Going full on Beatles here. A stylistic homage to Sparklehorse
Pretentious title, will change. Melodramatic lyrics, won't change much.

Lyrics:
I guess I'll wait for another another day
To pass me by
a lonely bird still lost at sea
Afraid to fly

This weight has always been a part of me
A liar and a thief

Guess I’m spending another year
Not knowing why
I feel too old to be free but then
too young to die

This weight has always followed close behind
A beggar and a bride

When I can't sleep
I dream
Till the color drains out of my eyes
Into these dead red tides

Or till I sink beneath
The water pooling at my side
Under these grim lit skies

i led my daughter through this desert
And over these barren hills

To a garden where she met a snake
And learned to kill

Take my hand I’ll lead you far away from me
Before I sink  beneath

When I can't sleep
I dream
Till the color drains out of my eyes
Into these dead red tides

Or till I sink beneath
The water pooling at my side
Under these grim lit skies

Under Grim Lit Skies

Beneath The Shadow of a Poisoned Tree

Negative Players is a theoretically fantastic  Indie/Alternative Rock band from Southwest Michigan. 

Beatles + 90's indie rock = (Elliott Smith * Pavement) / Superchunk

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