures
hide my face
i’ll escape her
not by name
just by nature
i still shake
emphatic anger
easy to hate
easy to blame
it’s not looking good
but did it ever
low stakes
no faith
but i will wait
i will wait
i will wait
i will wait
i will wait
i will wait
i will wait
i will wait
i will wait
i will wait


a week

NAVYXOWER