lifeofapopstar's 2020 Playback

Your 2020 Playback

prod me :)

@lllovbug @greazynotfound

歌詞：
i need you to stay
Fuck the cost ima pay
Riding in a range 
With your hands on my face
ii can’t look away
hear you calling my name
you could still be saved
Baby for me its too late

Take u on a date
Its something I gotta say
Make like 10k
I might spend it in a day
Smoking on this pack
Til I forget everything
You could be my twin
I feel like im Mary Kate

last time I left you alone
blocking the calls on my phone
I just wanted to be gone 
i still want you is it wrong
You got me under your thumb
Cant get hurt so I stay numb
youre still in the words in the songs
go back where I don’t belong

Stay with me
ill be by your side
youre a part of me
I cant leave behind
Baby Pray for me
 be my guide
Ill be yours
You’re forever mine

cost (lovbug, evo)

give me time/to make it right
promise i will stay inside
love unrequited is sacrifice</3
so just give me time

pull me up cant promise im fine
hold me down cant resurrect me
the drugs cant work so well
give it all dont second guess me
i get used to this all the time
just be cool dont act surprised now
cant remember what you said last night
its a Sign i cant recognize

years of lead/forgive and forget
these thoughts in your head/choose him instead
i regret/leave me on read
gave me your meds/now im falling again

be cool (lovbug+_kaiser)

@shotti

hold me in the back of your car
put these Louis shoes on your card
they want som from me gotta charge
プリクラ cover up my scars
leave me all alone at the mall
knock me down baby make me crawl
give me everything I need it all
falling for me that's a bad call

get it out my head looking thru the infrared
u are not a threat im riding with the walking dead
off the pills got me spinning like a ceiling fan
fendi tennis shoes I know that u see it man

I don't want you now can't forget the things u said
im just bout a bag, now I gotta look ahead

teardrops fall on my guitar
wonder how I made it this far
thought I heard a shot in the dark
all these words weighing on my heart
come close whisper in my ear
I just wanna have you right here
spend a check watch it disappear

Alone at the Mall prod. SHOTTi

the climb +buffalobang (sg37, iphi)

#ALIENATED

☆2007myspacegirl☆ - GLUTTONY (PROD. AVAST x LOVBUG)

teardrop.digital

☆2007☆ - GLUTTONY (PROD. AVAST x LOVBUG)

@needavest
@g0ldyy
@goooooseballlllllll
@45avast

g0ldyy x needavest - so what (prod. gooseball x avast)

https://youtu.be/wk7ABHltz1E
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mistake (prod. 5v x avast)[video in description]

instrumental by @45avast
featuring @gl0wrm

pick you the flower you want
it was a friday night
but you messin wit my mood all night
guess that im just bad at picking right

cant you see that he dont treat you right
wishing that i could reach you all the time
i wish that you just werent tied, vermintide
close my eyes, two goodbyes

i wish that we could walk away
so long been itching to switch lanes
i need a break yea its that phase
cause every night i see your face in my dream

youre alone
i hate it when you make that face
sad to see
i have gone, way too long not a saying a thing to you

but youre gone
walked away
i wish that i couldve stayed
this one time you walked by me

but one day ill
tell you all the pain on my mind
on my mind...

its clear in my head,
we were headed to nothing,
i’m already dead to you no need to mean something,
alone in my bed,
you left me with nothing,
the words that you said,
i wish they meant something to you,
i’m so over it,
and I’m so over this,
i don’t know what is

headedfornothing + gl0wrm

+ @45avast

mv - https://youtu.be/JpglNYWn7QU

i think i lost my mind
i tried and now im fine
i cant tell where i reside
they say good things come in time

do u have a favorite secret?
what would u do to keep it
my heads foggy i cant see
i dont know what u want me to be

dont run if you dont know where
im screaming through my solace
you wonder how i noticed
youll end up being soulless

and whats the point of fighting, it goes nowhere
and you just end up smiling, truly soulless
you giving me these reasons, they seem pointless
and all this time spent thinking i deserve this

goes nowhere + avast

myy nose stufee ##ladybuhg

[buhg] 

buhbae iv bn tryn mk it out4me buhbae nt u ;//
cuz everytime we go thru tht idk wht2do
u pt in my face,, i try2tell u its nt ##truu v_v
tha onlee persn u lissn2is2urself,, who knw 

iv bn tryn js2mk it outt
u bn tryna js2mk me shoutt ;OO
ima gt it done,, once lost is foundd
pt me ontha mapp js2pt me intha groundd ##seedling 
buh im starvn,, im hurtn ukno 
do nt wna tlk anymor ;XX
i do dis in search of my hom
i do dis sinc im onmy ownn

[onc u let tha smallest things mk u hpy,, it brings u mor than anythn intha world cn offer u,, let go <<##33]

i cnt gt2u,, so y dnt u js run along
nw i cnt do it2,, its bn goin on2longg 
whts wit tht attitud,, nt my fault its goin wrong
n yh its ovrdue,, barely goin goin strongg (⌒‿⌒)

pt it2my chestt,, buhbae i nd rest
go on b my guess,, pt me2tha test 
2my heart let it wrench,, im a ##buhg u a pest o(￣ε￣*)
cnt c thru tha lens,, whts nxt tht depndss

so stucc in ur ways,, i cnt repay u4tht dayy
is it al wastd,, cuz i cnt face it,, its goin2my hedd

;;* me onmy <<##33
dntkno y i let it restartt
let u out my arms
dnt wnt it anyothr wyy
evry singl nite
n evry singl day

cn come out n js say it4u
##40days40nites its ##truu
darkwatr bt i still c it thru 
thru thru thru2u #0.o#
im sry tht it cnt b
tha way tht we sought tht we c
nw its overdon were free ?
bt i cnt move frum undr dis tree ##stucc